Kira

we asked for the bill and then somehow talked for another forty minutes, the waiter came back and we hadnt even put our cards out. i always think i have nothing new to tell until someone sits down opposite me. left with three things i forgot to mention

starting a little secret videos series, apparently. this is the first one, its been sitting in my gallery while i pretend i havent decided whether to post it. a much bolder side of me than you usually get here, honestly. letting you see it now 🤍

was going to send this privately and spent so long deciding what to write that i ended up here instead. apparently posting it is easier than choosing one person to see it. keeping the rest for the next post, this is enough courage for one evening 🤍

went out to buy one thing and came back with a book i definitely did not need, a little pastry, and no memory of what the original thing was supposed to be ahah. i think the bookstore near me is becoming a problem, but at least im very easy to bribe 🤍

this is the one i have been building up to and i honestly didnt think i would manage it on camera. i have told you what i actually want, which is somebodys face between my legs while i soak it, and i cant have that, so this is as close as i can get on my own. i used my fingers and my toy on my clit

filmed something last night that i have opened and closed so many times. tomorrow 😳

i cried at a book on the train once and people looked at me, and i think about that more than i should anyway im rereading it 🤍

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my neighbor tapped on the wall again last night and honestly this week he has had more than one reason to, which is a sentence im going to be thinking about for a while. i havent been able to look at him in the elevator since. anyway ive started putting a pillow over my face like that helps. it does

somebody was reading over my shoulder on the train and i let them, i didnt have the heart to move

so this is the one where i actually let myself finish. i had it in my head all evening that i wasnt allowed to yet and by the time i gave in i was shaking before i even properly touched myself. i had my fingers inside me and my other hand over my mouth until i gave up on being quiet entirely, and it

recommend me something to read thats not romance, i have read so much of it this year that i have started rolling my eyes at my own taste

didnt want to get up today 🤍

came in looking like i had just rolled out of my apartmen

its 3am and ive been playing the same part over and over and i still cannot do it without staring at my hands my neighbor has been very patient about this

i couldnt settle last night at all so i propped my phone on the book pile by my bed and put the camera right between my legs, and theres nothing in the way of it. you can see me hold myself open with my fingers, how wet i already was before i even started, and the way it drips onto the sheet under m

gave up on clothes a while ago and im not going back 👀

current situation

my hands hurt from something that involved sitting completely still, which i think says everything about how im doing at this

had work and then walked home the long way because it was actually warm for once and i didnt want to go straight back inside, and then i got to my door and realized i had been carrying a book i never paid for the whole way home, so thats tomorrow me problem. my feet hurt and i have eaten nothing tod

okay so this is the one. ive never filmed anything like it and i kept going far past where i normally stop myself everything is in it. its one take, no music over it, and you can hear all of it including the parts i would usually cut out. i was still shaking when i turned the camera off and if you o

i played the whole thing through without stopping today. not well. but all the way through, and then i sat there afterwards feeling ridiculous about how happy i was about it also tomorrows post is not a normal one, im saying that now. if you open it im filming you your own video after, you tell me e

filmed something last night that ive watched back a few times and still cannot decide about this is a small piece of it. the rest is going up soon and im nervous about it in a way i quite like 😳

ive started playing at strange hours because of the walls in here. early morning is fine, late evening gets me tapped at so now im the person sitting at a keyboard before the sun is properly up, which i never thought would be me 🤍

its one of those nights where i cannot get comfortable no matter what im wearing so i just stopped wearing things im not going to do anything with this. im just going to lie here with it 😳

