im so desensitized to fat that i feel like i can never tell if im getting fatter, but these last few lbs, ive really been noticing it 🥵 im getting those puffy fat girl limbs with wrist cuffs and incoming inner arm/thigh rolls. i get out of breath walking shorter and shorter distances. i barely fit in most of my clothes anymore. my neck gets less visible and i discover new stretch marks every other day. i try to bend, but theres fat in the way where there didnt used to be before. i know i should probably be concerned about how quickly my mobility and ability to participate in society are declining, but the thought of being 500lbs just makes me want to shovel food into my mouth even faster 😮‍💨

(NO STREAM TOMORROW! IM MAKING U A SPECIAL VALENTINES DAY VIDEO INSTEAD 💕💕💕💕💕 + catching up on dms/requests ☺️)