"Don’t leave"

This is such a beautiful portrayal of Adil’s inner conflict whenever he sees Jay. I love how patient Jay is with him when he tries expressing his feelings, I wish I could see this scene continued after everything! I love your art, Adil is like my baby I love him so much.

so we just gonna pretend this never happened

Adil is so relatable in deeply painful ways

Reread again im gonna die cause of these beautifull boys

Bebegim

I canttttt see thissssss

I just want to hug them..

oh baby 🥹

My shaylas☹️☹️☹️

The end of this arc is on Instagram, but not here, I don't think?? Posted September 22. It's sooooo sweet, my heart 💔

silly guy

thank you sm for making characters ACTUALLY talk their problems out instead of there being like 7 chapters of misunderstandings

“Am I making you feel sick”

"Dont I disgust you"... Ma'am, that hit too close for comfort

i feel so bad for adil, i hope he finds comfort within himself soon :(

I THOUGHT THE ALMOST KISS WAS JUST GONNA BE A SILLY THING, BUT THEN IT BECAME THIS! MY GOD! THIS IS SO SATISFYING! THE EMOTIONS! THE ANGST!

DONT I DISGUST YOU?? OH BABY WHAT DOES THIS MEAN????? WHERE IS THIS CONVERSATION GONNA GO??

OUUUUUUGHGHGHGGH

i really really like how you build their narrative. we as readers can only wish for them to open up about certain parts of their own stories as we get glimpse of them, but i think the build up you make is really good for showing the complexity in each of your characters. i’m glad i finally decided to download patreon to subscribe to yours:)

Their palms are touching THEIR PALMS ARE TOUCHING

ooooo

Glad they talked, but it feels too short for a real talk, it feels like it's not completed

Oh gosh, his face...

this warms my heart

Same, I had 4€ on my card and thought this would be the best way to spend them😌🙏

oh my god 😭😭😭

Omg these two find new ways to make me feel sad :(

These poor souls on Instagram don't know what they are missing (I bought a subscription 15 minutes ago)

I’m gonna be sick

ADVIL NOOOO U DISGUST US NOT

yayyyyyy communication!!!

Omg

OH ITS HAPPENING😭😭😭

A kazakh and a pole walk into a bar, and the bartender says KISS ALREADY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

I really wanna know if this is their getting together arc

STOP PLEASE ✋😔

oh don’t do this 2 me 😞😞

It can only get gayer from here. Ball is in your court jay

So excited for the next part

My poor pookies

If they don’t AT LEAST hug and say something nice about each other I’m going to pass away

The faces of both 😭

Actually love them do much

RAGGHHHHHHH

oh gosh

Sasha we’re going to be very very patient for the next part take your time 🗣️

Jay's fuckinf Face oh my god Im crine THE WAY HE LOOKS AT ADIL DO U WANT ME TO CRY AAAWEGHHH

patiently waiting for the next part

EEK

THE BABIESSSSSSS THEY'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY

screaming crying throwing up i love this comic so much

this is so catradora coded

oh no they're going to kiss and then adil will avoid jay until they drift apart 😭😭😭

The little glint of light in adil’s eye at the end😭😭😭DONT CRY ITS OKAY

omg,, how you portray expression is amazing, the first drawing of Jay, you can feel the regret, the worry, the fear of losing Adil,,, and the last, how Adil is so sensitive and feel so much,,, even in the second and third drawing, how you show body language without movement, like wow, Sasha you are amazing,, I love these two with my whole heart😭💛😔

I'm so glad they're talking it out 😭😭 I love how much depth your characters have without tons of speech, no big paragraphs and you can still tell exactly what's going on and the type of people they are. keep making art sasha you're incredible ❤️

i’ve always wondered if jay and adil have voice claims? or just characters/people that sound similar to what they’d sound like

I don't even have words for this omg, not only is your art beautiful, the character design and colour design, but also the emotional depth in the characters facial expressions and dialogue. Not to mention your frame choices, (like focusing on their hands or using a diff angle to show diff emotions). Holy yap, anyways your art is so beautiful and it wrecks my head everytime ❤️

Man I can’t stop looking at your art. It has such a good balance of great anatomy and immaculate facial expressions as well as unique and beautiful rendering WITH understanding of space. And oh boy those colours… this has been my drug for a while now. So glad I joined your patreon. 🤍

thank u sasha I LOVE YOIR ART

pain injected into my veins man

COMMUNICATION BESTED THE GAYS

Adil bb I’m gonna need u to walk me thru the logic on this one

Bro their faces they look so sad I can’t 💔

The overlapping speech bubbles showing how quickly jay wants to reassure him??? Bye

NOOOO JM CRYING

Yesss. Use your wordsssss!

