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Sometimes she wonders
what would happen
if she just stopped swimming.

She’s anything but a failure
A disappointment carved in blue.

Some nights she imagines
not fighting the current.
Letting it take her
all the way down.

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Sometimes she wonders
what would happen
if she just stopped swimming.

She’s anything but a failure
A disappointment carved in blue.

Some nights she imagines
not fighting the current.
Letting it take her
all the way down.

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