[EN] Scars

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42 pages and useless information.

I’ve seen people say that Till’s hallucinations are accurate to Ivan’s character…they are literally embodying (all of) his trauma, not just about Ivan. It took Ivan’s form because that was probably one of the heavier trauma’s.

and if he comes back I will not be sad anymore

I really hope Ivan comes back

he deserves to come back

안녕하세요, 저는 안젤라입니다. 이 이야기가 훨씬 더 좋아질 수 있을 것 같아요. 이반을 다시 살려내면 너무 어두운 분위기에 빛이 비춰져서 진정한 명작이 될 수 있을 거예요 ❤️ 매우 감사합니다비비, 정말 고마워요!❤️🤩

I just realized that when Ivan dead at round 6, Till have a nightmare (maybe not a nightmare he's just miss Ivan maybe) but Till look pitty rn asf for suree :(

미지는 죽어야 한다

Okay I might just cry, but when Till gets used to Ivan, it’s so sweet 🥹 But anyways I’m just gonna clear up some translation errors: When Ivan says “For old time’s sake, I’m gonna be touched.” He actually meant “It’s touching because it reminds me of the old times, but…” and then when Ivan says “Why didn’t you tell me before you hurt your throat” he meant “You should’ve done ‘it’ (as in curse at him) before you hurt your throat.” Also when Till says “Why show it to an embarrassing party?” I think he meant that he didn’t show his drawings to him because Ivan was the person “concerned” aka the one he drew, and he thought it would be embarrassing to show Ivan. I’m pretty sure when Ivan goes “ugh” it’s translated a little harshly, so instead I think he meant “hmpf” like in a whiny/grumpy kind of way. When Till asks “were you disappointed” I think he’s talking about how he never showed Ivan his drawings of him… maybe asking if he was disappointed they weren’t better friends or more… and Ivan just smirks (idk why he did that can someone explain?) but anyways then Till says “Let’s not talk” I think it got translated a bit wrong because it meant “Nevermind…” BUT lemme know if you know anything else or I made any mistakes :)

after watching cure that hurt so soooo badly

TE AMO CHARLIE

why is everything so saddddd T-T

Im not ready for tomorrow

I declare Ivan IS alive tommorow on everyone's soul but mine!!!!

GUYS THEY ARE PLANING SEASON 2 RIGHT NOW!!! WE STILL HAVE A CHANCE! IVAN WILL COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss ivan sm not even this creepy version can satisfy 😔 Ivan come back please 😢 even as a ghost just be you 😭😭😭

번역은 완벽하지 않았지만, 결국 이반틸이 진짜 메인 커플이라는 걸 보여줘서 감사합니다. 저는 미지가 항상 등장하고, 이반은 방치된 채 틸에게조차 잊혀지는 상황에 지쳐 있었어요. 이반이 죽고 나서야 겨우 틸이 기억해주다니, 정말 너무 불쌍하네요. 다음 주에도 계속 이반 이야기가 이어지길 바랍니다. 작가님이 아직 양심이 있다면요.

of course tills survival guilt would manifest as ivan OF COURSE what if i JUST DIE

i just know that’s not Ivan

BASTA ROVINARCI LA SANITÀ MENTALE VIVINOS È QMENG

great comic, a bit of a disappointing translation unfortunately. for people paying for patreon i hope that we can get non machine translated comics in the future as to avoid misunderstandings! cant wait for next week ><

I hope they go back to human translations because these recent ones are so .. confusing and mistranslated that it just leaves me completely confused

Incredible works. I'm crying

My Ivan starved heart has now returned to a parched state. I will rejoice and feast on this drop of waifu content. Thank you ALNSTGCREW. I will continue to worship even through hiatus.

Stephanie Choi 영어 번역가는 어디에 있나요? 다시 데려와 주세요. 지금 번역은 정말 실망스럽습니다.

eeeuuuurghgg…. eeuughgggg…..!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

I would really like to see his reaction and handling with the mizi and Ivan clone

Yes this is so good

This comic was so so so good i have tears in my ivantill eyes. Tears of joy. Ivan crumbs

Please never make a season 2 I wouldn't be able to handle seeing the main 3 who are alive living and being happy (ik that's sounds crazy but if they move on it means I also have to and I'm never gonna move on) anyways this truly was our alien stage (I'm not okay)

Ig Ivan just truly wants to be in Till head no matter if he’s being seen as bad or good… as long as he’s there he’s “alive” THIS IS KILLING ME!😭😭😭

hi friends :3 it's embarrassing to self promote but i just posted my fan translation on my tt if anyone wants it! it's 9kotori

I feel that the end of this comic was Till kind of realizing, “were you disappointed”— that I didn’t try to connect with you more, than I didn’t open up to you more…or rather “I could have opened up to you more…and we could have had a better relationship?” But that realization leads to the teasing expression Till is used to which symbolizes Tills uneasiness of realizing, yes, Ivan would have liked that. Because he feels guilty, thinking about what he could have done differently will be painful.

