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hey my suga cubes ๐ค.
i've been silent for the month, honestly just fully taking full time off. literally when the month on my calendar hit october I just said, โnah .. not this monthโ lol.
for a couple months I had been drifting away from the creative side of the sims and spent the first few weeks tryna jump straight into the player side of the sims 4.
actually being on the consumer side and not the creator side per say, and it was going good until the updates of course and me ultimately starting over again.
and I also made the decision to truly post content based on the player side, and have been working on a person full save file. (lowkey a redemption moment) and other simmer player perspective content.
along with losing confidence and consistency when creating content along with putting such weird amounts pressure on myself throughout the time iโve been creating, i took my time for mental healing and growing
and let myself do things without pressure, there has been many things Iโve worked on during this little break and have not posted them (iโm ashamed lol) but we here now.
my longtime suga cubes know a long time ago for a minute I never really got to enjoy and discover all the gameplay things the sims 4 has to offer, and I never really had a good computer, but being the non basic player creating sims content has made me turn out to be, I still never like anything purely basic lol.
the one thing I know for sure is that I know I want to feel and experience the joy again in posting what I want again and taking the breaks in breaths in between again. completely having fun.
iโm back in bag mode so imma gonna check through my files today to see the items I have ready and etc, so stay tuned for some drops.
I love you my sugacubes ๐ชฝ, thank you so much to the ones who stayed.
happy Halloween ๐!!
