i'm back from tour !

watsup homies, i am done with my first ever tour. it was pretty cool honestly. really cool getting more comfortable performing and just being myself, its so weird how that's something you have to actually practice haha

to be honest it was sort of boring, the whole thing!! a lot of time just sitting in the van or waiting to perform, i would say everyday there was maybe 5 or 6 hours of just....doing nothing. scrolling through my phone, playing switch, trying to nap in the van

that being said i was given the craziest opportunity being on this tour. i opened up, solo (no drummer unfortunately) and also played guitar with the headlining act, Julia Wolf (who i actually produce for as well, so it was pretty easy considering i literally made the guitar parts on some of her tracks) and i basically had no expenses, since i was first and foremost treated as a hired gun for her band, and secondary as an opening solo act

im pretty proud of myself for going up there and giving it my all. since it wasn't my tour the majority of people were there to see Julia, which in a weird way was good for me because it led me to a new audience. they all seemed to like me honestly and im glad i finally was able to get out there and do the touring thing

it's kind of funny, being on the road and like, being in the real world. i stopped caring about making content as much. you realize how little that matters in the grand scheme of things, in the "real world". it's hard to explain. all i care about now is making the best most amazing music possible, and being myself. i still want to make videos but i might not keep it on a strict schedule like i used to. its hard though, because maybe the content is what got me to where i am today

anyways, not sure if you guys care or even want things like this. lmk if theres anything you're hoping to see more of from me on this patreon, i would love to really connect with you guys on a more personal level i think that would be cool

loops coming next week, first monday of every month, as always. i actually made these loops on tour!! it was tough but ive committed to you all to bring you some saucey riffs every month.