September Update - "A Story about Depression, Sex and Pizza"
Firstly, my sincere apologies that this Patreon update is a few weeks late, and thank you to all the new supporters!
August was a complicated month for me. The demo went live on steam, and it was amazing to see the response. When I say it was overwhelming, I do mean it - I got quite overwhelmed. As anyone who's played the demo will know, depression is a major theme in the game, and I draw a lot from my life experiences when creating SuccuPie. I don't talk to my fridge mold or anything, but like many people I've struggled on and off with depression for years, and these last few weeks I've been struggling quite a lot. SuccuPie has been my full-time focus for about two years now, and it's a project that's very close to me; but that also leads to a huge amount of pressure and vulnerability which I'm not always great at dealing with. I'm also just not very good at being online in general.
Through September I've continued development, but I realize that I'm losing more and more time to social media and community management, which pulls me away from the actual "development" bit of game development - the bit I enjoy. I'm still hoping that I can get the game finished by the end of this year, with early 2027 slated as the Steam launch - giving me time to fix as many bugs as possible for release!
The continued support and kind words from so so many people has been hugely appreciated. I'm still shocked I'm making something which resonates with as many as it does. With that said, I have to work on the game in a way which keeps it small and close to my heart - which has always been SuccuPie's unique identity. With that in mind, I've decided that I'm going to be stepping away from social media management and being available online - so that I can focus on making the game as good as I can. Thank you all for your understanding, and all of your support whilst I continue to make this strange little NSFW game.
Big, big love,
Milk Cartel x
Comments (45)
I hope things are going OK. Whatever you do, stay away from the Steam discussion forums. That place is always a cesspit. Follow your vision, take care of yourself, we like what you make. Keep on, keepin' on.
game so good it actually got me invested,do the things you like doing like developing the game. we can wait for the announcements and all,so take the time you need to not burn yourself out we'll be right behind you every step of the way regardless!
the game is great and love the work you're putting into it, but does this mean there isn't a discord for me to join?
cant waiiiitttt for it to be realised (just hoping would the full game be realised also on patreon or just steam ?) i get it if you can only do steam ( ill have to grind a credit card qwq)
First of all, I wish you all the best in terms of mental health! I just played the demo and I’m honestly impressed. The overall vibe and atmosphere is spot on and incredible. You really made a gem right there. I’m really excited for the full release! Unfortunately I’ll probably have to wait for it be released on another platform aside from steam, due to our guidelines we have here in Germany.
go at it at your own pace bro, rooting for this masterpiece xD
hey, where would I be able to apply as moderator? (I could moderate the discord in englisch/polish and german)
Came here from Steam recommendations, absolutely loved the demo! Keep it up, take care and do what you love and makes you feel good and happy!
i'd like to ask; is this game going to be able to have workshop? stuff like lingerie mods, change aspect of marcine, etc?
Hey there, there won't be any mod/workshop support in the final game.
Take you time with the game its awesome. On that note, for germany and other countrys who are locked out of this game on steam. Have you got an option to buy the game and get a steam key?
hey, like you said. considering the theme of the game it’s important to take your mental health seriously. we’ve all seen you’ve put in the work and effort. if a break is what’s needed then so be it.
I'm a bit late to the party but just wanted to say that I found the demo so very captivating. I had at least a couple moments where I laughed pretty hard on how abstract, funny and surprisingly complex the characters and the world are. I think it's fair to say that in the "lewd games" scene your project aims for really high quality and personally made me think that a really passionate and really intelligent and introspective person must be behind it. I'd like to leave you with a quote saying that "no feeling is final" and hope it will help you out with going through this confusing experience of "existing". Good luck out there and I'm really rooting for your further development of the game!
I know this may sound weird or sus but I just try your demo and i love it but I realize that there is only English language in the game. And I am willing to translate it to Chinese for free off course if you want.
