Chapter 2, Part 5

my babies omg

why everything is so saaad😭😭😭

Now my eyes are being affected by allergies 🥺

they’re so precious omg i love them

😭😭😭

Guys im a bit confused. I've been in love with this comic even before reading it, only through the very bits i saw on tt. I couldn't wait more so i finally got here to read it but why does it seem like everyone knows more? Lore & characters wise. Is this some kind of sequel to a previous story? Please help 😔

i feel u jay

I’ll never get bored of saying that your art is amazing. I’ve never seen anything like this, it’s so beautiful and heartwarming!! Me and a lot of people love what you do. Actually I feel that I’m learning a little bit of English (it’s not my first language) by reading Underdogs. I really enjoy your work, it makes me wanna keep going. And I hope you keep doing as great as it has been!! Thank you so much for sharing with us your art Sasha 💖

adil is so cutie to me

MY DOOMED BOYS

i feel so maternal towards adil. thats just a little lost boy.. even though he is twice my size 💔💔

I’m so touched reading this 😭😭😭

These guys are turning into my babies

I need this story injected into my veins. I’ve been following along on instagram for a year !!! and now it’s finally here and it’s perfect 😭

Adil 😭😭😭😭

:(((

my shayla’s :,

my partner was never shot thank goodness but he did give me the same vibe as Adil when I first met him, I was in an awful place but he was so more downtrodden than me that I just....well its been over 10 yrs I still love my partner <3 i do honestly hate that i can put myself in jay's shoes but also you portrayed this very well here and i just want to thank you for that too. It gives me a crawly feeling for sure and art that makes me feel anything is still extremely important to me

AAAAAAAAAA ME MUEROOO

only rat survived 😭❤️

LOS AMO😭🩷

I’m allergic sometimes😭😭😭 love him

I want to wrap them both in a fluffy blanket and take care of them so bad, my babies 😭

He is the knight in shining armour. A heroic figure honesty. Traumatized and terrified but he'll do the right thing anyway. Quite literally saving a strangers life. I love them so much 💔

my boys T^T

I love how you’re showing jays though process. As a trauma survivor myself this is EXACTLY what it feels like when your considering something that reminds you of what happened

I love how the coloring is so cold and washed out in the hospital scenes. It really adds to the atmosphere and tension!!

Jay what are you talking about. Adil is literally this sized 🤏

Adil is so baby

Jay already having a soft spot for adil 😭

I’m trying to fight the urge to cry. I will never get over the way you depict expressions and feelings. It’s so heartbreaking to see how Jay is suffering. The pain and the fear on his face, I can’t even describe how it’s gut-wrenching. Your art is as deep than it is beautiful 💕💕💕

Here I am reading it again and again

Jay is worried about being attacked, understandably. Although he doesn't seem that worried about the fact Adil got shot and who shot him lmao

Also Adil mentioned flowers....... did Jay even realise that they were originally tended for him? Or does he have no idea what's going on?

HELP IM DEAD IM SO DEAD God seeing Adil like that with Jay, even in Jay's imagination is awful. Poor Jay IM ALLERGIC, JUST STOP ADIL GOD HE SO BABY

This one was hard

I will chomp Adil actually I will consume him he gives me deep rooted cuteness agression

bro i hate seeing them at their most vulnerable times 😭

yaayyyyyyy

Боже, Аділ… я тепер теж плачу

I don't understand how can you make these so fast they look like beautiful paintings

NOOO MY BABIES

Jay 😭 This hurts so much 💔 But what a hard-incredible work you've done.

Adil holding the little doctor mouse, so cute,,, it shows how sweet he is, he still wanted to give it to Jay even after discovering that he’s actually a guy, I don’t think he’s even doing it because Jay healed him, just because he feels like doing so. Also, my poor babies… someone hug them please!!! 😭😭 i can’t wait for them to actually hug

Ohhhh! The rat in the puddle! So that means that Adil was more focused on fishing up the rat than his keys. Dude's got it bad 😅

Not the raaattt omg <////3

Sasha you make me suffer rlly bad, but I love you anyway <///3

You are is so beautiful!! <333

i’m sick to my stomach

ur art is beautiful as always! i love the emotions being expressed on jays face as he thinks through the situation and his decision

every single frame is its own standalone masterpiece. it takes insane talent to make something this good bro I'm so happy I found your art