Agreeing with everyone else that I'd love a non machine translation! There are so many talented people in the fandom who would gladly help with translations if you reached out! Please!

i know it's not purposeful since vivinos and qmeng aren't fluent in english but the english translations of recent comics have been so heavily mistranslated i wonder if it would be possible to get a person who would double check it in the future because a lot of dialogues end up having a completely different meaning compared to the original korean version 😔 the comic itself was great though it's great that we can finally see the aftermath of round 6 from till's pov i find it super interesting! i can't wait for next week's update

This is so good

The fact that blinghoon released his soda pop cover just two hours after this comic dropped 😭

Hey Vivinos ykw what would be really funny if you somehow showed Ivan alive in the last comic (or at least state Tills feelings for Ivan PLEASE PLEASE it’s so rough out here😭)

Uhm so about Ivan being alive…

im going to sob

How can any of you guys have hope after this 🥲

These en translations lately have been a bit disappointing and confusing, I don’t think anyone would mind waiting a longer time if it meant getting a proper translation from a translator as it currently makes understanding the story difficult.

stop using machine translation PLEEEEASE

I'll raise a glass while crying on the floor to this. Great work, as alwaysn❤️🙂‍↕️

just end my misery

❝𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠?❞

I hate hate HATE SO MUCH THAT NOW TILL SEES HIM IN SUCH A TWISTED WAY HURTING HIM ☹️☹️☹️☹️ STOP HE WAS NOT LIKE THIS BUT NOW TILL IS SO GENUINELY TRAUMATIZED 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ IM JUMPRING OFF A CLIFF

I can't sp crying help why

Till :(

<///3

I saw a video on instagram saying that till was probably selectively mute due to ptsd💔 I can’t. Ivan is alive.

Ayer me corté el cabello, hoy será el cuello

El cuchillo de la cocina me está haciendo ojitos..

I love this comic a lot!!! But I wish a translator was hired like in the other comics.... this one feels almost like MTL? Was there no time to hire one?

Crying 3 hours later ugh my heart hurts whyyyy whyy did you kill him

First of all, thank you for the hard work, stayed up till 6 am for the comic :'D. That being said, this translation feels really off...

💔💔💔

Till self-harming because all of the guilt and hate he feels towards himself breaks my heart. Ivan sliding his hand under his shirt and kissing him to shut him up... his presence in Till's mind is so oppressive and disturbing. He left deep scars, both physical and mental, and although it's what he desired, I don't think he would be completely happy with this outcome.

I think this comic instead of portraying Ivan in a bad light, it actually shows how much Ivan's 'death' affected Till. At round 7 before Till passes out, he was gently cradled by Mizi yet we all know that the xylophone that plays before the video ended that was a gift from Ivan was what he really felt before he passed out. Till has always been someone who is able to express and understand his emotions clearly out of the main cast but with Ivan, he was someone who is complicated, confusing, frustrating to understand. Towards Till, growing up Ivan shows his affection through what we like to call 'rage baiting'. His form of affection comes through by using blunt words which is often miscommunicated with Till. I would like to believe this hallucination was what Till manifested because Ivan was someone he still couldn't let go. With the droplets and outfit that Ivan was wearing, it was a hallucination that Till created as it was one of the moments that affected him the most. Funny thing is even though we know that Till portrays a lot of anger towards Ivan, we also see that Till has a lot of regrets with Ivan's death, the words that comes out from Ivan shows a lot of distaste and disdain towards himself which we all know Ivan would never say that, it was just feelings that Till was projecting the manifestation to say to him due to survivor's guilt. All in all, the relationship between both of them was just right person, not enough time. Actually coming from somebody that also doesn't know how to communicate my feelings properly, it's just a long and tedious process with communicating, but with time it does get through with one and another. In this case, they had no time. P.S Have we wondered what's Till's POV like when he declined to run away with Ivan, how much remorse he has for Ivan for rejecting because if he had agreed, Ivan would still be alive. All this feelings would then have snowballed into a huge ball of self-hatred towards himself especially with Till being a sensitive person, he probably would have escalated the negative emotions by blaming himself for Ivan's death.

