i want to make a 'me riding you POV' video for valentines day, but im too fat for EVERYTHING 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

in bed, the camera was so close that my belly filled up the screen and u couldnt tell what was going on. pillows didnt help bc i just crushed them all. on the couch, im too wide to get my legs spread properly. on the floor, i can feel every oz of my 400+lbs on my knees. i even tried riding the arm of the couch and broke it off the frame. finally i tried the corner of my bed, and i broke the fucking support beam 😭😭😭

here is the result of testing the angle on that, bc the video came out kind of cute, but u can tell from the sound alone that this wont work either.

im going to get off to the fact that ive done this to myself at 27 and go to bed. will workshop the video + try the get it posted by end of day tomorrow (today?)☺️👍 suggestions welcome