content resumes march (long update)
This is such a difficult post to make but I have to be realistic about this February’s content. I keep thinking “oh maybe in a couple of days I’ll feel well enough,” but i’m still in a lot of pain from surgery. I didn’t have any time to actually research this procedure before I had it done since it was an emergency.
To make matters worse, on day 5 post op I got a call from my grandpa saying that my grandma passed away. She was like a mother to me. I’m truly heartbroken, but grateful she is no longer in pain.
I’m just over 2 weeks post op and my surgeon said everything is looking good. I’m still very susceptible to re-herniating my disc if i overdo it. All I’ve been able to do physically is walk. (i’m getting close to 5k steps a day and i feel stronger each day)! but overall it sucks so bad not being able to arch or bend my back at all. I’ve heard through reddit that people typically feel better starting around week 4-6. I have PT scheduled in 2 weeks, plus I got a fancy herman miller chair that everyone recommends for bad backs. Basically, I’m doing everything right! There’s a good chance that when all of this is over I’ll be better than ever. But I have to be strict during my recovery for that to be true. Do you guys forgive me? 🥹 it’s actually giving me so much anxiety not being able to get back to it yet. I might go insane with worry that I will be forgotten. But this won’t be for too much longer.
If you’re interested, I have a fansly with spicy content you might not have seen. I’ve been able to snap some photos recently as well!
Anyway I miss making videos and I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!!! 🥺💗💗💗💗
Comments (18)
Sorry bout your grandma. My grandpa died recently too, so I know how you feel. Don’t feel pressured to make videos, as the most important thing is your mental and physical health. Take it easy, nothing needs to be done other than chill.
Take care of yourself. The whole point of having the patreon is to build a supportive community that can help you through difficult times like this.
Ain't going anywhere anytime soon, take the time you need pickle 🥺 there's nothing to be forgiven for either, healthy pickle is best pickle and I'm sure the rest of us agree!
Your health and recovery comes first and foremost.
There's nothing to forgive, but if it makes you feel better then of course you're forgiven. Also stop letting those intrusive thoughts about being forgotten sneak into your head. You never forget the GOATs and I can assure you that that does include you. We'll be very cross with you if we find out you come back before your recovery is done and you accidentally hurt yourself in the process. Sure we'd instantly forgive you but please don't rush things.
Take your time. Feel better. Focus on your recovery. We all understand.
I’m really sorry for all you’re going through. Take the time you need. We’ll be here when you’re ready to come back.
Take all the time you need. Im so sorry for your loss.
i'm so so sorry about your Grandma. there's no way to brace yourself for these things and it's too much pain to have to deal with all at once. it's hard to get the voice in your head to shut up but none of us are going to be mad about you taking the time you need to recover from spinal surgery lol. don't you dare rush anything - give yourself and your body the time, love, and care you need and we'll be here when you're ready ♥️♥️♥️
Can't speak for anyone else, but take it slow. It takes time.
I hope you're okay and have a good support system in place for going through your loss. It's terrible and ive been there too with my grandmother. Take your time recovering/working too, and stay healthy.
Sorry to hear about your grandma, Pickle. Don't worry about rushing back, the most important thing you can do is take care of your health!
Sorry about you Grandma that is a tough loss. But as for content just relaxing and don't rush we don't want you to get hurt
Aawww pickle how could we ever forget you? Honestly take your time and get well. I'm so sorry about your Grandma. It's a tough hand you've been dealt lately but you'll pull through. Take care.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Please take your time with healing. We will support you as long as you need ♥️
Take your time to recover, health first, content can wait. You've been very productive over the last years so we have plenty of videos/audios to watch and listen already, we won't forget you so soon don't worry ! Take care 🥒, it's all that matters 🖤
Please take your time. You have such a big catalog that we will have plenty to keep us occupied. Get through PT, follow Doctor orders, and we will be here when you are healthy.
Take care of you! We'll be here 😊