Moonshadow Ep. 4 | Full Length Reaction

Uh did they have a trigger warning before this episode or is that a US thing? Bc this def needed a warning 🤌🏼⚠️ ‼️

You guys need to watch khom klang next, its really different from the rest of GL series so far and the cast are also 28+ and older

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Jay and Key chemistry is great this episode. I yearn for more EmiBonnie. My favorite scene in this episode has to be the opening scene with the nightmare. In that moment it was probably the most vulnerable and genuine both were towards each other. No facade. Just genuine care and comfort. It's a shame both have walls up of their own, I'm curious to see how those will come down in the coming episodes because not sure how long they'll drag the Chan battle to get to the point where Key is no longer just a sugar baby, and Chan develops love for her, all while unveiling Key's past and familial problems. LOOOOOOVE Film. I agree she is killlllling this role, this type of character really suits her with the micro expressions she's able to protray. Makes me curious to see how Her will turn out 👁️

Nah guys i think its the other way around. Her mom abandoned her so she wouldnt find her killing Herself at Home

After that episode, I'm not sure if I'm rooting for Key to get with Chan or go to therapy.

Hi Guys, I think that Key's mom dropped her off to see the stars, but left her there and went home and did the deed to herself and Key found her when she went back into her house.

bonnie and film to me are the best gmmtv actress they kill it everytime

When Key walks into the bathroom she is just in uniform. when in the woods she has a sweater on. It was before her mom died.

I am assuming Jay keeps saying things in English because she lived/studied abroad and she possibly developed a habit. With Key, when she finds her mom, her hair is braided and when she’s in the woods, it’s in a ponytail. There are some theories that both events happened on the same day, but unless that is a continuity error, I am not that convinced. Either it was before the event, or it was after in my mind. The idea that she was wandering the woods after her mom’s death is interesting though… it does seem like Key snaps back into herself before she realizes where she is. Also, when Key begins her walk, there are still shadows on the ground and then later she uses the flashlight on her phone, so that means when she started her journey, it was not yet nightfall. I wonder if that is a location her mom took her to often or did they both go that one time, see the stars and then her mother abandoned her the following day? Because when Key and her mom are having their talk, it’s already night. Though Key does say several times in prior episodes that she “shouldn’t have come back” and that she is at fault for what happened to her mother, so her being abandoned before her mom's death is probably the most logical, but who knows. I think there’s way more to it and that Key might be mispresenting the facts. It actually makes sense to me why Key would confide in Jay. Since the beginning, they’ve both been disclosing details about their life, so I think it's natural, but maybe Key didn’t tell Jay the whole story? I will say that I don't think they are trying to romanticize Key's version of love, but it's all very interesting and the mystery of it all has me invested in where the story is going to take us.

Also, don’t you think it’s kinda sad that Jay is probably the only person outside of Peach to tell Key she worthy of anything?

Meesh and dee they're wearing the same outfits in the flashback it's the same night Keys mom left her there went home harmed herself and when she got back found her mom but she had previously stayed there to look at the stars with her then went home to harm herself key said her mom never loved her and it showed that her mom did have some sort of love for her because she took her far away from her so she could go back to the house and farm herself without key seeing and I think she thought she didn't love her and that she harmed herself because she came back but she harmed herself knowing that key was safe and far away from her and wouldn't be the one that found her but what she didn't know is that someone brought her back

Remember at the start of ep 2, during the first flashback key said that it's her fault that her mom died because she came back home? It means her mom really tried to abandon her in the forest after taking her stargazing and the whole convo about stars and moon thing and the suicide happened after that. Key also said her mom never really loved her. It makes sense for someone who grew up with abandonment and mommy issues so bad like Key to cling and be attached to the first person who showed her kindness and affection during her lowest moment. This backstory of how they first met and how key became obsessed with Chan may seem superficial but Key might see Chan as her hope to keep going with her live. We saw that even after getting abandoned by her mom she was still calling out her mom in the forest, that tells us about how her self worth is like and how her idea of love is messed up because she never really received love from her mom, the person that she really loved. Honestly, Key's love for Chan is not really healthy and she should just see a teraphist, but I'm curious how they are going to play this out and how to turn this into romance while also making Key heals from her trauma.