Sasha you are truly amazing artist. You art are always magnificent, I cannot tell how I wish you to succeed in life and never stop creating such beautiful stories

I think Adill gonna kill Chris. Thats why we saw pages how his dad was teaching him how to shoot. Idk why I thought about it rn but omg

THEYRE TALKING 🙏🙏🙏

I wonder if or when Jay is gonna open up about Chris to Adil

COMMUNICATION KINGSS

WAIT MISUNDERSTANDING CLEARING WE’RE SO UP

I want them to be happy so baddd 😭

THEYRE TALKING THEYRE TALKING THEYRE

Omggggggggf slanskdbslBskd

ITS HAPPENING THEYRE TALKING EVERYONE STAY CALM

Adil's question 😭😭 i'm NOT okay ! But i love that Jay apologies and that Adil talk about what he believe, it's gonna make it simpler for Jay to understand why Adil his pushing him away ( + Jay Comes from a very Catholic family, right? Do I remember correctly? He may have already gone through the same beliefs as Adil ? I just really wonder how Jay educat himeself towards these question, how he accept this part of himeself )

FINALLY YYAAYYAYA

God damn it Sasha got me crying on the bus

Yes LORDDDD

sasha i can’t believe how insanely good your subtle storytelling is. how adil tilts his head just a bit into the lighting so you can see the slight wetness in his eyes. you’re such an amazing artist

Yeeeees! That's what we need: communication! Talk it through guys! I know we can make it!

OH MY BABYS PLEASE TALK LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Goshh they're so different and always misunderstanding eachothers just a little bit. I love them so much

It's good that they talk 😿😭

turmoil omg i’m in hell🚬🚬🚬🚬

I love these two so much 😭😭

I have always imagined Adil’s voice to be softer/more gentle, is that a correct assumption? Love the work, as always. I care them so much. ;-; <3

Wow so happy they are talking

THANK YOU for not doing a steep miscommunication trope 😭

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

I need to hug adil,I need to hug them both

Is it just me or is Jay tryna interlock their fingers on the third slide 😞💔 I love them

I wanna hug Adil so bad 😭😭 Dude don't hate yourself so much 😭

“DON’T I DISGUST YOU?” okay, I’m going to cry for a bit, don’t call me…

adil 😭😭😭🫂

Noooooo 😭😭😭😭 but so glad they’re talking !

Where did all these onions come from 🥲

pouhggh ok im at a party and i saw this

I know for a fact that regardless of what happens next, I will cry real tears

NOOOOO IM GOING TO CRY

SASHA I WILL CRY RIGHT FUCKING NOW

MY BABYS NOOOO It's so good that they're finally talking. 😭😭😭

MY BABIIIIEEEEESSSS 😭😭😭😭

HIS EYES GETTING MORE RED WHEN HE SAYS “don’t I disgust you” OH PISS OFFFF

istg I'm reading it all again and again and I can't wait for more

Oooh they are so cute

SOMEONE PLAY SPARKS OVER THIS 🙌

I'm just never over how well you illustrate emotion in your artwork. I can feel the sadness and longing and confusion 💕

oh okay yeah just twist the knife and yank it out atp ill be fine

Guys… they might kiss it out.

WERE GETTIN’ SOMEWHERE FOLKS

i hope it’s going to be OKAY 😀 RIGHT

I love them so much

ADIL STOP IT OH MY GOD

i’m gonna puke holy fuck

THEYRE TALKING ABT IT….!!!!!

Omg Adil poor baby 😭

Is this the moment when they're like "no, you not disgusting" *kisses him tenderly and get married*

THOSE PUPPY EYES STOPPPPP

Jay intertwining fingers i might die

Awe man the pookies are never happy 💔 (ive said it before but the way u capture emotion is just 😫😫)

Omagooo poor Adil, my precious 🤏🏼🤏🏼😭😭😭😭

i dont get how you can capture their likeness in EVERY post, do you have any tricks to keeping their appearances consistent?

My subscription ends sometime in September 😔 glad I aw this masterpiece before also I just moved in it’s scary bro 😭 love you Sasha ❤️

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 💔💔💔💔

I remember sasha said something about jay not letting their friendships end over any nonsense, and I'm very happy that they're talking because if it were up to adil, I think he would move away

Btw I'm kinda confused with the chain of events. Atp of the story Adil doesn't know yet about Jay being gay and his past rel with Sam, right? Bc why asking about being disgusting to a fellow comrade

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Jay looks so sad but so beautiful at the same time oh my 🥹

Adil :( Gay is Ok :(

BABIES THESE BABIES NEED THERAPY

AGGHHHHHHHHH

They feel so real it hurts..

