Update: July pause, and thinking time

hey everyone, sorry for the bit of radio silents, been have to prepare for this weekend.

so as you probably saw/can tell, i paused billing for the month of July. i was thinking about it last month and i decided to do it for a few reason. it been a year since i got my computer, so it's about time re-paste it, and i've never done that before, so i'm nervous about that, i'll look up videos and hopefully nothing goes wrong, i'd hate to mess something up. i'm also planning on trying to see some friends i haven't seen since Christmas, and having the month open makes it easier to plan stuff. Also, i need to think/reevaluate my art and it's flow. i'm fine with how i'm doing things, but there are pics and comics i'v had ideas for, but i'm afraid to do them because... well... they'll take "too long". if you're not sure what i mean, it that i like have 2 pics done for a normal week, i've planned this flow out very well, and for the most part, can keep it up with only slight exhaustion, it's worked so for. so here's the thing, i have idea that i know will take 3 for 4 days for the one pic, due to pose idea giving me trouble, multiple character, or being a comic (who knows how long that would take), and that means, it's be the one pic for the week... and i've gotten a bad mentality about my art where i need top just pump it out asap, for growth and to make this site feel worth it, like with the alt versions. what i need to do is figure out, and most likely, tell myself, these pics are worth it, cause i want to do them, but i still have to block tell me " just more content, faster content!", and i'm not sure that's the best mentality. i only developed this for Twitter, were i just throw as much stuff i can and hope it stick, and i've had, mixed results from it, and know, i only lose followers over there, and visibility gets worse every year, so the only reason now is you peeps here that support me, thanks for it by the way.

sorry long rant bout my stupid mental block. hoping to get thing all squared up, and hoping this time will help me get in a healthier head space about my art, and i'll finally be okay with doing comic stuff and just things that take a little longer.

also, i'll keep you all updated on things, and let you all know if cool things happen.

thank you all for understanding and let me know what you thinks about my art flow and stuff, i appreciate feed back.

thanks again, and happy 4th, if you celebrate, if not, have a great day and stay cool.