Is it weird that I like hearing the mic pick up Emi and Bonnie’s breathing, same as Us the Series? 😆

lol Chan was too lost in the Jay sauce to remember Key

When I first watched this episode I was kind of thinking how is this constant rivalry situation going to end. It was getting on my nerves. BUT BUT BUT watching it again I have to say it was much more informative and interesting. I agree with most viewers here regarding the whole timing of the flashback of the woods and bathtub disaster. I’m not sure if the mom planned it all out though. I can see how mental illness doesn’t always have a direct path. One thing does not necessarily lead to another. We may never know the reasoning behind the mother’s actions and probably neither did she. This will be the fourth time I’ve said that the acting in this series is beyond good. Emi, Bonnie and Film have pushed each other to be the characters they portray. Blows me away each time I see them. (Chef’s kiss 😚). And Wowzie…. Lucky Chan — to have Key and Jay in competition over you. Come on! That’s like choosing between a chocolate bar you loved at one time and then it was discontinued. So you find another one that you’re beginning to enjoy. Then doesn’t that first company bring back your once favourite bar. How do you choose? Oh the angst in making the “right” choice. 🤣

I think the abandonment/Chan driving Key home and the mom’s suicide happen on different nights. Key’s hair is in a braid when she finds Pin’s body, and a ponytail when Chan takes her back to Bangkok. My theory is Pin took Key out to the countryside to stargaze and then just left her there. Eventually, Chan found her and took her home. Then I think Pin saw that Key was home (and maybe they had some kind of interaction about why she left her there) and then within the next couple of days, Pin committed suicide. That would explain why Key keeps blaming herself for ‘coming back’ and ‘causing’ her mom to die. That part wouldn’t make sense if she just came back and found the body immediately…

Today’s notes… - MD, you ladies were on fire today - spot on with the reaction and the jokes!!! - I guess GMMTV replaced the whole music team for this show after episode one. The score, the songs were so good, so spot on… Like peak GMMTV and we’ve all seen their deepest failures with corny sounds messing up with the scenes’ vibes - Cancel all the upcoming shows and please oh please produce more shows like this where acting is pure magic, dialogs are crazy, toxicity is insane and spices are spicing!!!! While I find Jay to be somewhat a caricature character, I am loving the story. Emi is good but I think we see a competitive acting match between Bonnie and Film - like a fast, precise ping pong match. I cannot get enough. I also praise Key’s gestures, gazes and pauses during flirting. Not many can resist them. - Key sitting in a bar (likely Chan’s hotel’s bar) and the staff let 3 empty glasses on the table like that, only clearing them when the 4th one is brought? Come on… - I also am shocked that Chan does not remember but then I felt kind of ok. She just picked a little girl from a dark road side. While odd and also memorable, Key did not look too distressed, nothing strikes about her. So it was a chill deed for Chan, just a ride… Also, note that there’s age difference. I personally was looking down at the younger ones when I was in Chan’s (supposed) age then. Finding them cute but clueless, sometimes annoying. I get it that she did not pay any attention to Key or what she was saying. They must have felt all blah blah for her especially if she was a popular girl with similar fans and she was clearly in love with Jay, unable to pay real attention to anything else. - What kind of a toxicity level is this? Jay must be crazy to suggest a rivalry on the matter. What a gamer! As outraged as I am, I am super sat for what’s coming. - Off (???) topic… I cannot stop play Red Kiss - it is on constant repeat.

This is what I believe is the reason Key fell in with Chan so quickly that night. Key had practically been abandoned, terrified for her life, and probably traumatized. Imagine being left to die by your own mother. So when Chan showed up, of course Key immediately saw her as her savior. But I think there’s an even deeper reason. During the car ride, when Chan tells her that her name is Chan, Key remembers one of those core memories with her mother: the two of them stargazing together. Her mother told her, “If we can see the stars clearly, it means we won’t see the moon.” And on the night Key was abandoned, the sky was full of stars—but there was no moon. Then Chan came and rescued her. To Key, Chan became the moon that night. Even when the sky said there shouldn’t be one, the moon still came for her. And I think that’s why Key attached herself to Chan so deeply. She didn’t just see Chan as the person who saved her life—she saw her as the moon that appeared when she had been completely abandoned in the dark. 🌙

I really don't see Dee's theory. Why would Key be wandering around the forest scared and alone at night far from home and try to call her mom if she already saw her mom's dead body? I think it's just like Key herself said: her mom left her somewhere, maybe right after that scene with Key leaning against her mom in the dark meadow. At this point, I'm very confused by what the writer is trying to do. The scene with Key wandering scared was jarring. I know older people tend to lose their inner monologue, but Key seems to not have one, voicing every thought out loud. And there are limited plot points that could explain how Chan doesn't remember a sobbing girl she picked up in the wilderness at night who told her she'd get a moon tattoo when she was older. Either there was a head injury, as M&D pointed out, or it was Sun in the car masquerading as Chan. But then why doesn't Sun seem to remember her either? I'm sticking around for Meesh & Dee's always-interesting reactions and the stellar acting, but right now this series seems like a complete mess.

