Ch.144 My First Bath was Too Much

"................................................"

...Oh no.

I just looked in the mirror and froze.

Realizing this, I stood frozen in front of the bathroom mirror.

Even knowing there's no chest to speak of, a man's instincts are still sad.

I-it can't be helped.

It can't be helped, right...?

I have absolutely no experience with girls, and yet, here I am, using not just a girl's, but practically a little girl's body and taking her clothes off.

Lack of experience is now working against me.

Things you ignore because you're not interested in them always come up when you need them most.

I'm fairly used to reading this kind of thing expressed indirectly through poetry in books, but...it still can't compare to real-life experience.

...I woke up to wearing just a single shirt, and went out like that, and I did try on the underwear size in the fitting room before buying it, so... I took off one layer of clothing that was just a shirt, and at that point I was completely naked...

Back then was... right?

It was a thrilling adventure in a girl's body, wearing only a shirt and no underwear—an outfit that would make any man's heart race.

I was so nervous when a store clerk would come in, so I was rushing to take off my clothes and put them on.

...All that effort I put into not looking in the mirror back then, trying not to see the naked little girl, is all for nothing now.

Well, I've already seen the "downstairs" in the bathroom, so I guess it's a bit late now.

See, I thought the same thing at the beginning, right?

Apparently, this is like looking after a relative's child, specifically a young girl who needs help with things like using the toilet and bathing.

So there's nothing particularly exciting about it, and even if you see them naked, they're just children,

"................................................"

My heart is pounding.

This isn't just because of alcohol.

"...I-I need to stop..."

No matter how hard I shake my head, there's nothing I can do about my hair bouncing around and swirling about.

No matter how much I try to distract myself, no matter how much I try to refute it with logic.

My male desires get in the way, making me think, "I want to undress the girl..." That's strange, was I always such a lolicon..

"Uuuuuー……"

The blonde little girl in front of me had her golden eyebrows tilted to one side, her eyes watery, her mouth twisted, her face bright red, and sweat dripping down her face—to put it simply, she was in a bad state.

It's so bad that it completely wipes out my vocabulary.

I've never really actively talked to girls, and before even considering things like nudity, I'd never even properly talked to or touched one, but now I'm here.

Y-yeah.

This is a medical procedure... Yes, it is a medical procedure.

Well, it's not like I'll die if I smell bad, but if I smell of sweat, I might not be able to sleep...right?

...If I'm careful and take them one at a time, I should be able to protect my overly pure heart somehow.

"...Ah"

I accidentally said hello to my crotch.

"................................................"

Ah.

A man's soul is filled with sorrow.

...In a way, I guess it's okay to think that as long as I still have that, I can still be myself.

If I stop feeling excited completely, then I'm nothing more than a little girl, right?

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"...Okay."

I'm feeling warm and cozy.

I sweated a lot, warmed up, and feel refreshed.

...It's not anything shady, or naughty, or anything that would get me in trouble with the police, I just took a bath.

Come to think of it, my brain was completely overloaded yesterday so I didn't go in, and today I was tired from walking around, so it can't be helped.

I don't know what's unavoidable, but I can't help looking at and touching all sorts of things.

I've forgotten what I saw.

It never happened.

"Yawn..."

But thanks to being able to bathe with a clear mind, I was able to manage somehow, to the point where I can think about it like this after getting out of the bath.

Well, I don't know how to wash hair that long and fluffy, and I thought I'd go crazy if I looked in the mirror... so I activated my scouting skills and scanned the bathroom like an infrared sensor, closed my eyes and just rinsed my body.

In other words, I'm postponing it.

I know I'll have to face it eventually, but I'm not mentally prepared yet, so I guess I'll just have to postpone it for now.

Yeah.

It's the same as worrying about the future, or feeling like I have to get a girlfriend, or that I have to get married for my parents.

Let's put that off for now.

Things should work out somehow.

But this is bad.

"Yaaaaaawn..."

...I'm sleepier than I expected.

Eh?

What?

Are little girls really this weak?

Don't kids run around all day long?

"Mmm..."

Oh, I'm so sleepy that tears came out.

...Oh yeah... I was exploring a dungeon, wasn't I?

And it was pretty much all done on the fly.

Wow, I can't believe I went to such a dangerous place first thing after becoming a little girl... I'm so small, what would have happened if my level or skills had dropped?

It turned out well in the end, but I think I should have been a little more careful.

But, in the end, nothing happened, so all's good, right?

Yeah.

So far no failure has.

"...Ah, the live stream."

Oh yeah, I did do that.

...Well, I guess it's okay since they didn't find out...?

But I'll be more careful next time...

If my real identity as a little girl is revealed, who knows what kind of perverts will show up...the internet is a scary place, after all...

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"It's still pretty bright out there..."

I thought it was already late at night, but apparently that was just my usual perception.

In other words, it felt like I was diving after work, and I was engaging in a very wholesome activity of diving in the morning and coming out in the evening...just like in high school, I would go to school in the morning, do a little club activity after school, come home, take a bath and take a nap.

That seems to be the case.

So, it's only 6 pm now.

Evening.

"The sunset is beautiful."

Normally, I wouldn't be looking at the sunset right about now because I'm diving, but today it seems a little brighter than usual.

But still, I'm in trouble.

"……do not have"

Even though there's nothing down there, but after a day has passed, I've been to the toilet a few times and taken a bath, so I've gotten used to it. I'll leave that aside for now.

The troube is, I had just run out of my supply.

In other words?

I need to go to a convenience store right now, or I won't have dinner.

Well, I can cook rice, but just plain white rice isn't really ideal... and I've run out of other ingredients at really bad timing.

"................................................"

There's no food.

Thinking about it makes my stomach rumble.

...It's okay, thanks to my concealment skills, even though I was dressed as a little girl in an exhibitionist outfit, no one even spoke to me, let alone reported me.

If I do the same thing, I can just buy something random and go home without anyone noticing... yeah.

Lots of people come out in the evening.

When a lot of people show up, it hurts my mental health.

I should go buy something quickly...

Ah, I can't ride a bike in this situation now, can I?

"Ugh, what a pain..."

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