Not An Audio Update // Notes From The Road

sweet baby girl. I believe we will be reunited some day. There will be 7 furry friends waiting for me someday.

There are some cats that are extraordinary at interacting with humans - Cleo clearly was. It's ok to miss her - you always will - these are the things that make life. Thank you for toughing things out to get those videos and updates out regardless - that is a testament to You. You are a good one.

Virtual hugs to you!

I am so sorry, Bianca. I know what it's like to lose such an important friend and loved one. Please take some time off if you need to. We all care about your well being.

I am so sorry about Cleo. My own fur baby Pluie passed over 2 years ago now and I still get teary-eyed thinking of her sometimes. It just doesn't seem fair we get these perfect little companions for so short a time. I hope your heart finds some peace in all of your sweet memories of her.

I'm so sorry to hear about Cleo's passing. Our pets really are our friends and our babies. I lost my kitty earlier this year and I truly empathize with the pain I am sure you must be feeling.

Cleo watches over you and wlll always be in your heart. Many hugs from a moggy-mum to a cat-mom.

Hi, Dear Bianca, My sincere condolences on your bereavement. I want to join with all the other voices in letting you know that you don't need to make a lot of content, and that we will be here and on the channel when you need us. And that you can call on us for our support in any way you need and want. I'm sure that there are no words at this moment that won't sound trite, and taste like ashes, so I will offer no others than I liked you the first time I saw your channel, I ran up to Patreon you, and see no reason for that to end. You're a fine sewer, a great pedagog, and I think an even better person. Take your time living, drive safe, and get the time you need. I'll be here. And I think, by the look of things, that the all the others will be here too. Yours in friendship, Ann (Sweden)

Hugs. I am sure you gave Cleo a good life and lots of love. Cleo would want you to enjoy your trip. Mourning her loss when you have returned home will be a healing process. In the mean time enjoy your trip and when you think of Cleo remember the joy you had together. Those moments of joy and love will stay with you forever. Look after yourself. You are loved.

I’m so sorry, I know that feeling only too well, when my pup of 16 passed. Get out those old photos and videos to binge, cry and binge , rinse and repeat. Don’t hold back ..

I am so sorry to hear this news. I so hoped you would not have to get such a call on your trip! Take all of the time you need, know that we all are sending you love and will begrudge you nothing if podcasts or videos are not in our near future. Tending to your heart is what matters most. ❤️

I am so sorry that you are suffering such a devastating loss. Remember that as she filled your life with joy and love, you filled hers the same.

I’m so very sorry for your loss, Bianca! ❤️

My condolences. My beloved dog is also nearing the end of her days and I'm thousands of kilometers away. I hope you take the needed time to mourn, don't let the algorithm rob you of this important process. Lots of love from The Netherlands.

Deepest condolences, Bianca. We aren't going anywhere, please take this time to heal and grieve as you need.

Oh Bianca, I'm so sad to hear this crushing news and empathise with your pain. Please do not worry about Patreon or the Channel or anything right now but that you take the time you need, to grieve. Please take that time. Your Patreon-fam are right here, with our arms around you in the hope that you know that you are very much cared for. We can't stop the pain and we can't change things. We can be there for you with our support, and for you to know that taking the time you need is OK with us. We really care about you. Big hugs!!! Sending my condolences and healing vibes to you from Down Under 💚

So sorry for your loss. Much love to you, and I hope you are able to find as much comfort as you can without worrying about making anything up to us.

I'm so sorry for your loss. There are no good words to say, so I'll just wish you a safe and peaceful journey. Safe travels.

Take it easy Bianca; be gentle with yourself. I don't need a podcast or vlog. You deserve time to grieve and figure out some self care.

I was so sorry to see this news, Bianca. I am glad you are enjoying your trip and have the sights and fun experiences to comfort you at this time.

Big hugs Bianca. Our pets are our soul mates & it is earth shattering to lose them. They become our constant companions and a big part of our world. A horrible loss to endure, especially when you are so far from home. I bet she had a wonderful life with you and your family

I am so sorry Bianca. I also lost a pet after I moved to the US and it is heartbreaking to say the least. Sending a big hug.

I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a pet, especially when you are away from home. Cleo had the best life with you and your family and she was grateful for that. Sending hugs.

Just sending massive hugs, all of the treasured finds and amazing memories to hopefully keep you occupied! 💕

Take all the time you need. You are loved. You not only gave Cleo a warm and loving home, but you also introduced her virtually to all of us. We all lost a friend today.

Bianca, I hope you can feel the support and caring that comes from those of us who you touch by sharing your gifts of talent and insights through the internet. I wish for you solace when you are grieving and a smile in your heart when you think of your furry-person companion. My heart is with you.

I am so, so sorry for your loss! I hope knowing that lots of us are out there sending you love and virtual hugs will help ease your burden somewhat. 💚💚💚

Thank you for updating us, even during tough times. Sounds like you were a great cat-mom. It's so hard to lose our beloved pet babies. You are wise to finish your trip and make the best of it. It's good for you to take the time you need, however you need it.