I CRIED MY FUCKING EYES OUT

Now I understand that old meme where there's a kitten and a doberman and Jay relates Adil with the kitten instead of the scary dog 🥺😭

His face holding the rat, I can’t

I love these boys so much, I want to give them both a really big hug, they need it

This is why jay sees adil as a “cute little thing” because he got to see how soft and sensitive adil is just from their first real interaction. :(

I love your art Sasha 🥺❤️

BRUH😭😭😭😭you can’t do this shit to me bro come on

my god, cant believe this is your first comic!! your art is amazing, their faces have so much emotion :')) im so excited to see the rest!

omg I CRIED

god take all of their pain plus one thousand white hot knives and give it to the motherfucker

Adil is so soft and sensitive and full of traumas I bet… reminds me of when I was at the hospital and I was crying so much all the time because of trapped emotions 😭

I need to keep both of them safe 😭🩷

i’m also allergic to this chapter cuz why am i crying

ugh i can't- he made me cry too 🥲

DUDDEEEEEE

I also like that Jay ALREADY has a skewed view of the rape situation, because he didn't agree so easily and happily with Chris's words but in his memoirs, he does the opposite. This shows that Chris is indeed a skilled manipulator

I love the detail that Jay's room is dark, empty and cold looking except for the spot where Adil is sitting, "radiating" this lovely warm light 💕

bro is huge, huge crybaby 🥹

the fact that jay grows to trust adil so easily after awhile that they often fall asleep together is something that makes me SO HAPPY

for w sec i thought „why didn't jay's powers kill chris? he must have been so emotional when THAT happened, right?” and then it dawned on me that he felt just empty and now all i want is to stop thinking forever

Sasha I dont know how it works but every time I read a new chapter I get an allergy. I love what you do

every emotion is so raw, so tangible(?) that i go from anger to almost crying depending on which one of them i see, this is crazy you’re doing so very amazing job sasha❤️‍🩹

PROTECT THEM FROM ALL OF COSTS

How can I not reread every chapter whenever a new one comes out?

"im allergic sometimes" ADIL PLEASE

the only reason i’m not crying over this part is because my partner makes me laugh at Adil’s silly face

HE'S ALLERGIC! Love all the 'no' in the flashback, such a great idea, crossing out other words! And the rat <3

My shaylas

Damn

oh my god my babies 🥺

The face Adil makes when offering the rat is sending me 😭

How can such beautiful drawings hurt so bad???? Jay's such a caring, loving person, really. After everything he went through, to even debate the possibility of letting a strange man into your home and even maybe spend the night... My guys, I could never. my babieees ;~;

It was very strange to see Adil in the role of a rapist, I can’t imagine that with him,,

I relate to jay actually... the amount of times incoyldve said no, couldve refused, just because i didng want to hurt anyones feelings or wanted to be nice, and ending up hurting myself so much to the brink of insanity

Jay's flashbacks always hurt me so badly, he would have all the right to leave Adil alone, because why would he expose himself to such situtation again? But i suppose he will let him stay and that makes me feel so proud of him, he's so strong and i love him so much, i could only dream of being that brave

no one could throw out an injured puppy like you Adil. 🐕🥺

RAT

😭😭😭

Yeah he absolutely caved, didn't he?

OHHHHH GODDDDD I CANT THIS HURTS SO BADDDD ABSHHDBABSBDH also omg the fact you can literally see the light in Jay's eyes still there EVEN as he's being handed the drink and then RIGHT after during the assault and after it's gone,,,,, poor guy,,,, i love him so dearly,,,, :")

IM GONNA CRY. I CANT- Jay is cautious because of what he’s been through. Which is completely VALID. And Adil is also scared and alone. AND HES CRYING. My heart HURTS FOR BOTH OF THEM. I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE

BRUDDAH I went scrolling and THE RAT, THE freaky ass rat from chapter 1 on Jay’s phone

I'm sobbing. Heartbroken for both, but Jay, god, I need to hug him ❤️‍🩹

“But only Rat survived” GOD ADIL IS adorable

EUGHHHH my heart omg 💔

tu arte es tan precioso

OMG

OH MY SHAYLAS ☹️☹️

Oh my god, I'm so emotional. Everything about this story makes me love it and cry. Sasha, thank you for feeding us this beautifully crafted universe. 🫂💕

Adil always excusing his vulnerable moments as just allergies kills me, my baby omg

I love it! It’s SO good!!!