Hello Milk Cartel! Hope youre feeling better! By chance will you post some of your animations on Patreon? I dont see them on Twitter and plus your Reddit is gone too :/
My Reddit was deleted a year ago (not by choice!). I'm unable to upload videos to my patreon as it's marked 18+
never and i mean never have a considered a nsfw game before this one. and after seeing how it’s only you making this game i HAD to chip in until full version available on steam.there is so much more beyond just the sex. it’s super witty and fun, i do have just two questions though. will the male character be customizable in anyway, skin color, size, shape, ect. second i was hoping to learn more about you and your project but a previous interview was taken down. was there any reason?
Hi there, thanks for the kind words! There will be no customization of the protagonist or Marcine whatsoever - the story is a set story, and they are set characters. The reason the previous interview was taken down was because I want to keep a very clear distinction between this work and my personal life.
With playing the demo, Seeing the depression incarnate that is the fridge mold it really makes me think of times I’ve suffered with it but also friends who also suffer with it. I’m excited to see the story you tell! Best wishes and can’t wait for the release!
I have never rly been into NSFW game like that but yours hits home and i can rly see the time and effort you put in, so please take all the time you need to finish this amazing game.
Straight up cooking up peak here m8. Take your time and do what u gotta do. Love the game and can’t wait for the full release🙏
im hyped to playy it but what if ure in a region were steam doesnt alow u to buy this game/wishlist it ?
Hang in there! I'm really looking forward to the game. It'll take as long as it needs to. The important thing is that your mental health improves <3
take as much time as you need man, im more than happy to wait and see what you come up with after how good that demo was.
Love the demo and can't wait for the completed version stay strong mate and hope everyone enjoys the game 💪💪💪
Could you provide a link to the channel in Discord?
Don't forget to sell the steam keys somewhere, as the UK, Germany, and Australian players cannot access the full game on steam once it drops without this method.
So hyped for when it comes out! But you take priority over the game make sure to take care of your mental health first and our wants later
discord? Ни одно приглашение не работает.
I wish the best for you. The work and accomplishments you've already done for your creative endeavor is greatly appreciated. I have no doubt that your current success is a result of you just doing you. Last time i checked no one can do you better than you, So take as much time as you need. We just have to let the cheif cook.
Oof, take care of yourself, you always come first above anything else! Take your time with the game, you've still got a lot anyways before 2027 and besides late or not, I'm pretty sure majority of us here wouldn't really mind and are still buying/getting the game regardless! Anyways, hope you feel better soon, sending lots of love 😎🫵🏻💕
Great to see you growing big and that game getting recognition :D Take your time, have fun while doing it and deliver a great product at the end ^^ Patreon shows it is over a year of my support, and I will continue to do so; you deserve it!
We all love SuccuPie but your mental health should come first. If that means you need to step back from socials or even making the game and focus on you for a while then you know we've all got your back and will still be here supporting you and the game whenever you're ready to come back.
I am Excited for the Game but please take your time and take good care of yourself, Please stay Healthy and try to Enjoy every second in your life as long as you can
We got your back Milk, take all the time you need, don't forget to rest you mind and body and also, enjoy life too!
Take care of yourself Milk! Good things take time. ❤️
Oh ok understandable dude, hope ya mental health be fine soon
I’ve never been so invested in an NSFW game before, lol. and it’s clear you’re trying your best to put your all into it. Self care is always first priority so take what breaks you need to even if it puts the launch off. Happy to be supporting you!
Love you milk. I know it can be hard but my life is better with you still here. I can only hope to return the favor. Be strong.
Excited to have a game to look forward to! Take all the time you need to focus on the game, sending good luck and strength to ya! ♡
Take care of yourself. I genuinely love what you’re creating, and I’m excited to see where it goes. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself. Your health comes first!
Will the game only be available on Steam, or will a full version also be released on GOG and Itch.io?
My current and only focus is on the steam release. I'd love to get the game on GOG someday though, but that's up to them really!
Stay strong, man, slow and steady. We'll love the game regardless, and I'm sure I speak for the majority when I say your mental health comes first.
Thank you very much <3
