I hope you guys know that I appreciate & love every single one of you🫶💕
Today has not been an amazing day for me mentally, and sometimes I don’t feel like I’m working hard enough. Like I’m running against the clock everyday or trying to meet everyone’s needs or standards and I just disappoint people left and right
Days like this are hard & take a toll. But I keep on going anyway because of those of you who really do care about me & look forward to what I make. So thank you!
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When all of your hopes have tuned to denials Thank God your life script has been placed in his files. . Hey Mari, my bad on waiting so long to respond to this post and hopefully that feeling has gone through you, however anxiety can be intrusive. I’ve never responded to a post before cause it seems strange to me or difficult for me to make a connection rather. IDK… sorry not sorry if this turns out to be a novel. My mother died last week from an aneurysm. It was catastrophic.. they kept her on life support for 7 days and I was there at the hospital with her daily. Ever day showed a decline and so I decided to pull the plug. Right or wrong it fucked my head and still hurts my heart. Feels like I got kicked in the chest. I’m from Gary Indiana and we were poor growing up but when it counted that woman walked on water and made shit happen. I don’t know how she did it but she did it. I’m gonna miss her so much. We’ve had a rocky relationship but no matter whatever at the end of the day we was thick as thieves, BET… I’m trying to stay positive and focused so I can take care of the loose ends and have a service for her to send her home the right way. She deserves it. She left behind my brother as well he’s one year and 3 days older and has up syndrome (some call it downs and he would beg to differ) and hasn’t grasped the gravity what’s just happened. She was his guardian and so now I am taking her places. I haven’t figured out what to do about that yet but I know whatever I do it will be in Justin’s best interest. My mom said it right… “No one will love him, protection and look out for him like his brother.” and that’s a fact. God can be a cold piece of chicken sometimes and if he’s like that I don’t want to know what the devil’s like. It’s getting late and I should go to bed gonna need to use my brain tomorrow, ugh. Oh yeah, to comment on your post, what I meant to say was when you begin to feel “anxious” or “stressed” or like your not doing enough… embrace that feeling, it’s just your creative subconsciousness keeping you on your toes. It’s a gift, and so embrace the chaos and you’ll tap into something new. Anyways, I’m going to tap out and get some sleep. Thanks for the audios. Josh.
Hope you holiday is going better than yesterday. You're doing just fine, no one can or is meant to please everyone. It never wrong to once in a while take care of your needs first and the wants of other second or even third.
I wish the best for you. You seem like a real genuine lady. I hope you can find the peace in your mind you desire. We support you to help you out. You dont "owe" you anything. We appreciate the content you make, but you shouldn't feel chained down to your viewers and supports. We are gonna support regardless. Anyone intentionally making you feel like you are doing a bad job or failing is honestly a fake support. Believe in yourself the way we believe in you. You got it!
Awww this comment made my morning, what a kind soul you are <3 thank you so much darling!!
My sub had a rough day as well, stupid family Thanksgiving bullshit, so I'm about to go make sure she knows Daddy appreciates her.
That’s so sweet of you! 💕💕💕
I hope your day turns around and gets better. We all love the work you do and really appreciate everything you give for your fans. Mental health is a constant battle against those tough days. Many of the wholesome audios you made have helped me on days like that. I can, and have listened to you talk for hours. I hope to enjoy more content in the future too. I truly appreciate your voice acting and how open you are with your fans. You are simply wonderful Mari and we all love you!
Thank you so much Leo, this makes my heart so happy🫶🫶🫶💜💜
Your mental health is important, don’t let those negative get to you you loved and cared for ❤️❤️❤️ do your best
Thank you honey🫶🫶🫶💕
Take care of yourself and hang in there
I’m definitely trying!!! Thank you so much for looking out for me💕
I’m sorry to hear that. Just know we love and appreciate you and what you do for us. And if you ever need to talk or vent we are here :)
That is so sweet of you, thank you so so much💕💕
Sorry to hear that 😢 but I think its easy to say that we all love and appreciate everything that you do for us. Because so far for me you make life a lot easier for me.💜 and I hope you get to feeling better.
Thank you so much🥹💕💕
ik for me personally ur audios have helped me alot in discovering myself and for that I could never be able to thank u enough. We all love and appreciate u ❤️
Thank you, that makes me so happy🫶🫶🫶💕💕💕🥹
I know how you feel. Let me know if you want to talk. I’m always around.
I appreciate you and love the content you make ❤️
It’s no problem, Mommy. Your audios always help me go through it.
You ever think its awkward what guys do to what you post? Just curious, I obviously enjoy it lol
I don’t think so, I like to think of my audios as a safe space for everyone to indulge in their kinks 💕💕it honestly makes me happy when people feel comfortable enough to fully enjoy themselves with what I make!
