Well this sucks

Man, getting fired from a job you worked hard at for 4 years sucks. Everyone apparently loves my work, but I wasn't actively seeking enough toward self driven content creation that they didnt think i could perform at the new 10billion dollar company valuation level. Oof. I worked 8-10 hour days, traveled across the country mulitple times a year and even put in hours on weekends and late nights to meet deadlines. I don't know what more i could've done. I feel a bit like a failure right now, and quite lacking in motivation. I will get to work on some new content soon, once i get over my self pity a bit.