Update / New album, Doom, out now!

Hello friends.

First off I'd like you all to know I have some super secret download codes for the record if you'd like to have the record but can't afford it. I get it and honestly you supporting me here is more than enough. I just want everyone who wants to hear my music to have access to it. So hit me up on any social media or discord and I can get you a link and a code free of charge.

So now that that's out of the way, hello! I have the flu and I'm barely hanging on tbh. It's been a little over a week of this shit so far and, while I am alive, I am super miserable and am unable to do much of anything. It sucks because I was about to start shooting a new video that was going to be incredible, I promise.

But luckily I've had a lot of quiet time alone to focus on writing and thinking. It's given me a lot of clarity as to what subjects I cover now and how afraid I am of online harassment and attacks. But more importantly, how those fears have held me back from being and saying what I feel is best for me. I'm fairly afraid of being popular now because I really can't handle all the transphobic hatemobs.

But in laying around in anguish and thinking about all this, it seems kinda silly to me. Like I should maybe focus on the humor of it and care a bit less. So I took a bit of action and rewrote some things I was working on and found some pretty good ideas I'd shelved for no good reason and I think I'm gonna give them a whirl.

Sometimes I guess being sick is good because it demands that you lay around for days and think about your life. And thinking about your life is really hard to do when you're living it. I suppose this is why people do drugs.

Anyways, expect some good content to hit your feed as soon as I'm well. I wrote a video last night that is easily the funniest thing I've ever written so that's neat.

I love you, I promise I'll get well asap!
💕 May

Doom, by May Leitz (BandCamp)