To be caught between Bonnie and Film arguing over you 🫠. In the flashback with her mom talking about the moon, it looked like Key was sleepy. Maybe she fell asleep and that’s when the mom abandoned her in the woods. They changed Key’s family dynamic kind of like they did for her character in Us. In the novel they meet each other at a younger age (at least that’s my impression) and Jay hasn’t entered the picture yet.

I'm thinking it's before her mom Unsubscribed from life, she mentions her mom tried to abandon her and, in the opening scene of episode 2 when we see sort of the aftermath of that night Key was saying it was her fault for coming back. Clearly the mom had some kind of mental issues/depression that even at some point she attempted to abandon Key. Key being a child at the time internalized everything as being at fault. I just wish we knew the ages in those flashbacks. Key seems to be either in middle school or high school based on her uniform and if that's the case I can kind of see why Chan wouldn't remember her. I mean, to us the audience it would be easier to think, "oh why can't she remember her" as we are clearly just seeing the same Bonnie but in the universe of the show Key in that time has developed from a child to a woman. This was just one night for Chan. I mean I've spent more time with people in High School seeing the same classmates 5x a week who's faces I now can't remember in my 30's or maybe I'm just not good with faces xD.

Personally I think the mum sent key away cause she knew she was gonna do that and didn’t want key to find her but chan intervened so key found her mum that night. That’s my 2 cents

Honestly I’m disappointed about Chankey backstory reveal the plot is not plotting it felt really shallow plus who on their right mind fall in love, have a tattoo and make their whole life revolves around a stranger who was already in a relationship at that time and seems to love their partner I think the writers messed this up it could’ve been done better and more believable than this also I think jay is taking so much space we’re supposed to on keys side and feel for her but because of how shallow it is it makes more sense for Chan to come back to jay who have been her first love than for her to choose key.

So I think you forgot that in one of the previous episodes Key says, "If I had not come back, she would not be d34d", or something like that. So, i think mom abandoned her in the woods first then later unalived herself. Also, I think Key was young probably around 13 or so because she has a Middle school uniform on (in another show I saw the long-untucked shirt with bowtie was pre-high school).

I think this one is aj and the other one in ewb is jj😭

I love this show so much so far. EmiBonnie just never disappoint and it's one show that I never want the episode to end I just want more and more

This episode was so interesting. I've been trying to connect the dots because just like US, we are only getting bits of the truth at a time. I feel like there is still a lot more, but it seems like Key and her mom went out there for some reason, maybe to look at the stars like she said and her Mom just dipped on her and left her out there and then Chan finds her and takes her home. I remember in episode 2, Key kept saying it was her fault about her mom dying because she came back home and she shouldn't have, so if I'm right her mom abandoned her and then she made her way home and her mom offed herself. She is like really traumatized and I'm very interested in seeing more about her family because what is going on?? Her attachment to Chan is definitely in a way connected to her relationship with her mom. Also, Key and Jay are so interesting. They are, for lack of a better word, frenemies. That scene at the table when Key is telling her story is so good. Bonnie's acting and dialogue there really got me and Film too.

Pretty sure the scene in the woods happened first. Right after she was dropped off she went in and found the mom.

I think the mom abandoned her in the woods and when she goes back home she finds her mom dead. It would make sense since Key is always telling how she feels guilty abt what happened to her mother. And in a flashback from a previous episode she even tells Peach something like "this happened because I came back".

