Moving + thoughts + thank you
the end of an era.
i'm in the last couple days of stripping my apartment and getting read to haul my ass across a few states to move and I wanted to take a moment to express thanks to everyone who has not only supported me for a while, but recently when i was very transparent about what's going on with me and what my plans were. the messages and kind words have been legitimately amazing, and i'm glad to hear that my sharing my plight with you was also at least somewhat helpful in the "misery loves company" sense of it all.
shit might suck huge ass right now, for me and other people, but despite the job situation i'm pretty excited for this move because i get to live with my partner not only in the same state but in the same apartment, and that's pretty cool. there's a nonzero chance that i'm going to bother the fuck out of them to help me make videos so i'm hoping to get up to more shenanigans i couldn't before seeing as i have been restricted to just me, myself, and i for all the camera work. if you're living with world famous youtube crimes new roman, anyone would jump at the chance to be involved in my productions so i'm sure this won't be a problem.
i've never had much of an attachment to most places that i've lived but developing this community and channel as an artistic project where the space i occupy has become part of that identity has given me a quiet sentimentality for this space, the placement of my art on the wall, guest objects like my wooden spoon and fukumaru, and my dogshit secondary desk i sat on. it's really a testament to the power of creativity and community being able to infuse what is normally mundane with a sense of purpose and meaning that gives them value in a way that only something like this could. i just think that's really neat.
i am never one who has handled change particularly well, but i've changed a lot as a person in the past 5 years since i moved here, a decent part of that thanks to the 3 of those 5 years i've been fucking around with youtube. this time the changes i'm going through are still scary and annoying, but i feel a lot more prepared to deal with them now than i was before. also particually from my updated medication. shout out drugs.
new shits gonna happen everywhere in my life and i'm excited for it, and i will be dragging you people along with me for the ride. new content will be a-comin poste-haste after i get settled, i've been planning and i'm ready to rumble.
see ya'll on the other side.
-noah
Comments (7)
Hope the moving process is as painless as possible and can't wait to see what you make in your new space
Hope things work out for the best, Noah.
Best of luck with the move, and hope settling into the new environment goes smoothly for everyone involved!
You are such an inpiration for everyone out here wanting to have the AUDACITY to live an authentic life out loud. I am superdupes looking forward to your telling of those tall tales you are sure to collect and share with us <3
Good luck, appreciate what you do and think all your vids are hella inspiring, wish you the best for the future and all the love! I'm 100% not the same person before discovering your stuff (in a good way), and that means a lot.
best of luck with the move mate! so happy that you get to live with your partner!!! and yes shoutout drugs they are very goated. can’t wait to see what you cook up next - wish i could toss more money your way :(
I really appreciate your vulnerability during this process. You’re really walking the walk. I struggle with moving too but it sounds like you’re going to be moving into a situation that sounds supportive and loving! Long distance sucks and I’m sure and end to that nightmare is a beautiful new beginning for both of you! Also… shout out drugs.