Moving on

Yeah it's me and I know I haven't posted for like the past 6 months or something idk

So, I feel like I owe an explanation to like the 3 people who pay me and ofc the non-paying patrons since I vanished, I know I've been doing that a lot but not for so long as 6 months.

Here's the thing, I had two mental breakdowns, an identity crisis and a burnout since then. As some of you might know, I'm now a full-time state sponsored researcher™ and also I have a paid internship in teaching and of course, college. I've had that since 2023, sure, but this year I just had a crisis of counsciousness and I couldn't conciliate that with the 3D work, which, if I may be crude about it, it's not profitable as it was, mostly my fault because I couldn't keep the output I had in the pandemic, where I was at home all the time.

For now, I don't want to abadon doing this, I like doing it. However, I can't get myself to work on it, I'm out of inspiration, and when I have it, I don't feel motivated to work on 3D. It's hard, it's been very hard, I am mentally better in terms of my depression, I'm not mentally better in terms of my work, schedule and professional happyness.

Thanks for the support,

Volfe