Nyx Fears

Hello everyone, It's been quite a while since I've posted mainly because I just haven't had the time to do much other than creative projects. This was the year when all my dreams came true. I did everything I intended to do and I couldn't be more satisfied. Of course, I'm never satisfied so I'm stil

Hello, world! It's May, but again. I wanted to give y'all an update on what all is going on in my neck of the woods! So one thing I deeply despise is how frequently my momentum gets stripped away. I was getting a video out nearly every two days for a little while there and I was starting to see some

Hello my loves, I have arrived and have got all my work stuff setup so videos are BACK BABY! That's right! So I decided to go ahead and come back with a banger. I hope you enjoy, as much as you can. I figure this video will do a good job of getting my audiences attention so I can start to make more

Hi dorks! It's good to speak to you again. Since last I've posted, so many things have happened that it will make your head spin. So I'm just gonna start listing off some stuff. GO! I wrote and published my first book, Fluids, this month. While this is my publishing debut, I have written many things

wow wow wow. what a hecking month. I've been busy in really weird secret ways that folks can't really see. But my goodness it's been wild. First things first, book news. I have a manuscript that I'm happy with. Its about 47k words and I'm moving into the publishing/formatting stage. I know this is a

Man oh man. The last couple weeks of my life have been weird and difficult. I’m in the midst of one of the biggest work periods of many life. Not only have I been making videos near constantly, and I have music coming as well, but I also wrote a book called Liquids. Folks have been asking about it s

Hey friends, time for a new video time. This time I'm talking about David Lynch and ranking his movies. Folks have been asking for content like this for forever so I'm happy to give it a try. Lemme know what you think and what I should do next! <3 May The Ultimate David Lynch Tier List (YouTube)

tread lightly friends. grab your flashlight because it's dark in here. I love you! enjoy! <3 May The Disturbing Movie Iceberg Explained (Part 2) (YouTube)

Good evening/morning/afternoon. Regardless of when this message finds you, hello friend and welcome back. I have some disturbing news...it seems that May is making content again. I know, a tragedy. We all tried to stop her but alas, here she goes again. Sure hope things don't SPIRAL out of control.

Alright so I don’t actually have the video yet, but I have images with me and a herd of cows. Surely that will satisfy your gaping maw. Nevertheless, it’s an essay and you should be seeing it soon. We’re expecting no less than 45 mins. Any guesses on the topic? <3 may

Hey friends, So it’s been a stupid year/month/day for all of us. I feel like I get bad news nearly every day now and that has really worn me down. But I’m actually glad that some of this grief and hell found it’s way into my life because it’s seemed to fuel me lately. My brain is just gushing with t

Heya babes! So it's been a busy week over here at HQ. Azzy and I have been working just about every day this week on a bunch of different exciting projects! One of those is our new podcast, simply titled VVives, about the weird relationship we share. I post the first episode here the other day and s

Hello everyone! So I have some exciting and also strange news. I have started a new channel on top of what I'm already producing. "Another project?" You ask. "How does she do all these things without dying." "With confidence and time management!" May shouts while bursting through the wall of your ho

Okay! Hello! It is I! First off, apologies for the flighty-ness lately. Much of what I was busy with has been completed. The only major thing left to do is to move out and get an apartment but I have a lot of hopefuls and I'm not rushing myself anymore because it's far too stressful and the stress i

Heya everyone! So December is almost over and I have two videos shot that I'm trying to get edited, another video written that I'd like to shoot and then a long form, hour-or-so long one that is in the hands of my editor that should be out mid to late January. This month has been crazy what with dea

It's been a weird week or some. Someone in my Discord server called it a 'week of Mondays' and I couldn't agree more. I feel like I've been trying to get back into the swing of things but it's rather slow going -- maybe I'm just tired. Regardless, here's a spot of good news! The American Satan video

Hello everyone! So to start off, I want to let you know that October was my most successful month ever. I put out 3 videos and created nearly two hours of content. All three of the videos did pretty well with my audience, although one was removed but should be restored tomorrow if all goes well. I g

Hey all, I'm including along with everything else, the music that I made for the Madea episode as well as some other recent music I've made for videos in the past and future. If this is something I should continue perhaps I will i the future. I like making music, it's fun and nice and I think it spi

Hello ghouls, goblins and everything in between and Happy Halloween! I feel like I've put out some of my best stuff this month and hope to keep up this momentum. Although, I feel like I need an easy one next to kinda chill out. 2 nearly hour long videos take an awful lot out of you. On top of that,

Hey everyone, just a quick update to let you know that the Madea video is finished shooting, it's in editing right now and I'm making significant progress. Right now I have 49 minutes of material, I'm yet to receive the very end of the video from my editor who plans to get it to me this weekend. I h