🖤Bianca, take your time dear. I know the pain of this loss. There is no need to rush to get things done on our behalf. I wish you safe travels and all the support you may need in these difficult times. 🖤

I am so sorry, I know how hard a loss like this can be and sadly have experienced it in my own life. Please take all the time you need and don't even worry about us. You focus on you right now.

Oh dear, I am so sorry to hear about your wee kitty cat. My heart goes out to you. If you need time, take it. Many virtual hugs <3

I was in Florida when I found out my father put my Pomeranian down. I still think about her all the time, even 12 years later.

I am so so sorry, Bianca. I understand your grief far too much. Please, please, take all the time and space you need.

Dear Bianca...you know how I feel about you and your Cleo...and please please take your time...don’t push yourself...how about trying something a little different...like a slideshow with some captions?...no talking but a dad style slideshow of Route 66 etc...something that is adventure art...giving you time and the grace to feel those feels...🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Take your time on this, if you rush now it could end up spilling out else where. You are doing what you can and carrying on with your trip is a good thing, deal with getting back home when you get home. Maybe (if you can) find a place with an awesome view and in your mind bring Cleo with you, talk to her show her what you see. Tell her you love her and that she will always be with you and the place you find to do this will be your special place. Maybe even leave a little mark somewhere or a stone to commemorate this moment. Take care and take your time x

I’m so very sorry for your loss.

Be kind to yourself while you grieve Bianca you are allowed to be late occasionally especially at such a sad time we all feel sorry for you at the loss of your lovely furbaby

So sorry for the loss of your furry friend.

Sorry for your loss. I still miss my best kitty 14 years on.

I’m so sorry Bianca 😞Don’t worry about the podcast, just take your time, be kind to yourself and try to enjoy the rest of your holiday

So so sorry. My heart goes out to you. You do what you need to do to mend. I for one will be here waiting for ypu when ypu return 💕

I'm no good with words, but I am so so sorry for your loss. Hugs!

Losing a pet is like losing a body part; something is missing and because of that getting on with living is made so difficult to do. I am sending love and hugs your way. I cried until I had no more tears left when our pets died. I set aside time each day to just allow myself to feel the grief and cry. That kept me from spending the whole day crying. I'm glad you are still on your trip and allowing yourself to enjoy the things you wanted to do. So happy for you that your friend spent that time with you as well. Hugs

Take some time to look after yourself, losing a pet is one of the worst things. I'm sure she had a wonderful life with you, sending you lots of love as you grieve ❤️

I'm so sorry Bianca. Losing pets really sucks.

Oh Bianca lovely, I'm crying while typing this. I too know what it's like to have a cat companion you loved for what seems like half your life fade too fast (my darling Tilly was 18, and went from being herself to saying goodbye in a fortnight). If it's any consolation, it was probably much easier for Cleo to fade so fast, instead of having months of trips back and forth to the vet, pokings, proddings and pill-givings. I know this probably doesn't help now, but it may in the future. Also, there is never a wrong time to find another cat who needs you (I registered with the local shelter straight away, thinking that it might take ages to get the home check set up etc.). Emailed Friday, they asked me to come to the shelter Saturday, said "we've got these black kittens who've been overlooked because they are black, they need a home", took them home Sunday. Yes it was fast, but helped my house feel less empty. Again, sending much love and hugs, hope you do manage to find some joy in your trip, if only from the awesome wild places you've already shared. Catherine xxx

I am so sorry for your loss. My eyes are teary now as I read your post. I have cats of my own and feel your pain. Sending love and light to you, B.

Our hearts are with you in your time of grieving. I hope you find solace in knowing that you gave Cleo the best life -filled with love and happiness- a kitty could ever want. We may not know you personally/IRL- but we love you and are here for you, B. Enjoy your adventure as much as you can 💙

Dear B, it’s very hard to lose a loved one human or animal. My sincere condolences. May Cleo rest in the great lap in the sky, forever safe and warm in your love for her. Take your time to upload whatever. It’s not that important right now. Take care and enjoy your trip as much as you can. ❤️❤️❤️

Dearest Bianca, my heart goes out to you at the loss of your sweetheart Cleo. I know your pain as I too have lost a kitty totally unexpectedly while vacationing. She is now over the Rainbow Bridge playing with new & old friends. She knows you love her and loved her well. Sending you lots of love & virtual hugs across the miles. Thank you for letting us know … so many of us sending you healing thoughts. ♥️♥️♥️ 🐈‍⬛🐾🐈‍⬛♥️♥️♥️

Oh no. I’m so sorry. Please take your time and grieve for Cleo and yourself. Remember all the good times. Sending virtual hugs and thoughts to you. I remember losing my cats and I still miss them.

I'm so sorry. Your love for her will never fade, but over time her memory will bring more happiness than sorrow as the hurt fades.

I've been there and my heart is breaking for you, Bianca. Sending all the healing and comforting vibes your way 💜

I am so, so sorry for your loss. I lost my familiar, Sherlock earlier this year. My heart aches for you. My soul aches for my most beloved cat, he was a part of damn near every routine of my life. Your kitty knows how much you love her, never doubt that. Big virtual hugs, my dear.

I'm so sorry, Bianca. Take the time you need.