NO MORE PEEKS OF THE SA SCENE PLEASE IT MAKES MY HEART ACHE SK BAD I'M GONNA CRY

oof this one once again hits you in the feels 😭 but also adils face when he holds out the rat 😭😭🤣

Ohhhhhh this is so heartbreaking

Fuck

It felt like the NO's were getting shakier and more desperate. Poor Jay I can feel the panic in his chest

oh this is so sad :(( i feel so horrible for jay, the fact that happened to him and he has to be aware of every new person

so i’m bawling

this part made me weep a lot, my poor boys 😭😭

How can I stab this old fucker?

My shaylas!!!!!!!!

This was so heartbreaking to read 🥺 my babies 💔

my sweet boys ☹️☹️

it makes sense why Jay would be on such high alert, but it's still jarring to see Adil like that even in his imagination :( you draw their emotions so realistically!

they are both going through so much, both so vulnerable. they really found each other in the best moment :(

Omfg, I love all the details of the drawing

oh my god adil looks so angry at himself while hes crying before he realizes jay is there 😭 jay thinking back on what happened with chris and what could happen with adil made me so sick (in a positive way). as a victim it felt so familiar to how im always replaying stuff in my head. amazing work as always sasha! cant wait to go back and dissect each detail like how adil blushes when jay lets his hair down or how he took the rat and not the keys home

oh my god i need to protect both of them so badly 😭💔

Chris's public execution at 3 PM tmr. Everyone is welcomed! 🥺

😭😭😭

I don't like this game anymore 🥹

to be honest, if i were in jay’s situation i would absolutely kick adil out of my house

oh this boys, i want to protect them 😭

😭❤️

My mom heart is reacting so much to Adil I just want to hug him ! He needs a mom hug

art is so beautiful and the emotions and story are portrayed and done so well

is gore fanart okay with these characters, like blood and stuff? i feel so bad for jay 😭😭❤️

Adil is just a babbyyyyyy look at him crying. I would be really proud of Jay if he said no to adil though.

I literally clenched my hand so hard when I read it that my nails cut into my palm. FUCK, THIS CHAPTER IS GIVING ME SO MUCH EMOTION, I WILL PRAY FOR YOU.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

im gonna destroy everything

il crying

GIRL I FUCKING DIED AT "JUST BE QUIET" AAAAAAGHHHHH U FUCKER WHEN I FIND YOU!!!!!!!!!💀💀💀

ugh oh my god the panel of jay imagining adil attacking him 🙁 oh my baby you’re gonna be okay 😞

My Shaylas

THE RAT😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔

“only the rat survived” adil,, i love you

adil's face when handing the rat to Jay.... he's so adorable I will explode

Sashaa My sheylaaass 😭😭😭

I need Chris dead, like, yesterday

☹️☹️☹️☹️

Does anyone know how much time pass between Chris SA Jay, and the moment we’re seeing now? My heart just breaks for him every time, it must have been really hard decided to help Adil like he did.

tearful adil is impossible to say no to i understand you jay 🥺

It was probably so hard to draw Adil on Jay like that :( AUGGH SASHAA

Adil feels like a kid really in need of a friend to help him.

The part with Jay imagining what could go wrong if he would let Adil stay, honestly I wish I could forget that image. But also I absolutely understand the way he just can't trust anyone at this point and just expects the most horrifying thing to happen. Also the way he thinks of every little thing that he could done differently that night with Chris as it could change something, like Chris wasn't going to do it anyway. I wish I could tell him that it wasn't his fault but I just know how hard it is for someone to believe. Thank you for the chapter Sasha, please keep breaking my heart ily <3

My Jayla and my Adilya 😭 Adil is 5 years old

Just rip my heart out why dont you

the sheer amount of happiness jay got robbed from by chris. someone hit him with a truck

Sasha this one’s scary,,

I absolutely love these two and I just want so bad to see them happy 😭😭

Hahaha I love the rat 🐁 but these guys always break my heart and I really HATE Chris

Jay, you’re a soft boy. I just love your kind heart. Chris, you can f* dyed, you scumbag.

Oh god. I hate him. I hate Chris....

Adil was shot, discovered his dream pixel girl was a dude, had his dick out to get stitches and was homeless for a night. What A HELL OF A DAY!

