NSFL pt 5
Hi friends.
So it's been awhile since I posted the CONTENT. I have been trying to do things that promote my actual happiness. The last couple weeks were really hard, I'm not going to lie to you. Making shit like this does have some hurt and consequences behind it. I'm burned out p bad and could use a little break. I want to thank you all for supporting and encouraging me. Every time I take a step away from the internet, I feel happier. So because of this, I'm gonna take some time to finish other projects and get better now. I hope that's cool with you all. If I continue doing youtube, I want to find a way to do it in a way that serves my own interests and not just the trauma of the generation. That's what I've been trying to do. I wanted to put voice to all the problems of our age and I think I've done that to the point that it crosses the healthy boundary.
I have a book to finish. I have an album to finish. I'm gonna prioritize that for awhile and I hope that makes as much sense to you as it does me. That said, enjoy this, if you can.
<3 May
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Comments (7)
Yes, please take a break and take time for yourself. Spend time on things that make you happy! 💖
Please rest! You've made an insane amount of stuff this year! And even if you hadn't, being well is more important
taking a break seems reasonable, but as far as after that - honestly if you just wanted to watch, like, a regular old two-hour movie and tell us what you thought about the movie, that would probably be just fine? I've found this series interesting and your perspective on it valuable but it's been a while since you made a video that didn't make me think "please stop subjecting yourself to these things"
Gonna keep supporting you regardless if it's youtube or print or music! You have a right to make things that make you happy.
Your happiness and wellbeing is definitely the most important thing! We look forward to seeing the work that makes you happier, take all the time you need to recover, you matter as a person way more than for your content <3
100% valid, go take care of yourself and do you!!
i feel compelled to say something but it’s hard deciding what’s worthy of saying, in a situation like this. the content being what it is, and the effect it’s had on you, are both horrible and negative things that are better off not existing. i feel almost scummy for watching, but the way you talk about these things is compelling enough that i watch anyway - i think you present it in a way that focuses on what people should be paying attention to in the face of such depravity and vileness. you hold our hands and say “it sucks, but we’re all here together and we can be better than this.” the unfortunate truth is that these awful things do exist and the nature of the internet has made them more accessible than ever before. if we’re going to be talking about them at all, i think the way you do it is the way it needs to be done: with empathy, openness, and honesty. i hope you’re able to take a much deserved long break and focus on the things in life that make you happy. thank you for all that you share with us - i hope anything and everything you make after this bring you peace and fulfillment, whether it’s youtube videos, music, writing, whatever it may be.