AHHHHH my babies

OH MY GOD SASHA PLEASE MY GOD YOU'RE EMOTIONALLY EDGING USSSSSSS 😭😭😭😭😭

ADIL WHATRE U TALKING ABT AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

thank you Sasha, really, for giving us SO MUCH CONTENT out of this scene, we appreciate your work SO MUCH 🤍

krissing myself...

AAAAJAHSHAJGSJAAAAAAAA OMG OK ITS HAPPENING STAY CALM EVERYBODY STAY F CALM

their expressions are killing me.

EEEECK JAYS FACE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

You have a way of perfectly depicting the emotions in their eyes so perfectly I love it

THEY ARE FINALLY COMMUNICATING YES

I love how you always keep us going 🔥

This is breaking my heart

bebês 💗💗

It’s so hard when you fall in love for your bro 😭

PLEASE GIVE THEM A HAPPY ENDING TOGETHER PLEASE PLEASE OR ELSE

they're so tiny, i love them

it's happening it's happening 😭😭😭

THIS IS EVERYTHING 💜

poor adil 💔

oh my god☹️☹️

NOW KISSSSSSSSS 😘😘😘

they are so respectful and considerate about each others feelings 😭 I love them so much

COMMUNICATION YESSSS

😭😭🤌🤌

I'm going to kill myself

Just saying that jay also looks like he's about to cry, either because of how much he worries about adil or because he noticed how different Chris and Adil acted in the same situation, which leads jay to also feel more vulnerable at that moment

COMMUNICATION 😭💕

:(((((

We need moreeeee, love u Sasha

😭😭😭

both of their faces are KILLING me sasha <\\3

HUHU MY BOYS😭😭😭

i keep coming back to look at this ugh. there’s just so many things happening for me internally whenever i look at them, their feelings and motives, the way their expressions land just right. it makes me hurt and happy at the same time…i was sooo looking forward to another post and you just never disappoint

He wants to cry and i want to cry with him 😭😭😭

oh i’m going insane i hate that i have to wait for all the new content 😣🔥🔥 this is so fire

their expressions make my heart ache!!! the mortifying feeling of rejection is so visceral but conveyed so simply. but i'm glad they're communicating!!

I really need to hug them ♡ both need to hug each other ♥︎ㅠㅠ♥︎

this is so heartbreaking😭

MY PRECIOUS BOYS ☹️

I saw the notification and was instantly like "oh here comes heart break"

Adil, my boy 💔

Should I cry or be happy about this omf

YAY THEYRE TALKING 💕

They don't even how much they mean to each other I'm about to pass out🥲

OMG!! I'm on the train rn and they messed up and I don't have place to sit so I'm angry and tired but U delivered and now i feel much better ❤️ they're talking they're communicating. I'm so proud!!!

i have no words just tears 😭😭😭😭 i need to see their conversation as much as i need WATER to live

OMFGGGG

HOLY SHIT

Sasha is, indeed, a professional edger. (‘m sorry)

PLEASEEEEE IM GONNA CRY 😭😭

BABIES 😭😭😭😭😭

Oh fuck, it’s happening

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

THEEEEEEEEEM

this is going to kill me

Adil 😭😭 Oh my poor sweet baby, it'll be okay! Also unrelated but I love that Jay has very blond but visible arm hair

I'm so sad but also so happy I love communication so bad omg

I'M SCREAMIIIIIIING

I need them to kiss

YES YES YES YOU NEED TO TALK 🙏🙏🙏

I crode

was about to crash out and i received the notification… ADIL MY SWEETHEART, YOU ARE SO LOVED AND SO PERFECT THE WAY YOU AREEE 🚬🚬🚬 Jay asking Adil to stay meaning even more that he trusts and loves him, can’t take it😭😭😭 love them so much. I love the way you represent emotions, the vulnerability on Jay’s face in the first panel and the tearing eyes of Adil, you are so great Sasha ☹️💗

NOOOO BABY ADIL NOOOO NEVER

🥺

IM CRYING SO HARD

Adil don’t you dare leave……. PLEASEEEE TALK AND DON’T LEAVE HIM 😭😭😭

If u squint your eyes u can see me crying in the corner

😭😭😭😭

Please make them kiss already i cant handle this 😭🫠

PLEASE TALK IT OUTTTTTTT PLEASE

NOOOO MY SHAYLAA

Omg I'm in unmeasurable pain for my kids 😭😭😭

Please I'm begging you to let jay just hug adil so they can comfort each other on the next part omg 😭

Omg crying rn Sasha you queen aaawwww

NO U DONT😭

sasha stop edging us

SASHA WHAT ARE U DOING TO US

Stop edging me please let them tenderly hold hands and look into eachothers eyes lovingly

Is he going to confess what he did in the bathroom? Or is it just because he feels disgusting because Jay felt him hard when he was on top of Adil ?

