[MMHA] Let's talk *control*.

Out all of theses emotions getting batter at it , but I really bad impulse control especially with starching myself and buying stuff on sale

I struggle the most with my emotions and impulse control. These things tie in very closely. Because I often fail to stop my emotions from controlling me. It leads me to make impulsive decisions leading to actions that are often not so well thought out. So regulating my emotions is something that I have been working on for years. I have learned that I rush myself. And that I need to slow down and not rely on instinct to pull me through situations.

Hum, depends when I have my wals up emotions are a lot easier to control most of the time. But I'd say probably impulse and expectations are probably the ones I have difficulty with the most. Impulse to not eat sweets quickly. Some... male..... urges and training to focus on writing when my body is telling me to play video games. Expectations I normally hope for the best but prepare for the worst but it dose where away at you when things constantly go less then sub par. As for an ego? I Don't think I have one. But like most things the environment plays a heavy role on how difficult things get.

Out of the four here I have got a grip on expectations in recent years especially when it comes to academics I have realized that I want more out of life then just to be smart. I focous on other hobbies and stuff. I have horrible impulse control when it comes to wanting to do something on my phone when I actually have to do something important and also when it comes to adult content. Anger issues run rampant in my family from a generational case of abuse. I am trying to learn to control my anger so that I don't turn out like my dad or brother and honestly those issues are the ones that make me doubt my ability to be a father. Ego is another one where years of not failing has made me believe I am smarter and better then I really am , but I think after this school year that's coming to an end . Being humble about ones character and integrity can also be hard so I am learning to do that as well.