Adil cryikg is never going to not kill me 😭💔 Hes so delicate I love him

Ahhhh this installment was so gooooood omg. The mirror version of Jay almost being like his conscious personified and coming out of the mirror to talk him down from his fears is depicted so well here (also his hair is rendered so beautifully I can almost imagine the texture just by seeing it). Also, not that I haven’t said it 1000 times but, I cannot wait for the day Chris gets all the bad karma he deserves for all the agony and suffering he’s has put Jay through and will eventually put his family/ Jay’s mom through after they figure out he’s a disgusting, vile human being. Feeling so sad for Adil here as well. I know he doesn’t wanna prove his dad right after he just told him to tighten up and now here he is in a tough situation already but, to see him make up an excuse for crying to Jay (at this point in the comic essentially a stranger that has no reason to judge him) is so, so heartbreaking. I can’t wait for them to get peace 💓💓

OUR POOR BOYS 😩😩😩 I'm weeping bro

My heart

Dear lord the parallels this is peak majesty art, beautiful as always!!!

SASHA

even with his trauma he's trying so hard 💔💔I'm gonna sob

Adil gifting Jay a ratbubu soaked in his own blood is kinda romantic actually💅

AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING

Adil doesn’t even know it but his puppy dog eyes and general baby girl demeanor have saved him

someone take theirs ass off of torture city

Oooh, boy. Yes, I hate Chris with every inch of my body. But, fak. I LOVE WHEN HE APPEARS. Like, sometimes I see his character so well written that is addictive to see this TRUE LIFE VILLAIN. Sasha. As always... You are AMAZING. An amazing writer. AN AMAZING ARTIST. Thank you so so much for everything. 😭🤍🤍🤍 WE ADORE YOUUUUU (You're the Sam Darsalia of my crazy fanatic self)

NOOOO MY SHAYLAS☹️☹️☹️(can chr*s just die please I don’t even care how I just need that bitch gone forever🙏)

PERFECTION

My babies 😭😭😭 i know they end up being friends but i still cant stop myself from feeling sad for both of them

MY BABYYYYY

🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩

It hurts to see Adil suspected of being anything like Chris because we know how Adil really is and how jay falls for him later on, but it does make me happy to know that all these horrible things that jay feels triggered by bc of his trauma, Adil will eventually show him through his actions aren’t his fault but a result of Chris’s manipulation on Jay and his own evil choices 🥹

Thank you for blessing us with another part, made my day

Leave my boy alone! 😭😭😭

imagining adil taking advantage feels so off , really says a lot about their relationship

Sashaaaa once again, you give me agony 💐 bravo

I can't. How u make everythink so perfect? It's so true, so raw, so belivable. I feel this emotions, the dilema Jay have...

Amazing I feel spoiled with the updates we are getting 🙏 I love you style. I am SO excited about how this story will turn out!!

Goddd. This was by far my favorite chapter (I know is a part of the actual chapter). But it was so muchhh. 😭 Just seeing Jay starting to ignore Adils red flags and getting softened for my beautiful baby crying. AAAAAAAAAAA 😭💓💓💓

my babies 😭😭😭 they just need someone they can rely on

my heart TT hurts so good. i need to hug them both TT

What was Adil thinking in that last moment ?? Was it just the overwhelming situation of it all or did he have maybe something specific in mind ? Could it be because he fucked everything up ?? Is he thinking of his dad ??

MY SHAYLA

WAAAAAAA that's so good

Oh my God 😭😭

The image Jay had of Adil made me sadder than I have ever felt 😭😭😭😭

FUCKKK I can't dont CHAT to me rn lad oh my god

It’s so crazy how Adil in such a state snapped Jay out of the post traumatic flashbacks. Small things like that, make this story so deeply good and addicting. This story is gold

omg sasha this one is so sad it hits so hard, beautiful artwork as always. i love how u included jay thinking adil may do something bad, that is a very valid n realistic reaction for him to have (even if it breaks my heart that he thinks adil would ever do that 🥺😭)

I just want to know... First. How do I manage to get into the comic and kill Chris... Second... DID ADIL JUST TOLD JAY THAT HE GOT A PLUSHIE AND FLOWERS FOR HIIIMM???

i’m so devastated for jay…. this must be terror for him

They deserve all the love in the world, I know they’re only fictional but dang I can’t help but feel the pain they’re feeling sometimes because they feel so real. It’s all thanks to you Author Sasha, Thank you.

Dang, sometimes I forget how much that truly impacted jay, ooh I’m so mad at the disgusting freak ughhh! Alrighty, but it’s understandable on why jay is so untrusting.

