PushingUpRoses

New shirt.

Fresh face out of the shower. Will post a spicier PPV. ;)

Hey all, thank you for being patient with me while I get my bearings back. I’m still dealing with the burn on my face and I’m unfortunately not feeling sexy, but I did buy some new outfits I can model soon. Here’s some cute pics regardless!

Hey all, I’m so sorry about the delay. The other day I got a second degree laser burn on my face and it really brought me down. Injuries on my face like this flare up my BDD, and it’s just very deflating. However, I wanted to give you a sneak peak at my Halloween costume with my mini sclera contact

Listen. I’m trying to do sexy things with my mouth. Did it work?

Hey everyone, thanks for supporting me while I go through this anxious spell. I’m still struggling, both with my face and my body, but I’m working on it. Here’s my new butterfly sweater.

Hey all. I’m sorry it’s been so long since an update, I’ve had EXTREME anxiety over pictures last month. Even these more simple selfies were difficult to take and post, but it will pass and I’m letting it pass on its own time.

I love this dress.

Up close and personal. Special post sent as PPV.

Hi there! Less naughty today but I wanted to show off my new hair and new very very very tight dress. I haven’t had brown hair in who even knows. I like it a lot, it’s very Rogue. And don’t even get me started on tattooed baddies in sun dresses, it’s the best.

Cheeky.

Bath. Legs. More explicit in PPV.

Completely and utterly obsessed with my new corset.

Thanks for the best month I’ve ever had on this page. I love you all in a platonically sexy way. It’s been awhile since I’ve shown my legs, which need way more tattoos, but enjoy.

Thanks everyone. Absolutely wild.

Fresh out of the shower, clean face, all boob.

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I don’t know why I thought this weird twisted position would be sexy, but here we are. I know the pics look a little foggy and that is because my camera kept getting steamed up from the bath - I like my water absolutely scalding. Extra image will be in PPV.

This is probably one of the most vulnerable posts I’ve ever shared: last night I had a nervous breakdown. This is what I looked like a few hours after I had stopped crying. My eyes were so puffy I could hardly see, my skin was blotchy and swollen, and I felt like I had literally been beaten up. This

Hi, here is my face right after waking up. No shower, no makeup, questionable hair, but those tattoos are lookin’ sexy. Look at those fucking cool arms. REMINDER: So I have dipped my toes into the PPV options on here, as some of you know; this does not mean I will be engaging in direct messages. Whe

I miss you.

Just a lil screen cap. I look good in yellow.

Why is it that whenever I upload a video, the app wants to choose the literal worst screen caps you’ve ever seen for the thumbnail?

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Video. Yes I do have a scar that goes hip to hip, and no it does not affect how sexy my body is. Hope this helps.

I decided to add more to the bathroom set before uploading a video. SORRY. I JUST REALLY LIKE TAKING BATHS.

Video incoming later on.

Honestly, is it really a Roses pic if there’s no weird crumpled up receipt on the ground?

This is the most random set I’ve put on OF. There is no theme. There is no pattern. Sometimes I look good and sometimes I do not. Welcome to ME.

Happy Summer. I have three modes: grungy, sexy, and enthusiastic. That last pic is old and popped up in my portraits section on my phone and I was pleasantly not triggered by it; usually I’m disgusted by my own face, but for a fleeting moment I thought, “oh. I looked pretty that night.”

Not sure what’s going on with my boobs lately but they look fuckin great.

New dress. Might wear it out to coffee, might not. There’s something extremely sexy about a very skimpy dress with innocent little bows on it.

Oh hey, guess what time it is? It’s UNFLATTERING PHOTOS TIME (cue gameshow music). Yes, these are photos I have deemed not great for various reasons. Obviously the first 2 are on purpose, because sometimes it helps my BDD to take bad photos on purpose. The others are just natural, weird photos that

Happy end of June!!! I SAW WEIRD AL CAN YOU TELL?

POV

I had a facial and my skin looks weird but here we are.

Why are butt pics impossible to take? Look at me trying so hard, hahaha. I nearly didn’t post that last pic because I had a BDD flare up with it, but decided last minute I can do hard things.

Shiny black dress. I’m never taking this off.

A little video because you guys are amazing and deserve some extra sexiness. The confidence to post videos like this this always have a story behind it; the many years of being taught my breasts don’t look right by society, that my proportions are wrong, that men will desire me if they were bigger a

Hello there.

And now, a haiku: Why did I buy these? These glasses are way too big. Should I return them? This is what happens when you buy glasses online without seeing how big/small they are in person. Added pics of my hexagons for size reference. I wanted to look like Elton John, but I look like Harry Caray. A

Hip service.

Hard launching these new glasses.

No makeup and make up pics ✨

I’m pleasantly surprised. On a whim, I took these photos in the morning, in the sunlight, and I genuinely think they are some of the sexiest I’ve ever taken. This is a HUGE win for my BDD brain. (Why yes, I DO have large hip bones, thanks for noticing.)

My body has some rolls, some chunk, some scars, but it’s still mine. And it’s still sexy.

My good angle.

Devilish straps.

I start my new part time pottery studio job today.

Sometimes I like my body, sometimes I don’t. Here’s a few shots where I do like it, hip scars and all. Also I’m so sorry for the sad state my IT shirt is in, Pennywise is looking absolutely decrepit.