Health Update 10.4.26
Hey gang! Let me begin by telling you all how much I appreciated the many kind/caring comments on my last post. I was, and continue to be, deeply moved. Thanks so much!!! ❤️
I finally went home after six weeks in solitary there at the hospital. Three days later, I was rushed back in an ambulance with gallstones, which are incredibly painful. I had an excruciating surgery to put a tube in my gallbladder, which comes out the right side of my body now, and is a constant source of discomfort and pain. It even makes walking difficult. I will have this tube (and bag) for as many as eight weeks. Though I'm hoping to ditch it sooner.
As I think you know, I lost 40 lbs over the course of July/August. I'm generally around 170-175. I'm now in the 130s. I'm able to eat now that the sores in my mouth have cleared up, but I'm not able to put back on any weight, which is frustrating me to no end. I have lost all muscle tone and look like my father at 92. It's depressing! I even have difficulty getting up the four stairs leading into my house, my legs are so devoid of muscle.
I just started my second round of chemo on Friday, and was informed that I will have to do five consecutive days of chemo once a month for the next 5-6 months. Then, we'll see about a bone marrow donor. Keep your fingers crossed for me on that one! Oh, and I'm still taking a boatload of pills on top of the chemo.
I also continue to be incredibly weak and can do very little before I become exhausted. I'm hoping I'll be able to make at least a few videos a month by December or January. I can't imagine it right now. My head is still filled with fog. I'd like to be a clear thinker again before I resume. Don't wanna turn into Bill Craig! 😬
Thank you all for your continued support. I've never needed it more. Please stay safe for me while I try very hard not to die. I'll need you here when I return. 😘 B
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Is your Venmo account still active? We can help that way, if it works.
I am constantly thinking of you and wishing the best outcome for you, Brian. Huge hug. 💖💕
Damn, Brian! I've been on a roadtrip to bury my in-laws and just returned to dig into my e-mail stacks. I'm heartbroken to see that you are running such a horrid gauntlet. Seems to me that the cure is worse than the illness. You are a braver man than I to face this, Gunga Din. I… am… sooooo… sorry!
Just saying hi with best wishes for your improved comfort and health.
Remember, Mr. Deity! You have a “date” with “The Fart on a Skillet,” AKA, “The White Worm” on the basketball court! You GO!
Brian, So good to hear from you. What a struggle BKD! I can only imagine your frustration. But you are going to see this all in the rear view mirror! You’re going to get through this b/c you have a great sense of humor. The humor will carry you through this Bullsh*t! Promise! F*ck Cancer! We are cheering for you out here in the Heartland. 💕❤️ C
Damn, you must have pissed off someone in VERY high places 😉. I agree with everyone here that your video output should be moved WAY down your list of priorities . Praying (actually, wishing) for you a swift recovery.
Oh my Hitchens sweetheart! I haven’t been following things too closely lately and had no idea! You’re in that shape and still worried about uploading content for us?!? Oh honey. I’ve had a lot of health issues (though sweetheart nothing like that) and Ik when the shit hits the fan, rest. It’s all about getting all the rest your body will let you have. I’m so sorry you’re in pain. Hang in there and know we’ll all still be here no matter what
Does anyone here know about the requirements for bone marrow donation? What kind of matching criteria?
I have no idea. But I think there are places where you can sign up to be a donor. Don't know how they test you or anything like that though.
Stay strong, Brian. We need you on that wall. And also, fuck cancer.
❤️
Of course we miss you ever so much but the main thing is for you to concentrate on getting better. Love you respect. Stephen
I think I'll put up a video of yours and look for that "Thanks" button to donate.
I am GREATLY saddened by this health issues of yours Bri-Bri. I noticed my Patron dues stopped. I do not wish them too. I support you and feel now maybe more than ever, you need a bit of help. If there a "Thanks" button or a "Go fund me" I'd love to help out.
Sorry to hear this Brian. Your work helped me through some tough times and Mr. Deity is world class funny stuff. Positive vibes from me and your other fans in the NW.
We don’t need any more Bill Craig’s! Get well soon!
Sorry to hear about what a tough time you've been having, Brian, with gallstones on top of the cancer treatment. But glad to hear you're finally at home. Fingers crossed indeed for the bone marrow transplant.
That is such a tough go, wishing you comfort & healing. As a NeverMo atheist in Utah I follow general conference via channels like Mormon Discussions-Radio Free Mormon & Nemo to track what the leaders say as insiders. RFM points out the rather stunning number of "power & faith not to be healed" and worse the conference talks death march & body count. But!!! Pay Your Tithing!! So yeah you are lucky to be out of the church & in the care of real professionals and the universe cares nothing about us and cancer sucks. May you be well soon & suffer less.
You have been a big help to me on my way out of Mormonism and religion. Get well!
You're the only Deity worth believing in, Brian. I wish I could be there to lend a hand with those stairs.
I’m praying to Hitch that you get well soon.
Much love, Mr. D!
Get well soon, brother. ❤️
Damn dude. That's brutal. That's a lot of a lot. A well rested, cancer free, and healthy Brian is worth more than monthly videos. Try to stay positive and hopeful. The world isn't ready to say goodbye to Mr Deity just yet.
The subscription I have is capped, based on the number of videos you post. That being said, I hope you will let us know if the financial considerations of getting the healthcare you need and want. becomes an obstacle to overcome to get the care you want. Your voice is one that I value and one I would really like to keep hearing. You matter to me. Stay strong.
When we find out the costs, my daughter wants to start a GoFundMe. I’ll keep everyone informed. Thanks so much! ❤️
My mom went thru cancer and, thanks to science, is now 5 years cancer free! That is to say cancer sucks! Chemo fog is a real bitch. If say I'm sending you thoughts and prayers but those don't actually do anything so instead I will leave you with my Tiny Human's current favorite joke. Why do ducks have tail feathers? To cover their butt - quacks
Please don’t leave me.
LOL! 😂❤️ Never!!!
Please take care of yourself, Mr. Deity!
Thanks, buddy. Your content has been helping me through this. I can’t begin to tell you how much I appreciate my fellow YouTubers and their amazing content! So glad I found you before all of this happened.
Wow, it's rough. Hang in there. I'm very sorry for all the discomfort you are going through. Take you time. We will be here when you're feeling better. ❤️
Don’t worry about any vids until you’re feeling better. We can (and will) wait! Wishing you all the best. Take care.
Hope you get better soon, man. Take it easy
Looking forward to your recovery video, Brian!
What this is the first I have heard of this! I am not on social media so I missed what happened. I hope you get well soon. Hang in there. We will be there when you get back. In Hitches name get better.
I very much endorse your efforts ‘not to die’, it’s a very bad look otherwise 😉. Take care, my friend👍
Yeah, I don’t think I’d look good dead. Especially after losing all the weight.
And we need you, Man! Please take all the time for yourself that you need for healing. I plan to still be here when you're ready to post! Hugs!
Rest and get well. We need you and your sense of humor for years to come.