To be continued!! So happy

I had a daydream that next chapter till's in the place saving the kids then The gaurds comes and stops him till shoots his helmet off and then ivan was there so alive and healthy and then we had our happy ending. This was truly our alien stage

Peak

I love this comic a lot! But the translation is pretty off in some cases?? A lot of meaning got changed from Korean here

💔 n.nnoo…noooo…Ivan

tears in my ivantill eyes

HE IS SO ALIVE YALL IVAN IS SO ALIVE !!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my god oh my fod oh my god

i still dont get how people think tills feelings are reciprocated? i mean ivans literally haunting him rn

I’m so excited to get some more insight on Till and Ivan! Ivan especially, love me some Till but we really haven’t spent a lot of time with Ivan and I know this is something Till has created but insight about Ivan through Till ❤️

Guys it's over they say the last comic will be thr 18th 🥲 we needa accept it ivan is dead 😪😪😪😪

Wonderful, thank you so much. I love to see what happend after Till was saved and his point of view

I'm about to crash out, i have no one to talk about this 💔

my HEARTTTT WHATTT AND THE TO BE CONTINUED

🩷😭✨

Thank you for the additional content, Vivinos + team! 💜

How am i going to cope with this

OH MY GODDDD IM GONNA THROW UP

Till repeatedly scratched his neck till it bled because it made Ivan shut up

Omg the Paradise reference!!!! So from what I get, that song is kind refering to this moment!

this destroyed me eternally

I’m losing my mind

I NEED TO SEE IVANS ANGEL ALREADY WHERE IS DUDE HIDING

Is it just me or the translation is very confusing

FINALLY, THE ENGLISH TRANSLATION, THANKS TO EVERYONE And speaking of the comic, for me this shows that they did indeed have a lot of communication problems. Ivan was never clear about his feelings and sent very confusing signals, and I feel that Till was never interested enough in him to try to see what was wrong in their relationship. He just coexisted with Ivan and nothing more. If things were going well with him, great, and if not, he just tried to avoid him and that was it. And I feel that it's precisely because of all these misunderstandings that neither of them bothered to clarify (each one for their own reasons) that now Till has this distorted mental image of Ivan that torments him so much. Because Ivan was a weird guy, I can't deny it (even though he's my favorite character, haha!), but I don't think he would treat Till this way. He wanted Till to see him and love him, but to the point of him being tormented and living unhappily for the rest of his life? I don't think so. He didn't sacrifice himself and died in round 6 for Till's sake for nothing! When they managed to escape and Till decided to go back, Ivan could have insisted that they should leave, but as soon as Till decided he didn't want to leave the others behind, Ivan accepted his decision and went back with him. That's why I don't think Ivan is a bad person, but he makes very bad decisions sometimes...

this is machine tl which is fine but it makes a lot of the lines wrong or easily misunderstood 😭 "for old times' sake, i'm going to be touched" is totally wrong LOL it's more like "it's just like the old days, it's kind of touching" as in like moving

I need SOMEONE to talk about alien stage with😭😭 we should create a support group and bring Ivan back

rare till pov

OMG ITS HERE

MY BABIESSSS 💔💔💔

so hot so handsome i love you parasite ghost ivan designed to torment till forever 😔😭

till got used to the parasite 🥀

Kms in 3 2 1

I hope and I pray that this comic finally opens the eyes of some people in this Fandom who for some reason can't stop glorifying Ivan and Tills relationship. I thought it was obvious when Blink Gone came out, but Ivan isn't a good memory for Till. For Till, Ivan is a BAD memory.

yesss it's perfect thank you Vivinos you always do doomed gl soooo well and now I get doomed bl I'm in heaven I love it here the emotions and stories are so captivating 💖

idk if he can actually talk, based on his mouth being closed and the black bubbles, i think him “talking” to ivan is not out loud. but idk

i really adore this comic but 20th panel is translated incorrectly... it looks like the line abt mizi was used twice ;__;

Ivan content but at what cost

TILL POV JM GKNNA VUSS

FINALLYYY

tilling myself.