This is actually really therapeutic for my ptsd seeing someone else’s brain work the same while also trying hard to tackle the situation at hand is so interesting

MY BABY

Sasha ur killing me 😭

Also Adil and that goddamn allergy excuse bro 🥹💔 it’s okay twin you can cry

I was so quick to read ! Why does it have to be a cliffhanger 😭

idk how to explain it, but seeing jay's process of thinking about his own trauma is like...cathartic? like im not the only one who overthinks and runs through all these scenarios related to my trauma. idk if thats weird to say, but its refreshing to see myself in someone's characters.

"not his problem" right 💔💔this part is breaking my heart wtf

Adil just thrusting the rat toy in Jay's face 💀 he's so silly

ADIL BLUSHING???? WHEN JAY LET HIS HAIR DOWNN??? HELLO???? 🥺💓💓😭

Jay rethinking over the situation and bashing himself every single time he was inviting ,, UGH IM GONNA CRY

I need them cuddling under some warm blankies stat they’re just babbies

YOURE KILLING ME SASHA

babies ☹️

ADIL YOU OBVIOUS DUMB BOY I LOVE YOU

I believe through the end of this comic im gonna get depressive real bad. I’ve been following this for a real long while and the things i saw from your sketches scare me. Poor babies

I was laughing at "only the rat survived" because I feel that. But by the time we got to "I'm allergic sometimes" I also felt that too

ADIL BABY DONT CRY 😞

omg why so much sadness, sasha????

oh Chris needs to DIE like right the fuck now. Seeing bits of that scene in your current style is GUT WRENCHING..

Both of their emotions are so valid, this is a scary situation all around :(

OH MY BABIES STOP

they’re both so scared im gnna jahxbnahxhshsjdhjabxhs☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

Adilllll let it out my boy

I CANTTTTTT I love them too much

STOPP I'm gonna sob the way he's so scared for Adil to be just like Chris 💔💔 you're so good at drawings emotions and I love the way you write traumas throught the comics this way 🥹

Theyre so dear to me

Ah the story unfolds before our very eyes. I love the way the panels are each done. Multiple scenes per piece means when Jay stands alone it really hits hard

JAYYYY :((((((((

it's so surreal that one day your sketches just popped up on twt and now i'm so so emotionally and financially invested in the well being of these two guys

Omggg the rat.... 😭❤️❤️ Jay's past and Adil's "allergies" 😭😭 poor Adil and Jay 🙏

I'm also allergic sometimes too. I completely forgot about the gifts, oh god, he's too cute. I love how complicated this story is arghhhh but I'm not ready to be hurttttt there's no wayyyyy

Adil aidl adil adil adil adil aidl aidl adil adil adil adil adil adil adil adil adil

AHA OMG! I'm crying after this one!!

it’s sooooo gooood but also i wanna cry now😔

Mi bebe Adil 😭😭

AAAAAAH😭

мне так плохо за Джея, просто бедный ребёнок (((

My trauma filled baby boys 😭😭

I can feel Jay's distress and is stressing me out so bad 😭 I would totally get if he does kick Adil out

they both have gone through so much i can’t … my heart

Sasha, you're my total inspiration, I want to draw as beautifully as you and to be able to tell a story that's so impactful like this one, I love every piece of art you share with us 😭🖤

I LOVE THEM OMFGGGGG

ughhh my heart

STOOOPPPP💔💔💔

This rollercoaster of emotions 😭 I’m crying and kicking my feet at the same time

🥲

RAAAAAHHH IM GONNA GO FUCKING CRAZY

“I’m allergic sometimes” me too bro, me too

:( he’s just a baby

I must also be allergic or something, my eyes started watering 🥲

poor baby🥺 ily sasha

thank you

Yayayay i love it!!

INCREDIBLE

I cry every time adil cries

I'm gonna cry they make me so sad :cc

Damm

no I actually made a sound of pain when he imagined adil doing that stop

MY HEART

Did u kiss the brick before you threw it at me head at least???

☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

ACKKK JAYYYUHHH 💔💔

poor jay man :(

When I catch you chris.

Oh my...

I CANT 😭😭😭

this story is so good

fuck i lvoe them

I CAME AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE

Ahhh

I'm eeaarrllyyyyy

girl the way i jumped at the notification-

SCREAMING

I LOVE YOU