Episode 4 „Nightmare Moon“ starts by earning its title with another flashback, where Key found her mother dead in a bathtub at home, apparently having committed suicide. Key wakes up to a nightmare of this in Chan’s arms crying, with Chan trying to console her. After the credits, it’s the next morning, and Key is back to her flirty self, providing Chan with breakfast and kissing a strawberry. Chan wants her to stop acting like nothing happened the night before, but Key claims it was just a bad dream, like everyone has from time to time. Chan finds her stubborn, but Key wants a kiss from her, before “admitting” that she dreamt of Chan dumping her, so she got scared, because she loves her so much. Chan suspects that wasn’t the dream, but Key insists that it was, and deflects by making breakfast for Simba. Then, Peach is having a photo shoot with Sun, who is distracted; Peach ultimately pauses the photo shoot and Sun is sorry that she can’t concentrate that day, but Peach claims they all have those days, just as Key arrives, and Sun learns that Peach and Key are sisters, Sun claims it’s a small word and Key agrees, they Sun wants to talk because something is bothering her – about Jay: she will be abroad for one month and wants Key to take care of her sister in her absence. Key claims that she already met Jay as she barged in Chan’s room with Sun surprised that she still got the keycard and promising to tell Chan to change the lock, otherwise she would never leave her alone. Key claims that she doubts Chan will soften and take her back that easily as she seems guarded and cold, but Sun argues that they never know and that in the end, Chan always gives in to her, claiming “the brat” is always an exception for Chan. She argues that Jay is the type who always gets what she wants, no matter what it takes, and she doesn’t want to see Chan get hurt again. Key wants to know what kind of person is Jay. Chan get into her office to find a bouquet of tulips there left by Jay with a note “for my moon.” Chan is surprised that Jay still knows her favorite flower, as she gets a message from Key asking her to watch her sing that night at the hotel bar. With Chan replying she will think about it, the claiming with she’s free, she will go. At night, Key is talking to a bandmate as Chan arrives; Key claims she really came to see her and Chan pretends that she wants to check if she working hard. Key wants her to chose a song she wants to hear, and after some insisting, she chooses the song that Key was playing a her balcony the other day, so Key plays “Your One” for her, claiming it’s a special song that she wrote for someone important to her. As Key is singing the song, Jay comes in and gets to join Chan for a drink. She grabs her arm, but Chan frees herself from that grab as Key is watching. Chan asks Jay what she wants, and Jay asks if she got her flowers, with Chan replying that she told her secretary not to accept anything from her again and Jay claiming that she will give it directly to her the next time. Chan claims that she still is as self-centered as ever, but Jay just claims that back then, they often listened to music together and had wine while listening to it. Chan claims that it was just the past and wants her to stop talking about the old days, claiming that it won’t work on her. Jay then wants to know if she is just sleeping with Key or if she thinking of getting serious with her. She gets close and touches her face claiming she told her she didn’t like dating someone younger, and that she liked dating someone of the same age like Jay. Key comes over taking Jay’s hand away from Chan, claiming that it looks like Chan is uncomfortable with Jay touching her. Jay claims that she thought Key would avoid her after watching her disappear from stage after her gig, but Key claims she just got changed and apologizes to Chan for changing out of the outfit that she bought for her. Jay claims that she guesses that Key needs to put effort into her outfits, or Chan will get bored with her, but Key claims she never seems to get bored of her. Jay then wants to officially introduce herself as Jay, Chan’s ex-girlfriend, but Key doesn’t shake her hand as she just claims she is Key. Jay claims that Chan can sleep around or date someone to kill time, and tells Key to take good care of her Chan as they leave, with Key asking her not to worry. Chan wants to take Jay back to her condo as she has something to think about and Key claims it’s about Jay. Chan claims that Key doesn’t need to pay attention to it, but Key claims how can she not pay attention to it, if it’s about Chan, arguing that paying attention to things involving her is her job. She caresses her hand as she claims whoever makes her feel bad or uncomfortable, she will take care of them herself, arguing she will not let anyone hurt her or make her sad. She promises to be her safe zone as she kisses her hand. Chan claims she can also be a good girl, not just a stubborn one. Key claims she can be stubborn sometimes, so Chan may want to pinch her cheeks. Chan pinches her cheeks again with Key claiming that she does it so often that they are almost bruised, and Chan claiming it’s her fault for making her want to do it in the first place. Key claims that she has done a lot for her, but Chan still doesn’t want her to sleep over at her place, and argues that she is sulking with her now. Chan tells her to stop sulking, arguing that Key is her sugar baby and has to do what she tells her to, but Key wants to spend the night with her. The next day, Key and Chan are sitting in Chan’s office with Key strumming the guitar as Chan is working. Key asks the she is bothering her, and Chan replies by asking her if she will leave when she says yes, arguing that she can spend time comfortably at her home and she doesn’t get why she wants to follow her there. Key argues that she came her to take care of her, as her – but Chan stops her from saying “sugar baby” again, claiming that Key can do whatever she wants. Key walks over to her and starts unbuttoning her jacket, claiming that it’s quite exciting to do it there. Key gets close to her and claims to be doing whatever she wants, but Chan claims that it’s her office while Key is kissing her face as the phone rings. It’s Jay, and we don’t hear the call, but next we see Jay getting ready for a visitor as someone rings at her door – it’s Key who brought her the mineral water bottles she ordered directly from Chan instead of calling the room service, so she suddenly feels eager to help her. She tells Jay that Chan told her staff to arrange the water for her every morning. Jay wants her to put it where she will use it and tells her to follow her into the bathroom, Key claims it’s no problem, then is surprised that Jay wants to rinse her mouth with it after brushing her teeth, but she claims she always does it to hydrate, asking her if Chan has never told her this, as she is that one who taught her, she claims. Key claims that she hasn’t and argues she won’t follow the instruction either. Jan then correctly guesses that Chan set the no-kiss rule with Key, claiming that it means that Key and Chan are not of the stage where she needs to be worried. Key just leaves frustrated, but Jay follows her asking if she think she can be Chan’s girlfriend, arguing that all she can be is her sugar baby. Key admits that she’s just her sugar baby, but she will never hurt her. After that exchange, Key is sulking as she goes with Chan though a hallway, who asks her to stop sulking, but Key asks her what she has do to so she will like her. Chan clams that Key is acting like a child again and tells her if she’s going to act unreasonably like this, she should go back to her condo to sleep there that night. Key argues that Chan can scold her or act coldly towards her, but asks her to not chase her away like an animal, she’s a human. Chan argues that this isn’t her fault, and Key agrees that it’s her own fault and will sleep at her condo that night, asking Chan to take care of Simba as she leaves. Jay runs into them claiming they run into each other quite often that day, with Key replying that she hopes they will become closer as she leaves. Jay asks if Chan and Key are fighting because of her, and Chan thinks she knows the answer. But Jay claims she can’t help it and this is how she is. Chan what to know why did she come back, and Jay admits she returned to get her back. Chan argues that she suddenly left her, and asks her if she simply wants her to forget what she did to her, and why is she so sure that she can do anything to her. Jay touches her face and claims it’s because she knows that she still loves her, she is just trying to deny it. Chan admits that she still loves Jay, and Jay wants to get back together. We see that Key witnessed the conversation until then, bet she leaves as Chan claims she doesn’t want to be hurt by Jay again. She asks her to let her go and leaves. Key is drowning her sorrows in a couple of drinks at the bar, but Jay tells her to stop wasting alcohol like this. Key claims to have really hit it off with her, and Jay admits that she has as well, claiming that she did some digging about her. Af first, she thought that she was after Chan’s money, but found out Key was from a well-known family, so why did she agree to be Chan’s sugar baby. Key asks if she tells her, will she get out of Chan’s life, and Jay asks her back if she thinks she would do that. Key knows that she wouldn’t, but claims it was still worth a shot. Jay asks her if she likes Chan that much, and Key admits she’s in love with her, she’s been in love with her for years, she claims. She recounts the story of their first encounter when her mother tried to abandon her, claiming her mother never loved her. And we get a flashback of Key running through the night through some woods, trying to reach her mother by phone to no avail. She got really desperate and scared as she finally got to a road with a car passing by, then reversing, with Chan getting out and asking if she’s alright. Key claims she got lost, claiming she wanted to watch the stars. She wants to go home to Bangkok, and Chan offers to give her a ride, claiming she also needs to go to Bangkok. She grabs her hand and puts her into her car then drives off – after she calls her girlfriend Jay, who is in the USA at that time, talking about a photo of the stars in the Thailand sky she took for her. She offers her the phone to call her family, but she declines. Then, they exchange names and Key realizes that Chan is named after the moon (จันทร์ means “moon” in Thai). She remembers that her mother told her that if they can see the stars clearly at night, it means that they won’t see the moon – and vice versa, as they were both watching the stars. Chan tells her that she doesn’t know what she’s been through, but argues she will get through it. Reaching her home, she thanks her for the ride, then tells her she will get a moon tattoo on her chest when she’s older, so that Chan will remember her if their paths cross again. Chan claims she won’t forget her as she parts. Key claims to Joy that life can be so cruel sometimes, as Chan doesn’t remember her, she only remembers and loves Jay. That’s why she can be only her sugar baby. Jay wants to know if she’s going to give up, and Key denies it, as Jay doesn’t. Jay claims that now, Key is worthy of being her rival. And that’s where the episode ends. ____ I was surprised that Key told Jay of all people the story of why she fell in love with Chan. But at least we know now we fell in love aa first sight with Chan not remembering anything. The rest of the episode showed that Jay still has a hold on Chan, as Sun feared, but we don’t yet know why she left and came back, as wo don’t know why Key strolled through the woods, was she in search of her mother? Plenty of stuff for more episodes of “Moonshadow”, I think .😊

