I'm alive.
So, as many of you know, I have a lot of problems...
Well, I'm sure everyone has a lot of problems, and I don't claim mine are the worst ones to have, unfortunately, I'm weak and sometimes can't deal with mine.
Since I stopped posting here, I pretty much stopped doing anything, falling into a pit of depression that was hard to get out of, especially as things were not very good with the family.
I still read, but I stopped interacting with people in any way shape or form, as a result... Well, I lost my job again, I stopped doing anything for college, losing an entire semester and I stopped writing.
Sometimes I'd try to start doing things again. I swore I'd post a few chapters for Christmas... Then I swore I'd post them two weeks ago but... yeah.
I'm better now. Not great, no, putting my life on hold for six months screwed up a lot of things for me, but I'm better.
So, I finally managed to start writing again, and I'm quite surprised there are still people on Patreon (I was too ashamed to check since I stopped posting.)
Anyway, I'll post a chapter of Supergirl today... and I'll try to post a chapter of Will of the Force by Sunday... hopefully, you guys will still like it.
I also want to thank everyone who sent me messages, even if I didn't answer, or even dared open them, but sometimes seeing the notifications helped.
And, most importantly, I want to thank everyone who supported me, those who remain and those who left.
It really helped a lot to have followers who commented and liked the story before, and knowing some of you liked my work enough to continue supporting even now made me smile when I finally opened the page today.
Most importantly, I'm really sorry for stopping, I hope you guys can forgive me.
Comments (11)
Am just here for will of the force
Welcome back, 🥳
Heyo, Welcome back! Life Happens. I hope everything gets better for you!
Glad you’re back ! I love your work, especially Will of the Force. Hope you’ll get better and I can’t wait to read your stories ! Maybe I’ll even re-read them, hehe ! 😜
Not going to lie... I recently gave up. I hated to, as I looked forward to your stories at the top of my list. Very happy to add you back. =)
The struggle is real... I've been there, and I am glad that you made it back. The only way out is through... one agonizing step at a time. Keep at it, one foot in front of the other, and if it takes a while to gather the strength to take that step... well that happens. Best of luck, you did well making it this far.
Good to hear your back in the Land of the Living. I was looking for an excuse to get back on board. My only light critique would be for you to not just ghost next time. Depression or whatever one calls the emotional state one finds themselves in down in that hole is one of those things where my "Land of the Living" wisecrack isn't such a joke. Still, a "I'm not feeling it and need to step away" would have been encouraged. I mean, I figured it was something like: "That family member had tried to do that-not-good-thing again (since from what I'm aware the ideation doesn't just 'go away') and maybe succeeded this time (again, bc from what I know only half who ultimately succeed did so on their first try). Then the ear infection came back for the rest of the hearing. Then you got kicked out of school and couldn't find a job. Then your house burned down, bc why not. Then DC Corp - US Legal Division sent the Men In Black to break your fingers because borders and human rights don't matter to American IP Overlords..." Aaaand I'll stop there. But yeah, the mind can go places... P.S. Please don't forget the Google Doc link(s) so we can make our paltry proofreads.
Glad you ain't dead, and welcome back.
i hope you have it a lot better and am glad you are interacting again. i wish you good times to follow.
Good to hear you're not! I'll resubscribe again
Lol, I literally unsubscribed earlier today because I thought you were done