so this is the one where i actually let myself finish. i had it in my head all evening that i wasnt allowed to yet and by the time i gave in i was shaking before i even properly touched myself. i had my fingers inside me and my other hand over my mouth until i gave up on being quiet entirely, and its one take with nothing cut and no music over it, so its just me getting louder and then the noise i make at the end, which i have listened back to more times than i want to admit. my hand was soaked after and i laid there with the candle still going 🥵