Return to High Performance Training

This is honestly my dream come true, having a pool of my own to complete my training. And my patrons get to see how I train to make my underwater videos.

The art of celebrating my body underwater, is an artform I have invested my entire passion and dedication to. Everything I push myself to do, is to develop that art further.

I want MORE flexibility, MORE strength, Finessed control, better choreography, stylized adornments, and production design... Everything I do is a tiny baby step towards the overall goal of making my next full production video the best example of the art that I can be on the next Tank shoot.

Tank shoots require a 5 am call time, for the body adornments take many hours. The tank needs to have lighting gripped in place. Then there’s logistical stuff all down to when I can eat, or go for a pee - because I’m wearing a Kegel ball inside that’s holding my costume on.

Yes, part of my costume can be considered prosthetics. I have to „adapt“ my lady garden to make the final art footage viewable from all angles. The only way I can safely wear a merkin is to hold it on with my muscles, but then it’s part of the whole costume so I can’t exactly go for a pee until I’m done with the shoot.

Not peeing for 8 hours... means not drinking faster than a sip every now and again, and I have to control my sugar levels or else I won’t be able to breath hold from premature exhaustion.

Doing a production shoot is extremely difficult work. And here on Patreon, you get to see all the weird little games I make out of my training.

Training all parts of my body, even my pelvic floor and sexual organs, becomes a continuous art. I am less inclined to share on YouTube because of the daily ignorant comments of sexual objectivity. Training for me is joyful, and part of the overall artform of my body.

My body is my art. I strive to make it goddess-like. Seemingly unnatainable. But the truth is, I’m only demonstrating that with serious will power and Love and Passion, we can become goddess -like. My body is merely my temple, god is within me. I’m very spiritual now. And I’m in harmony with my goddess in the water, and at play, and in yoga. Those are the videos that I can safely reveal here, but do not feel safe to do so on YouTube anymore...