Hey friends, Figured I'd throw another update your way. I'm currently hard at work getting things in place for this month's filming. Getting sets, props, costumes and locations together and whatnot. Yesterday i was on Night Mind's Moonlight Chat which was a decent success, may people showed up and I

Hello friends! After that lengthy and sorta ridiculous Halloween video, were into October -- everyone's favorite month (mine included). I have a few projects I want to get made this month that I think you'll find fun or excruciatingly painful. It's a gamble every time! So I asked for questions last

Hello friends, again...for the fifth time. My editor and I are trying our best to get this video done by the 30th of the month. I've mentioned that it's rather long and that's because...it is very long -- and very time consuming. I'm coloring and editing all the footage while he finishes up the clip

Hello friends! I'm pleased to tell you that I've finished shooting the newest video. I'm expecting it to be out on the 30th of this month, but due to it's ridiculous length, it may take a bit longer. However my editor has been putting together a whole lot of special stuff for the video including mot

I'm not 100% that this is the third update. It may be more or less than that -- I seem to have lost track. I've been so crammed with stuff to do lately that I barely remember my own name. But here we are with a new update, how about that? Hello friends. It's good to see you all and I hope you are we

Hello friends! It's been a couple days and I have A LOT of news for you! The first bit is, I have hired an editor! My friend Matt who made the lovely Waxwing film last year is now working on my channel! This has opened me up to doing a lot more things already. Like writing new videos! But we'll get

Hello everyone! So it is now September in case you were somehow unaware, and I'm working on a new long video. I have done all the voiceover and am now trying to editing it down into the best takes and the best flow and whatnot. It is over 50 minutes long right now, but I think after editing it will

Hello friends, So as every day passes we get closer and closer to Halloween -- which is my wheelhouse, lemme tell ya. And I have a lot of good news that I think you'll be happy to know all about! So similarly to the last two months, I have another big video planned (in fact I have two but only one o

Hello everyone! I have great news! The Analysis Hats I had made are done and real and real flippin cool and are shipping out to you all before the end of the month. I expect a lot of pictures! So these are exclusively for you $25 Patrons and they are sold totally out for the time being, but I may ma

Hey all, I think you'd be pleased to know that the majority of the shooting for the new episode is complete. We shot over an hour and 15 minutes worth of footage and takes that I need to shorten to something manageable. I predict the video will be over 40 minutes long. We're filming the last things

Hello friends. It's been a crazy week. So as far as the video goes it's almost 32 minutes and I'm completing all the shooting for the video tonight. The video will most likely be on time if I stay up all night and work on it for the next couple days. I've been working on it mostly constantly for the

Hello friends! So as you can see in this image, more progress has been made in several areas of the video. Some shooting has been done, new characters have been added including the voice acting for those characters. I have added another 2-3 minutes of voiceover to the video. I am still working on ed

Hello again, So in keeping with the progress strategy, I have an updated timeline for ya! So about 10 minutes total are pretty close to done. But the timeline is now 25 minutes before filming any scenes & dialogue, intro, title sequence, closing credits. So I have a strong vibe that this video will

Hey all! So last month I did this thing where I post updates a lot more frequently to encourage me to not give up while working on a huge project. This month I'm doing a huge project on Phantom of the Paradise and I've already made significant progress. I have about 6-8minutes edited, all voiceover

Hey friends! I have great news, over the last few days I've been developing a new longer video on Phantom of the Paradise (which you should probably watch before the video comes out because I spoil the hell out of it)! It's not as long as the Eraserhead video because I don't thoroughly reexplain die

Hey there! So I thought I should give you all a brief update/reiteration of a couple things. Firstly I'm working on putting together a couple little quick videos. I'm gonna do a lil sumptin about David Lynch and how he actively engages in Death of the Author so people will talk about his films inste

Hello there ya dangus. SO! The video is finally out and everyone has seen it so now it's that cripplingly depressing time where I figure out what the hell to do next. Luckily I have a long list of possible ideas so one of those outta work. Probably gonna take it easy for the next upload. Ya know, 10

Hello friends, I'm pleased to inform you that the Eraserhead video is in the final stages. It is my longest video (probably clocking in around 45 minutes) and is definitely the hardest video I've made for my YouTube channel. A lot of the stuff in the video is my first foray into that type of analysi

Hey all, so as promised, I'm throwing an update your way with more frequency than usual. So I added another 5 or so minutes to the video. In listening to the audio I recorded, I found a good niche for me to get into semiotics and the way that it can become narrative. It also gave me a good chance to

Hey there, So I've decided to take a bit of an unconventional approach to the whole 'month's content' sorta thing. I have taken on some truly massive projects this month and I want to ensure you that I am working on them as well as ensure myself that I will get them done. Also, I think there's some

Hey all, it's probably been a couple days since you've heard anything from me and that's for a myriad of reasons. One of the biggest being that I've been doing some research for a couple projects that I hope you will very much enjoy. I'm keeping things vague at this point, but I have two scripts tha