2026 starting weight update !!! (more details under the cut !!)

so!! starting point was 313lbs… and YES, i know the number is disappointing !! but the highlight here is that. i lost more muscle mass than anything else.. if you were to try to feel for my arm muscles, you’d only get hanging fat and that velvety softness… and that’s exactly how it should be 😊 i was always like. the strong fat girl, but in the last ~5 months that changed FAST. people don’t ask me to go out and get things anymore. i can’t walk quickly. i have a slight waddle anytime i eat, and i lose my breath just by talking 😭 i think y’all can tell in this video that the weight is absolutely going somewhere… but.

2lbs/week is what i’m managing right now!! i haven’t gotten more than 650 steps in a day for over a week now 😊 averaging ~4k calories a day, and i’m stretching out my capacity by by bit to raise that… if i can keep this up, that’d be over 100lbs gained in a year. i have a feeling this is going to be my fattest year yet <33 so fucking excited to share this !!!