October 13, 2023

Health Update

And here I thought this year couldn't get any worse for me.

I honestly don't know where to start, but regardless, I don't want to take too long on this post. 

I'm sure half of the people here know about my father's passing and medical history a few years ago. To those who don't, you can refer to these posts:
https://www.patreon.com/posts/55030449
https://www.patreon.com/posts/54960926


To make the explanation short, I was diagnosed with Extensive PTB(Tuberculosis) just earlier today. The same medical condition that caused my father's passing. Thus, the doctor and I were sure I got it from him. 

This one serious condition is the cause of everything starting from a lowered immune system; everything just followed up. 

Aside from my last and ongoing butt condition, I lost 6kg of weight, non-stop cough, back/chest pains when coughing, and low energy levels. I also experienced a series of ocular migraines over the past few weeks - I have had this since I was young, but it only returned now when my body is all tattered and weak. So I decided to see the doctor again. I took an X-ray test yesterday, and that's the result I got today.

To my ignorance, I already had the infection for a long time; it only got worse, and the symptoms started to pop out now.


How will this affect the game development?
Honestly? I'm not sure. I'm really not sure.
I've been having problems one after another. I couldn't get any rest, and I'm so, so tired already. Despite all this, I couldn't get emotional. I can't blame anyone but myself because of my negligence to my health.

But I will push through this. It's not the end yet.
I will not stop making these games.


I will keep you guys posted about this matter.

Until then, keep safe.

Comments (43)

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Alex · February 28, 2024

Take care of yourself

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CHAI1 · December 23, 2023

Take care of your health. I hope you are well.

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花小灵 · November 11, 2023

Get well soon!QAQ

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duvignard . · October 29, 2023

I hope you get healthy quickly because I love your games and although I love MBML I hope to one day see a sicae sequel

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Meori · October 23, 2023

The games you make is truly a masterpiece and it cannot be made without the creator itself. (Take rest!)

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徐恒帅 · October 21, 2023

Sorry to hear that. Just take your time to recover and we’re all here waiting for you dude. Take care!

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Stephanie Armer · October 20, 2023

damn dude, i'm so sorry to hear that. I know butt conditions (mine was actually GI - ulcerative colitis then a bunch of surgeries and errs) suck on their own. But TB as well? Fuck. Take care of yourself man.

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Xeron_Xr · October 16, 2023

Same as the others said take all the time you need to recover we will be always be here for u 🙏. Your health is most important.

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kwazi · October 16, 2023

concentrate on ur health first game comes second

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LordAlduin · October 15, 2023

Sorry for my bad English, but concentrate on your health. We are always here and we don't run away if you take care about yourself. We wish you a speedy recovery. The main thing is to carefully follow the doctors’ instructions) We will be waiting for you. Get well! Best wishes from Armenia

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Nico · October 15, 2023

take as long as you need to get back up man, we all love ur game so take good care of yourself.

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Chris · October 15, 2023

We all love these games but Always take care of yourself. a good game is always worth the wait

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Come on, Chinese fans love this work

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diorSz · October 14, 2023

Nothing is more important than your health, my man. Get well soon.

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Lee McWaters · October 13, 2023

Is there anything we can do to help you?

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Dwenneven · October 13, 2023

Get well soon!

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Ripmav · October 13, 2023

Get Well Soon.

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LVLVLV · October 13, 2023

Looks like you caught it early judging by the XR. Hopefully you'll get better after a few months of antibiotic. Don't work too hard and def follow up with your doctor. Good luck

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Tom Angelo · October 13, 2023

Get well :)

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Tygon · October 13, 2023

Get well :)

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Jean · October 13, 2023

Everything can wait get better soon

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Sem Rumo · October 13, 2023

You will get out of this, stay at peace and rest assured that we will be with you regardless of the situation. Speaking directly from Brazil, I and many other VN lovers simply LOVE your work. ❤️💚

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Succubus Games · October 13, 2023

As everyone already said... Nothing is more important than for you to get better... Everything else will wait for however long is needed and you have every single one of us here behind you and supporting you... I wish you are able to successfully get through this difficult time... Remember, you are not alone...

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dpas9993 · October 13, 2023

Don't beat yourself up over this. It's easy to neglect your health somewhat in the absence of serious symptoms, especially when you're focused on your work. Just take care of yourself, get your treatment, and leave the game for whenever you're back to full strength. You're much more important to us than the games are,

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Michael LuPayne · October 13, 2023

I'm with everyone else , take care of you in priority #1........the game can wait till you've recovered :)

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Eradak Emy · October 13, 2023

Please Nii-Chan, please get the treatment first, this can be cured if getting the right treatment for it. Your health is matter more than the game right now!

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Bormaley · October 13, 2023

Bro, take care of yourself! This is the top priority. You’ll push through this!

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Razz · October 13, 2023

bro, just rest for now and get treated don't stress yourself out

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Alex 17 · October 13, 2023

Take care of your health first, you don't have to think to much in rushing your development, take time to heal yourself, we are all with you and we know you can fight this

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lzmc · October 13, 2023

Treat your illness well and don’t rush to develop games

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Noah_Shain45 · October 13, 2023

Get treatment your health is far more important

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Tharlin · October 13, 2023

Honestly, doesn’t matter if the development of the games goes on or not, your health is definitely more important. The most important thing in life is your own health, i had to learn that the hard way too. Just don’t give up on yourself and fight through this, despite how hard, tiresome and rough it will be. We don’t know each other, but let me tell you this: when you get to a point where you’re thinking nothing matters anymore, just be sure, there are people that care and think about you. I can only repeat myself: Please don’t give up on yourself.

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SuproXD250 · October 13, 2023

Get Well Soon Niichan. Don't give up there's so many trouble cames in Human Life but you have to fight with it until this trouble gave up on you. We are always there for you

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tonymack21 · October 13, 2023

Take care yourself Nii that's the main thing. Hope for good news soon. 🙏

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Tan Ren1 · October 13, 2023

Get well soon, Niichan! Take your time recovering.

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koolsunglass · October 13, 2023

All my prayers to you 🙏🏾

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Karl Kristian Riise · October 13, 2023

Most important thing is to take care of yourself and get well, the games can wait, even though it might not feel like that. Hope for the best!!

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Mike47 · October 13, 2023

Strength Nii, I hope you overcome all this and can continue doing what you like and all of us can enjoy your excellent work. Take care of your health and take your time to recover, everyone here loves you and wants you to be well. A big hug from Argentina!!

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Thenor Stéphane · October 13, 2023

Whish you the best dude hard for real hope you will get trought this take care and rest well budy we will wait for you <3

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RMZ · October 13, 2023

Take care of your health first dude! We'll be here once you're recovered.

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Messè · October 13, 2023

Hey, Nii! Even if these news are less than ideal, I am certain with enough care and determination, you will push through it. Sending only good and healing vibes your way. A positive attitude does wonders to one's mind and health, that's for sure. Keep your chin up! I am certain good news will follow. But, take care of yourself, for good measure.

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Janee Studios · October 13, 2023

Hoping you'd get well soon niichan! Don't hesitate to take breaks from time to time

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Dark Phoenix · October 13, 2023

Hope you get better 🙏