Goth Frieren cosplay preview (Cosplay/PNG)

I was very excited to do cosplay and how well all the parts look together, but, If I'm honest I really hate how I look in it... My body became really disgusting and I don't want to look in the mirror anymore haha...

I guess when I was getting so fat during my depression and before the incident of 6th i didn't notice how badly I looked.. Don't really want to go outside like this, but I can still draw and continue my diet. I wish I wasn't so bad at it haha...

Sorry for the rant. I was really so happy to receive all the pieces I wanted and how closely I managed to make the cosplay, but I took some photos in the evening after returning home and got very upset... I'm really trying to be better and I thought I was doing good, but I was really lying to myself (｡•́︿•̀｡)