thank you.... thank you..... you've brought me to my knees in devastation thank you so much

"I was slowly getting used to what felt like a parasite". Oh, that hit right in the feels

FINALLY TILL POV COMIC REVEAL ABOUT IVAN BUT AT WHAT COST

Thank you so much team vivimeng and staff…. I’m really getting everything I could have wanted out of experiencing alien stage, and more! Thank you thank you I am just beside myself with privilege getting to be part of this every week lol

tfw your wife is a demon haunting you to the point you can't speak

Why did I even wait for the translation ffs i should’ve accepted the agony of the art already but no i chose double torture

i just can't stop seeing that guard are checking on ivan. they saved him, belive me, war is not over yet! (but my mental health is.....)

the translation is a bit off🥲

I’m actually crying rn

guys what do you think he scribbled out..

thats crazy

HE DID THE SCARS HIMSELF?.. MY SHAYLA💔

im crying yall 😭

FINALLY OMFG😭😭

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

TILL HALLUCINATING IVAN IS REAL! LETS ALL CRY

oh my gosh

can the real ivan show up now haha

WAIT SO GUYS TILL ISNT MUTE BECAUSE HIS THROAT HASNT HEALED YET. HES MUTE BECAUSE HE DOESNT WANT TO SEE IVAN? Im shooting myself

Thank you for this. Still feeling sick... I wanna cry. I wanna scream.

THEY SHOWED US WHAT HAPPENED RIGHT AFTER R6 😭 TILL IS REACHING OUT TO IVAN 💔💔💔

ivan is alive

the way he remembers/imagines ivan is so EVILL!!! ALIEN STAGE HAUNTS MY NIGHTMARES!!!

Please Ivan is alive, I know Ivan is alive, he has to be alive.

is it just me or is the translation messy in some parts..

amazing

im gonna projectile vomit so hard

IVAN IS ALIVE🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️

LEGENDS (that traumatize you) NEVER DIEEEEE

i lowk think ivan is still alive just bcuz at the beginning with the guards it looks like the one is checking his pulse to make sure he’s alive but idk 💔💔

hahahah it's okay i didn't want to smile today anyway

"To be continued" please don't do this to me 💔

Stayed up until 5 am for this🫶

😭💔

Comic of dread and despair

TY FOR SAVING ME 😭😭😭 I HAVE THE ABSOLUTE WORST DAY AHEAD OF ME

lots of translating mistakes im already seeing.. yikesss..

I CANT DO THIS ALIEN STAGE SHIT ANYMORE

Hi best friends forever

I'M NOT GONNA GIVE UP ON EVERYONE'S SOULS IVAN IS ALIVE 🙏🙏

IT’S TOO EARLY FOR THIS MY HEART’S NOT READY

MY SHAYLAAAAAA 😢😭💔🥀

YESSSS THANK YOU LORD

we waited 2h and 40 minutes for this

ivan i miss u everyday

OOOUGH IT HURTS 💔💔

FINALLY

OOOH THIS IS AMAZING.

OH MY GODD

THANK YOUUU

WAIT so does that mean my glorious king Till can still talk? IM SO HAPPY HE STILL HAS A VOICE CAUSE HE GENUINELY LOVED SINGING

FIBALLT OMGG HEHEHEHA

ohmygoddddd

YESSSS

Yeah. Time to be traumatized in my language 🙃

i got discharged from the asylum cause this actually exists thank you vivinos

ivan is alive ivan is alive ivan isalive ivanisalive ivanisaliveivanisa........

LETS GOOOOOO

😢

IT DROPPED

FIANLLY

FINALLYUDHDHDJSJ

NOW I AM GOING TO SOB ALL OVER AGAIN BUT YAYY ENGLISH SUBTITLES….!! 😭💔💔

WHO CHEERED

Omg

thank you! i will cry now!

YESSS

WHAG

This is making me depressed please no no no no no whyyyyy why, ugh just bring him back I can't take another week of this torture 😢

this might just be my LAST friday 💔💔

YESSS GAWD

LETS GO

Finally AAAAA

i’m sick

its there😭💔😭😭😭

OHMYGOD THIS IS SO SAD AGGHHH ivan please be alive somehow

IVAN IS ALIVE!!!

SCREAMING CRYING

I sat there for over an hour and did a whole translation for nothing 💔 (at least it’s finally outtt)

IT'S HERE

I USED TO PRAY FOR TIMES LIKE THIS