November

November has been a nightmare. A very bad time. One of the worst times of my whole life without a doubt. Everything that possibly could have gone wrong, did and worse that I imagined. It cast a terrible spell over me and I feel like I'm only just crawling away from the damage. So that's why the documentary isn't done yet. It's an overwhelming amount of work and most days this week I've been just trying to survive. It will get done, but I hope you are willing to be patient considering everything.

Now as for some good news. I have a new album called 'shes bleeding, you asshole' that is finished and available for preorder now. I struggled with getting that done for months and now it's finally out of me. It felt like what I'd imagine giving birth is like.

Tonight I'm shooting a new video. Something completely different from the other plans I'd made for the month. But I think it's good. I think you are all going to enjoy it. It's about stuff I've wanted to say for years and now I'm just gonna say the stuff.

I'm trying my best to get off the floor and get back to my life. The above song is something I can barely listen to without openly weeping, I hope you enjoy it.

I fucking love you.

<3 May

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