#day12

okie so I have to go do a 12 hour call center shift in like an hour and I really really don't want to today

I was kinda mentally ready for it, was gonna make tea, do my little routine before leaving.. and then someone here in dms said something that just.. hit me harder than I wanted to admit honestly

I don't even wanna get into what he said. I'm not gonna name him or anything. just one of those things where you're already a bit fragile and someone decides to be cruel for no reason

now I have to sit in a headset for 12 hours pretending to be cheerful on customer service calls with this sitting in my chest x__x

so if I'm slow to answer today.. that's why. I'll be back tonight, probably broken, probably in bed with my hoodie pulled over my face haha

the rest of you have been really sweet though, I see it. please keep being the good ones :3