October 12, 2026

FIRST TIME WATCHING: Attack on Titan S4E87

Hey folks!

Hope you all had a wonderful weekend. I can't believe this is our last regular-length AoT episode!

This show has been such a wild and fulfilling journey, and I'm kind of sad to be seeing it end. Although I'm glad to maybe relieve some of the heaviness I feel each week when I watch these episodes haha.

Just wanted to give a heads up for the schedule regarding AoT. I am traveling from this Wednesday through next Monday. So in order to give myself enough time to film ahead, I've decided to pause watching Attack on Titan until 10/26. So we'll take a week break from this show and get into the first special feature then. The rest of the content schedule will remain normal.

Here is this week's schedule:
MON: Attack on Titan S4E87
TUE: Widow's Bay S1E1
WED: Natmares Poll
THU: Buffy the Vampire Slayer S2E18
FRI: Spider-Man: Brand New Day

Thank you so much for your support here on Patreon. Until the next one, take care and stay golden! ✨

VIDEO LINK: https://youtu.be/NI94_qIHSE8

Original Series: Attack on Titan

Comments (15)

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Adithep_Jay · October 14, 2026

so... does anyone knows which version of the ending Nat will watch? The season 4 part 3 (2 episodes) or the movie (the last attack) with the end credit scene? Sure the end credit doesn't add anything to the story, so it's not a must watch or anything.

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mitchhamilton64 · October 15, 2026

i believe shes watching the 2 specials

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RawrSaur · October 13, 2026

Oh, you think your break will dampen our spirits? But you merely adopted the waiting; we were born in it, molded by it. We didn't see season 4 until we were already grown and by then it was nothing to us but BLINDING! Look forward to next, next week :D Remember to watch until the very end of the specials. This journey has been such a pleasure.

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My Toasty Toast · October 14, 2026

*Natalie*: “I’m so sorry you’re going to have to wait a week guys 😔” *Mappa Studios in 2022-2023*: “You’re going to wait a year for the first episode of the finale and then another nine months for the second episode of the final, and you’re going to enjoy the wait and thank me for it and call me daddy!”

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El Roobs · October 13, 2026

About Eren Laughing when Sasha died... I'd encourage you to go back to season 2 finale. When Hannes died... Eren down on his knees unable to transform and save him... then he also laughed. It's a laugh of dispair, of helplessness and he screams off the top of his lungs: "NOTHING CHANGED!" Cut to Sasha's death... and now knowing what the special trait of the Attack Titan is, that he is able to see the future, he no doubt saw Sasha's death and knew that her last words would be "meat..." I don't doubt it that internally he is thinking the exact same thing he thought when Hannes died: "Nothing changed..." Not just Sasha dying... but all of it. It's all gonna come down to me doing The Rumbling. Nothing has changed... nothing is changing...

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peeps · October 12, 2026

I hope Attack on Titan gets replaced with another anime once it's done. So many phenomenal stories are told through the medium it'd be a shame to not keep going after this.

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Moshmallah · October 12, 2026

Yes when he laughed when Sasha died it was despair. The fact that he cannot stop it. If you recall he laughed when Hannes died to the titan of his fathers former wife. The feeling of powerlessness and hopelessness he felt was so intense and extreme that it came out as a laugh at how cruel it all was, and how despite all the power he has, he still can't even save the people closest to him. It has come down to a decision, wipe out countless people so that only Eldeans exist, or let the significantly smaller number of Eldeans who contain all the people he personally loves be tormented, imprisoned and eventually killed by the rest of humanity. When you say he is perpetuating the violence, his whole idea is to kill ALL of humanity outside the walls. Obviously there will always be war and division, but he plans to wipe out the other side in this completely, so there cannot be a perpetuation at least between Eldeans and non-Eldeans. This is not to argue that I agree with his choices, just that it's not as foolish as striking the rest of humanity really hard such that they can strike back, they won't be able to because they'll all be gone.

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Christopher Rayle · October 12, 2026

It would be really nice if you did a short discussion after each of the specials 💜

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Christopher · October 12, 2026

We’re in the endgame now.

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MightyHobo · October 12, 2026

This has been such a crazy ride with you Nat! I’m sad it’s about to be over because there is nothing else like this show. If you ever do another anime it will be hard to follow this one. Also as for Eren's form it's foreshadowed in the medal ceremony. The camera angle shows Historia hoding the medal in a such a way that it looks exactly like Eren's founding titan form from the front.

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StevenC · October 12, 2026

Widow's Bay!

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mitchhamilton64 · October 12, 2026

back in season 1, episode 2, as eren is crying and angry as his home is destroyed, as his mother was killed in front of him, he stood up from the boat taking him and his friends to safety, he made a declaration. "I will kill them all! I'll wipe them out, until not a single one of them remains!" he said the same thing here as he arrives at marley. eren laughed when he heard sasha died because her last words were "meat" and he also laughed when hannes died. its just a coping mechanism most likely. historia didnt have her memories erased, he was just saying if its too hard to cope that he would erase her memories. and back in season 3 when historia rejected her father and saved eren, she basically declared to hell with the world, and that she was the worst girl who ever lived, that she was an enemy to humanity. thats why eren said that to her, saying that it was partially her fault for not eating him like he asked her too. i gotta ask but, the specials dont have endings or openings themselves but was later released. these are officials and i was wondering if you'd react to them after watching the specials? also, doubt youll skip it but the 2nd one has end credit and after credit scenes.

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CHRISXGAMESALOT · October 12, 2026

Eren laughed remembering Sasha stealing meat it was also a painful laugh cause he knew the future.

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My Toasty Toast · October 12, 2026

I’ll miss the reactions, looking forward to the finale reaction in a couple weeks! Thank you so much for giving this show a chance. I know you were tentative about starting an anime with YT and Patreon copyright and such but I am so glad you watched this one. One of my favorite stories and I’m glad I got to see your journey with this show ♥️

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Darryl Low · October 12, 2026

Happy Monday Nat. Hope you had an awesome weekend too. Had fun on the livestreams again. Excited for this final normal AOT to see how it sets up the specials. Loads great content to look forward to this week 😊 Wow. What an epic place to leave it 😮 Looking forward to seeing how it all concludes. Thanks for your reaction today Nat 😊