My interpretation on why Chan doesn’t remember her: - Chan was with Jay at the time - It happened so long ago that she forgot the one random encounter - Chan went out there particularly to take photos of the stars for Jay - Chan had the woman she wanted to marry waiting for her back in the states - Key was just a random kid whilst Chan was already an adult and it happened before the breakup so maybe after the breakup, chan has suppressed memories cause the past is so painful for her - logically it wouldn’t be realistic that chan has spent time thinking about a child while having a full relationship and what seems like a busy life in the business world I mean I forget significant one time encounters with people over time cause they lose their significance over time as I have new significant encounters I need to know Chan and Key’s age difference, how much time has passed since Key met Chan, was it before or after Pin’s death, and how long after the break up the present is. Plus how long were Chan and Jay together I too feel like the connection between Chan and Key is a lil lacklustre but hopefully we find out about the breakup soon. I’m excited to see NamtanFilm together as the leads again too Bonnie and Film KILLED IT! Also let’s just for research purposes mix and match all the ladies at GMM with Film cause woman could have chemistry with a paper clip. You’re right though, any role film plays, film the actress disappears and her characters emerge, she puts extra effort and care into making sure the characters come to life and are their own person. Interestingly The director in the ep2 bts didn’t want Jay to be a villain or antagonist but just the ex. Anyways I could yap away til the cows come home. Thank you for the reaction and looking forward to the rest of the season with yall