"don't i disgust u?" NOO

AHHH I CANT BELIEVE THEYRE ACTUALLY✨ TALKING ✨

Dying crying rolling over 😭

I wanna know his response!!!

YOUR ART ALWAYS EATS

BBY NO

MY BABIES 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Middle of the night talks, YES PLEASE. I was so afraid they were gonna brush it off.😭

AWHHHHH THEY'RE BOTH ABOUT TO CRY😭

screaming u do angst so well!!

ADIL 😭😭😭😭

SCREAMING

NOOOOOOO PLEASE TALK IT OUT I WILL DIE IF THEY DON'T

They are so worried about eachother it breaks my heard omg

im so glad you have them talk😭😭😭 they deserve the world

Cries

Need to give Adlil a hug

MY POOR BABY ADIL

"don't leave" what if i jump

Omg just kiss already

I ran here the moment I saw my notification omg I love them aaahhhhhhhh

JAY LOOKS SO SAD I'M GONNA KMS

Im literally blushing

They both look teary eyed 🥺 but finally they got to talk things out and not just overthink it

Is adil tearing up at the end??🤕🤕

Can you venmo me for my therapy, you’re overdue again 🙄

🥺

FINALLY. I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS. THEY ARE ACTUALLY TALKING ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS. THE HAPPIEST MOMENT EVER

MY BABIES???? _? _++€+€+€+474

I died 100 times

Im gonna cry

Yes keep communicating babies YASS

☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ альо, шо за діла

OH MY GOD ITS HAPPENING

They both look hurt 🫩

WHAT NO 😭😭

MY BABIES 😭😭💓💓

"don't I disgust you?" STOP THIS ARC(?) IS KILLING ME I CAN'T WITH THEM ANYMORE PLEASE LET THEM BE HAPPY 😭

SASHA THANK YOU FOR SAVING ME I WAS SO THIRSTY

Jesucristo mi corazón ya no puede

Oh this ACHES

Noooooo Adil bb no one is disgusted by you 😭😭

Just take my money and make them happy😭😭😭

AAAAAAUGHHHH MY BABIES I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I WANT TO HUG THEM BOTHHHHH

OMG HEALTHY COMMUNICATION

OH MY FUCKING GOD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I'M GONNA CRY THE LOOK ON THEIR EYES HOLDS SO MUCH LOVE AGRHWHBTNWNTNWNGJ

Thank god they talk it out 😭

Wait IS THIS

THEY LOOK SO SADD NOOO AAAAAAAAAA

NOO ADIL 😭😭

READING THIS IN THE JANITORS CLOSET AT WORK 💔💔

Nooooooo guys please communicate ✋😭

The angst is killing me

OH MY HEART, OW

Oh my god, Aldis expression is so good. Your art is SO BEAUTIFUL

MY BABIES 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔😭💔💔😭💔😭💔😭💔😭

IDIEKSOJENSJDNSKS THESE BOYS AND THE WAY YOU DRAW THEM SO PERFECTLY WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME ❤️‍🩹

IM CRYING

OWWWWWWWWW

I flinched when i saw the notification

CRYING

is this jaydil communication? SASHA I OWE YOU A GREAT DEBT FOR BRINGING THIS TO MY LIFE😭🫶🏾🫶🏾

i CANT SASHA I CANT AIWBQOANQOQB

😭😭

😳

“don’t i disgust you ?” WAAAAAHHHHH

My babies 🥺

АДІІІЛЬ😭😭😭🤲🤲🤲

MY SHAYLAAA

People died

WYRYWURYWUURWURUE

oh my god sasha this is gonna kill me one day

my shaylas 😞😞

DONT I DISGUST YOU??!?????

JAY JAY FACE THE SADNESS THE AGHHH

I MIGHT DIE

i wish you knew the demonic sound of excitement that i made for this

oh the hand holding i’m nauseous

I'M GONNA CRYYY

OH THE WAY THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER

Finally some communication 🫩

thank GOD

Oh my poor baby

WHAT

OH MY GOD NO

😭😭😭😭😭😭

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAA

SASHA UR REALLY PLAYING WITH MY HEART HERE, PLEASE 🥹

OUGHH

DONT MAKE ME CRY

Ahhh my babies!!! 😭😭😭❤️❤️

ADILLLLL MY HEART 😭😭😭😭

ADIL NOOO

DONT LEAVEE IM CRYING😭😭😭😭

Crying

OHHHHH THANK GOD

NO WAY I WAS JUST CHECKING UR PATREON TO SEE ANY UPDATES AND OMG