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i said i would answer the things you asked me weeks ago and then i completely disappeared into this keyboard instead, so no i still cannot play properly. yes im enjoying it more than anything else ive tried this year. no i dont have a favourite book, i have a favourite one per mood and that is a who

put a full face of makeup on for absolutely no one and then sat at home in it all evening i did take some photos though. obviously 👀

did nothing at all today and im not going to dress it up. sat at the keyboard for a bit, made tea, forgot about the tea, found it cold later my hands are still sore from the other day and im secretly quite proud of that thats the whole day 🤍

so i did not practise last night at all, i ended up doing this instead i used my toy on camera and i did not stop myself this time, i came so hard that my legs were shaking after and i had to lie there for a bit before i could move at all its one take, nothing cut out and no music over it, so you ca

i was going to practise tonight and instead i ended up in front of the camera again, i dont know what that says about me this is the one im comfortable putting here. the rest are for tomorrow 😳

my hands actually hurt today which i was not expecting from sitting still and pressing things i can get through the beginning of it now without stopping. it still sounds terrible but it sounds terrible in the right order, which i am counting as progress ive played the same part so many times that i

its been so warm in here that i just lay on top of everything instead of under it, i have given up completely and then at some point during the night i get cold and wake up confused about why. every single time 👀

so it turns out i cannot play at all. i knew that, but i did not know how much i could not play found a video for beginners and spent the entire evening on the first part of one song and i still cannot do it without staring at my hands the whole time my neighbor tapped on the wall. honestly that is

okay i went back and i bought it i was so sure someone else would have taken it by now and it was still there under the same coats, which felt like it had been waiting for me and i am aware of how that sounds getting it home was a whole thing. it does not fit anywhere on the subway, i had it on my k

had a long bath and now im just wandering around the apartment doing nothing, still wet and not bothering to do anything about that theres something about being home alone where i genuinely forget to put clothes on for hours 👀

i keep thinking about that keyboard from the thrift place. its been days and its still in my head i even looked up what one like that is worth and then felt stupid for looking it up, its an old thing sitting under a pile of coats, its not worth anything but i keep imagining it in the corner by my wi

okay so this is what i made last night and i was shaking the whole time i was doing it i stopped trying to make the angles look nice and just kept the closest ones, so its all very close up and theres nothing in the way at all. and theres a video of me using my fingers with my other hand over my mou

came home, lit a candle, took everything off and got straight into bed. genuinely the best part of my whole day and it took no effort at all i had things i was supposed to do tonight. theyre not happening 👀

had my sunday call with my friend from home and we were on for so long that my phone got hot and started dying on me she has so much going on right now and i love hearing all of it, but then she asked whats new with me and i just sat there. genuinely nothing came out i said work and books and she we

woke up early for no reason and now im just laying here not doing anything about it its too warm in here to put anything on so im not going to 👀

so i got one of those instant cameras and nobody told me the film costs actual money, like every time i press the button thats another one gone half of them come out way too dark. this one is okay i guess, i had my glasses on so you can hardly see my face but im keeping it im at the point where im s

okay so these are the ones from last night. i only meant to take a couple and then i kept going and stopped being shy about it somewhere in the middle im completely undressed in most of them and thats where it stops, i want to be honest about that so nobody opens it expecting more if you look at the

took some photos last night that i didnt plan to take, i was messing about with the light and then it turned into something else entirely this is the one im okay with putting here. the rest are going up tomorrow and i keep opening them and closing them again 😳

i want to talk to someone today so ask me things, ill answer in the comments and i wont dodge much also im trying to find something new to do with myself that isnt reading. suggestions welcome, im extremely open to anything right now 🤍

ok this thing has so many beads and theyre microscopic, i already dropped a whole packet into the blanket so ill be finding those forever ive done one corner. one corner. and i genuinely cannot stop 🤍 theres a film playing somewhere in there i think

theres a guy who comes in every morning and orders the exact same thing and today he changed it, i genuinely stood there for a second like something was wrong with the world also ive been writing his name wrong on the cup for weeks apparently and he only decided to tell me today 😳

its been raining since yesterday and i havent left the apartment once, i just keep making coffee and taking it back to bed with me still in the same shirt i had on yesterday and nothing else, which sounds cuter than it actually looks >_<