Adult depression
Is so different
Than youth depression
Like as a youth
I’d be depressed and
Not understand what was going on
Or how to communicate
So I’d be like
I’m gonna cut myself
So someone notices I’m sad
Or so I die for real

As an adult I’m like
I know what this is
It is depression
And I can communicate it
But I don’t feel like it
And can’t just cut myself
Because all the knives are dirty
Obviously I’m not doing the dishes right now
And I don’t have health insurance
can’t risk an infection
Because I know
I don’t actually want to die
It’s just depression
It’s so annoying
I wish I still wholeheartedly believed
I wanted to die
Like what I just have to lay here like
“It will pass”
So gay

(Idk if I can call this a joke of the day is more so just my feelings but ya)