Confession Time: Tell Us About the First Time You Broke

After doing hypno for awhile, maybe years off and on, finally getting a grndr hookup. A few tears falling down my cheek from gagging. i was broken, he called me Amy. Him waking me up later that night and I didn't really desire to do much, i quickly regained my composure and went back into subspace..... Yours truly, Amy Pat Gaggags

Time to blow new life in this thread. I used to be a partying little slut, went drinking and smoking weed friday night after work. There would always be this whore need to be filled and used. Living at home at the time ~22, so I had to find my source of cock elsewhere. Fuck and did I find them So on one of those hot summer nights, working till 10 at night, few drinks and joints in I started texting a couple of my hookups. I had this one cock that was 8 inches and a good thickness and huuuuge fat balls. He loved being serviced and pound sluts till they scream loudly. Usually we took molly and other acrutement and we got kinky. He put me down on my knees in his alley and facefucked me till i was already a slobbering mess. Then i had to walk around with a plug, dressed me up like a good whore. Fishnets heels, my ass looked tight and plump. He just ravaged all my holes for hours, I squirted so hard when i was bound. Such a loveable mess, literally no control then just moan,gag,slobber,whimper. It was always a weird contrast when we both got sober a few hours later, drank coffee and he drop me off at the train station. I naturally kept playing with my g a p e d hole while at home. Now I slut out with big fat dildos and watching wf wearing an vr goggle. There also was a orgy here and there. But thats for another time

The first time I broke was when I was willing to do a deepthroat marathon, with 1000 reps top to bottom. I divised it in 5 parts of 200 reps, but with the rule of not being able to stop or go slower during one of the 200 part. I think I broke in the 4th part, at like 730 reps, after gagging to much I couldn't keep up the pace anymore, my body was litterally saying "No more" to me for a long time and I ignored it for too long. Still wanna make the full marathon though ^^

The first time I truly broke was at the hands of a sadistic face-fucker with a 21cm cock, perfectly curved to ravage the throat. I uttered just one sentence to him, and he latched onto it with deadly seriousness: “You can keep fucking my throat as long as I’m moving.” God, I never imagined he’d take it so literally. My desperate struggles to escape only fueled his aggression—he pinned me down and pounded relentlessly, ignoring my thrashing. I had to fake a blackout for him to pull out. Even then, he didn’t stop; he thrust into my limp throat for another 10-20. Totally maybe more than 2 minutes, that was the longest I’d ever held my breath, and it shattered me completely. My left eye hemorrhaged from the violent gagging, blood vessels bursting under the strain. He was utterly cruel, and I was insane for surrendering myself to his grip.

I think i may have broken when when I was doing some anal play with a Domina. She stuck a dildo in my ass and put a Hitachi on it and turned it on but that wasnt enough for her. She then slid the Hitachi inside me and turn it on medium. That made me shoot clear liquid. She then felt devious and tuned it on high and made me shoot 7 more times. By then I was exhausted but she wasnt finished with me. She then stuck her fist in me and without warning slid a second fist in and started to twist one of her hands inside of me. That made me cum so hard i didnt want to move afterwards! If I was ever broken, that would have been the time!

The first time I broke I had been in a chastity cage for roughly 3 weeks, my keyholder was a chaster user who would encourage me to watch hypno and porn daily to tease me and get me worked up often, and holy shit did it work. I was debilitatingly pent up and try as I might I just couldn't get myself off. A vibe on the cage would be far too easy, I wanted that analgasm. I got dressed in my sluttiest outfit, queued up a few hours of porn, and went to town on myself with a series of my favourite toys. The result was the same as it usually was, I would feel the pressure building in my core, right behind my caged clitty and I'd get scared and back off, the feeling was so alien without the matching stimulation from my penis that I got freaked out. But not this time, I was too fucking horny and I craved relief. So I pushed through the fear, kept pumping into myself with my dildo and that pressure kept building. I broke. The feeling of cumming from anal only is absolutely indescribable, I felt like I was on a cloud for what felt like forever. Only when I got my senses back did I realise I'd fallen to the floor, a dildo buzzing away, a pool of cum between my legs, and a sense of relief that I can't describe. I installed Grindr later that day, hehe.

I have something to share where I pushed myself past my comfort zone and found new levels of submission and pleasure. I had always been very nervous of puking when I gag. Feeling nausea or making a mess and wanting to stop. Also the pain and the shame. I've been working up with larger and larger toys where I can barely fit in my jaw and cannot breathe around it. I like following strict instructions and now I refuse to stop no matter how much I gag. Letting myself go, I let myself expel everything that comes out of my body, though I usually still play with an empty stomach or drink lots of milk and I can honestly say I feel no disgust, nausea, or shame. Now I get a real thrill of emptying myself and making myself a complete slutty mess. Collecting it, covering myself, and just enjoying being a wet mess. It's liberating to know that I have no limits and my eyes roll back in pleasure every time. I crave more and more ruthless and relentless instruction to degrade myself further and make myself a bigger and bigger mess, empty tummy but full of pleasure