2025 Wrap + State of my life + Tiers Change
Hey pals! Thanks once again for supporting me and staying with me throught all this 2025, I truly appreciate it!
Let's go a 2025 WRAP!
In this 2025 I...:
- Won a Spanish Drag Instagram Reality Show
- Participated in yet another national drag reality show (in person) that will air soon
- Participated in 5 Drag Story Hours and organized a total of 8
- Finished the comic Too Chill for a Chill
- Started and finished the comic Gym Virgin
- Designed a total of 18 new stickers
- Designed a total of 9 new prints
- Designed a total of 10 new pins
- Designed 2 posters for local events
- Designed my own fursona Telegram Stickers
- Illustrated 9 Commissions
- Illustrated my own children's book
- Sold in 7 different Comic Cons
- Made 38 orders on Etsy
- Was a teacher in 6 Comic Workshops
- Posted 169 times on Patreon (so far)
- Posted 82 furry art on Patreon (so far)
- Posted 39 Spicy art on Patreon (so far)
State of my life
As you may have realised, the past few months I've been quite absent, not posting as much as before, forgetting my duties and rewards for some tiers. I went from posting every week to post only twice a month. I am very sorry for this. I don't want to make excused, but rather explain why that's happening.
1) ADHD diagnosis. I am 100% confident that I have ADHD. I check almost every category, forgetfulness, mood swings, irritation, work paralysis, brain fog, easily distracted, not able to concentrate, etc. This is affecting me so much.
The only motivation I have to make art is money, and I only make new art for the most immediate source of money. I don't really "enjoy" making art or, better said, it costs me lots of energy to start making art, at all. Which is bad. That's why I want to get a diagnosis
I had a diagnosis when I was a kid, almost 20 years ago, but the document isn't valid anymore, so I already have a date to check it out on January 14th. Let's see if I get diagnosed again and start therapy or medication in order to help me.
2) Drag Focus. Yes, I focused on my drag much more this year, specially since I won that contest. I am trying to get hired into more drag stuff, and I am preparing for when that other drag contest airs (I will let you know don't worry) by doing photoshoots and such. I'm also in other drag relates stuff. I will be the jury in an upcoming contest and will make more gigs.
3) No schedule. Since I finished too Chill for a Chill, and after I finished recording that Drag contest back on September, I am experiencing my life is a no-schedule mess. I have so many different things to do, and every week is pretty much different, that I don't or can't have a fixed schedule. I literally don't know how to organize myself and I feel like a big mess
4) No motivation. I don't know what's happening but I don't have the motivation to pick up a pencil and draw. I really want to draw, I really enjoy the process, and have some ideas I sketched that I want to make, but I am really unmotivated. Maybe is because I see that I work on my art but it's not as a direct money-maker as the drag stuff? Which is a problem, I know! Like, on drag I work at every gig and earn between 150 and 300€ at each gig, which is between 1 to 2 hours of work at the gig, and the makeup process is 1 hour more. But the illustrations take much more time, and I got paid far less. Yes, I don't have to pay to draw, it's not an investment unlike my drag which I have to pay for the wig, dresses and such, but...idk
Tiers Change
I want to make it fair for you. I know I'm not making new NSFW merch, so I will change tiers once again so it's simpler for you.
I will unpublish TIER $30 - SHOPPING CLUB . Nobody has joined and I'm not making these rewards anymore
The TIER $13 - MERCH CLUB will change. I am aware that I'm not making new spicy physical content. However, since I want to promote the TIER $7 - STICKER CLUB, this tier will be where people could get the Sticker Club rewards + see the Uncensored Spicy content. So I will pause the exclusive spicy physical content, but I will keep it open with the following rewards: Uncensored posts + Voting polls + Sticker Club rewards + Digital goods (Comic PDFs)
The current $13 - MERCH CLUB members will recieve a Patreon DM explaining these changes.
And that's all, I will try to make this Patreon a better place for 2026.
Thank you for staying with me!