October update
Hey everyone,
I wanted to sit down and write a personal, detailed update to give you all a clear picture of what’s been happening behind the scenes, where the project currently stands, and why content releases and commissions have been feeling a bit inconsistent or delayed lately.
To be completely honest with you all, this past year has been the most overwhelmingly difficult period of my entire life. I know, I know... I sound like a broken record, guys! But unfortunately, this is my actual life right now, and whenever I sit down to reflect on where things stand, this is honestly the first thing that comes to mind.
Looking back, it feels like every single month from September 2025 all the way through to right now has brought a major, life-altering event. Some were milestones, but many were deeply painful and psychologically exhausting.
I’m currently at a point where I am emotionally drained, exhausted, and navigating severe burnout.
The Personal Storm & Heavy Losses
Over these past months, I’ve had to process a massive amount of personal grief and trauma in a very short span of time:
Grief & Loss: Losing my beloved cat Ginevra and then losing my father were devastating blows that completely shattered my daily routine and emotional stability.
Professional Fallout: On top of everything else, I had to deal with the abrupt and far from peaceful end of my work relationship with my mainstream publisher, which added another layer of stress and uncertainty to my professional life.
Toxic Family Dynamics: As an only child, the entire weight of managing family affairs has fallen solely on my shoulders. Dealing with my mother’s severe, ongoing mental health issues (bipolar disorder and covert narcissism) has turned into an ongoing nightmare.
Constant Emotional Crisis: While I deeply understand that she is grieving my father’s loss as well, it does not justify the relentless, toxic behavior aimed at me. Since June, every month has been filled with calculated emotional crises, daily verbal abuse, and extreme distress.
Trying to manage all of this completely on my own while maintaining a household, a career, and my personal life has taken an unimaginable toll on my mental health.
Impact on Production & The Path Forward
Because of this constant emotional strain, my production pace for main comic chapters, side content, and custom commissions has suffered and become inconsistent. I want to sincerely apologize to everyone who has been waiting patiently for updates or completed work.
Please know that I am actively doing everything I can to rebuild my routine, protect my mental space, and regain my momentum.
Creating art and continuing to build this universe isn't just my job, it’s my sanctuary. Working on these characters, writing the new Dossiers, and drawing is the primary way I anchor myself, keep my mind occupied, and heal through the noise.
What To Expect Coming Up
A More Sustainable Pace: I am working step-by-step to restore my regular publishing workflow without burning out completely.
New Formats & Extra Content: Formats like The Dossiers allow me to explore deeper character dynamics and psychology while keeping a steady stream of releases going alongside the main comic updates.
Commissions & Backlog: I am systematically working through my queue and getting everything back on track.
A Question For You: Video Blogs in the Future? 📹
I’ve also been thinking about changing how I do these updates. I’m considering switching from written blogs to video blogs so I can talk to you more casually and conversationally.
I don't have any issue showing my face, if you’re curious to see who’s behind the screen, and I feel like video would help build a much more direct, genuine connection with all of you. My only slight hesitation is that I’m a bit self-conscious about speaking in English out loud.
What do you all think? Would you enjoy short video updates rather than written posts, or would you prefer a mix of both? Let me know in the comments!
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your endless patience, your kind messages, and your continued support. Having this community means more to me than words can express.
More art, stories, and updates are on the way. 🖤
Jo
Comments (8)
Looks some stunderstom news! Most important thing is yourself and your mental health and safety! No have to apologise, so better to take care first, and the rest will be come. If you need to take time and stop this for a while, do it. Better to recover energy than loss it in the way. Anything you need we're here to help! a big hug!
Really appreciate it, Sindosan! You're completely right, taking care of health comes first. Working on my projects has actually been a great therapeutic escape for me lately, hanks for having my back and for the huge support. Big hug!
Take care of yourself and your peace Jo. We appreciate the transparency and rooting for you. My heartfelt condolences for your losses. Video blogs would be great!
Thank you so much, Rob. Your kind words and support mean a lot to me right now. I'm definitely looking into doing some video blogs soon!
Dude, you're so okay. Don't apologize for things you can't control. It's not fair to you or your feelings. You've been going through so much and grief isn't something you can put a time limit on. My favorite line about grief is Vision's from Scarlet and Vision - "What is grief, but love everlasting?" (Well he said perservering, but that's how I interpret it). If you're not already, I'd really recommend seeing a counselor of some sort to bring you some emotional stability and methods for setting feasible boundaries for your Narcissistic Bipolar Mother (I have one too, I had to go no contact unfortunately and I can acknowledge is a privilege). You deserve all the time, space and grace you need with all that you're doing your best to cope with. Wish I could give you a hug and some platonic cuddles. I also wish you had the agency to let your world slow down and focus on the abrupt changes that have been both disrupting your life and your functionality. It's not fair life has to keep going when you're doing your best to process deep emotions. I wish you the best and all of the luck. Also - I'd enjoy a mix of written and video posts for updates. That sounds like an exciting method for engagement. Much Love, Prince 🩵💙
Thank you so much for these words, they really hit home. That quote from Vision is so fitting, and I truly appreciate your support and understanding. I'm definitely working a lot on my projects right now, but for me, work is also therapeutic because it allows me to escape. As much as possible, I'm also keeping contact with my mother to the absolute bare minimum so I don't get poisoned by it. I'll definitely keep the mixed written and video updates in mind. Sending a huge virtual hug right back at you!
I am so sorry to hear things have still been so hard for you. I just want you to know that we're here to support you. I am personally 100% okay with a slower update pace for the comics and would rather you prioritize a sustainable approach so you don't get burnt out.
Really appreciate your kind words, Henry! Taking a more sustainable approach right now is definitely the plan. Thanks for understanding and sticking with me.