okay i went back and i bought it

i was so sure someone else would have taken it by now and it was still there under the same coats, which felt like it had been waiting for me and i am aware of how that sounds

getting it home was a whole thing. it does not fit anywhere on the subway, i had it on my knees the entire way and a woman sitting opposite smiled at me the whole time >_<

its in the corner by the window now. its horribly out of tune and i genuinely do not care