YOU CAN WATCH MY NEW SPOOKY SONG REQUEST STREAM FOR A SMALL PRICE !

Hello all, I was going to make a youtube version but realised I simply don't have time between health appointments and also I am taking my daughter to see one of her fav duos (JVB) with my family and desperately seeking out a wheelchair for myself for the trip away. Another reason why I am not making a youtube version is because it takes a lot of time and I find it unenjoyable/boring/tedious and frustrating cutting up songs just to post on youtube to then have to plead my case against copyright claims where in the end i won't be monetised anyway due to the amount of different songs from different labels i would be up against while trying to dispute. OF COURSE I love to give you all that content without a financial benefit but it just doesn't make sense this time as I would be rushing, plus it is all about working smarter and not harder. I like to be authentic with you about everything I do with my work and channel. Before, I used to grind too hard and then I started to get really slow as I began to feel sick every time i sat down to edit, I would drag myself through it trying to get videos out for Patreon and YouTube quick as I could but I started to think ... "why am i doing this?" I am a sick single mother who is slaving myself away to something that is making me so sad when it used to bring so much joy, for such little reward. The reward of your kind comments and even your joy started to become something i felt nothing about, i started to feel like a performing monkey, always another album i needed to react to. The comments felt like "hey that was great now do this!" or "still waiting for this one!.". I couldn't keep up and put so much pressure on myself. Now i realise i will only make youtube cuts for videos i really want to bring to YouTube. I never want to feel that burn out again, i ended up even sicker than i ever was before...

Streaming will and has already allowed me to react to music in a less lonely and more simpler way, i have enjoyed it so much ! I still want to make my normal videos for youtube and Patreon too, but i feel like streaming is my where my heart is leading me more than ever atm. Not having to worry about editing too much and simply just posting the vod and doing some time stamps is way more doable for me. Then it makes it way more fun when i get to do my more high production videos where i have now started making fun edits again, just peep my last youtube video of me reacting to Yeule or my new Kali Uchis one that is on Patreon and will be ready for Youtube in November, i'm starting to have fun with my edits again !

So yes, i am selling this post rather than over doing my efforts to make a youtube video because it is smarter and healthier. For those of you who want to and are able to spare a small fee (3 british pounds) to watch a song request reaction video with the songs listed below, i appreciate you so much and do truly hope you enjoy my reactions ! If it isn't a video you are that bothered about then Wahey happy days, no harm done! Love you all and can't wait to react to MORE MUSIC SOON! follow me on www.twitch.tv/fernstonereacts where you will see my live reactions for FREEEEE and keep an eye out for my youtube videos of course <3

Dove - Doll Ver

Bjork - The Pleasure Is All Mine

Mario Monstree & Estelle De Vil - Sinwalker

Ethel Cain - Fear No Plague

Josh Ramsay - Defying Gravity Cover

Kate Bush - Breathing

Luvcat - Lipstick

Princess Nokia - Medusa (my pick)

Wolf Alice - Your a Germ

Poppy - Scary Mask

Bel Canto - Spiderdust

Pixel Grip - Dancing on Your Grave

Don Toliver & Masego - Mystery Woman

Hemlocke Springs - head, shoulders knees and ankles

Sofia Isella - Sex Concept

Soccer Mommy - Unholy Affliction

The Cardboard Swords - Flannel

Concurt - On My Mind

Toto Coelo - Dracula’s Tango

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