The real mystery behind this entire show is how has Chan not folded when J comes at her? I know there's history. I know she got hurt. But Film, looking like that, and trying that hard? Folded. I don't know if there's willpower in this world strong enough to resist her.

My theory is that they went to see the stars together, her mom left her there so Key wouldn't be the first to find her, and then... well, Key came home to that

Bonnie is absolutely klling this role. For the scene is the forest. They literaly say Key was abandoned by her mom and they go back to that night where Key was abandoned by her mom. The mom is alive here in that specific moment when she abandons Key. Of course you would look traumatized if youre own mother left you in the middle of the night, abandoned you in a random forest without a care in the world for you. She was traumatized to the point of knowing, from her perspective, that her own mother didn't love her. And yet Key doesn't tell Chan her mom abandoned her because Key still loves her mom inspite of all the hurtful behaviours her mom has towards her. Honestly I can not blame Chan for nor remembering. For her it was just a girl she helped out from what it seems. They didn't even talked much. But for Key... it was everything. Aligned with what her mother told her about the stars and the moon. They keep showing ChanKey's dynamic evolving but it seems like Chan remembers she has to protect herself and closses off. By doing that she indvertedly hurts the person that is closest to her which in this case its Key. So Key keeps getting hurt. We did see Key somewhat standing up to both Chan and Jay. With Jay in particular when she decided to confront her and go to her hotel room in Chan's place and then with Chan we she said she was not to be treated like an animal and that she would sleep at her place instead. That is huge when we have always seen her do whatever do be able to spend time with Chan. The part of Jay abandoning Chan... from my perspective is worst than cheating, because with cheating you know there is a reason to end the relationship but with being abandoned... you break... when you are abandoned without a reason, you cannot have closure, you will be untrusthworthy with evryone and everything, you second guess everything about yourself. Abandonment takes a whole chunk of your life, of your personality, or your heart, of yourself. The truth is all this characters are completely traumatized in their own ways... there is so many layers. Also Bonnie and Jay's chemistry is AMAZING!

Was Sterling Point posted and I missed it?