Ch.50 Chat Stream : "is it Okay to Read Mallow?"
『As the morning sunlight filtered in through the gaps in the curtains, my consciousness slowly rose.
I turn over in my sleep as if to escape from the morning sun.
Then, there was someone next to me.
My consciousness suddenly awakened and I reflexively tried to get away from the bed.
But for some reason, my body feels heavy.
Even taking into account the fact that I had just woken up, this feeling of fatigue was abnormal.
Did I catch a cold?
But I don't have a headache.
If there's anywhere that hurts, it's in my lower back and lower abdomen.
I have a numbing pain especially in my lower abdomen.
As if unable to bear seeing my confusion, that someone turned over in his sleep towards me.
I was on guard, but when I saw his face, all my doubts were cleared.
At the same time, the memory of last night came back to me so vividly that my face became hot as if it was boiling.
ー That's right.
Yesterday, this man made me into a woman.
Both physically and mentally.
If I lifted the covers, I was sure I would find physical evidence of my loss of virginity.
We hold hands with our fingers intertwined.
I remember the feeling of it piercing my body.
It hurt so much that tears flowed.
I was so happy that tears flowed.
Saying I was forced be a woman is a bit of a misnomer.
Because it was all consensual from start to finish.
This guy is my friend.
He was the only man who took into consideration my feelings as a former man and treated me as a casual male friend.
There were plenty of people who behaved in the same way.
However, behind each and every one of them, a burning desire could be seen lurking.
Me, a Vtuber with millions of subscribers.
They had an obsessive desire to get their hands on me, who had become an idol who could be called the talk of the town, and to bask in a feeling of superiority.
But this guy is an exception.
The distance remains unchanged.
Before I knew it, I had begun to view this guy as special.
I naturally found myself following him with my eyes, and I couldn't help but become interested in his every move.
What a pathetic story.
What a ridiculous story.
Aren't these people just like the ones who have secretly harbored vulgar desires towards me?
This is a terrible betrayal, as he saw me as a friend of the same sex.
I could tell it was upsetting my mental balance so I started to distance myself.
In my current emotional state, I was afraid I might say something terrible.
But this guy didn't allow it.
He hugged me in the midst of my shameful and rash behavior and said,
"It doesn't matter if you're a man or a woman! I've fallen in love with you as a person!"
Love isn't something you do, it's something you fall into.
I thought that was a cheap thing to say, but I see.
I realized that this was indeed the case.
The balance between men and women has shifted completely to the latter.
ー And here we are today.
"...Sloppy sleeping face."
He laughs wryly, saying how embarrassing it is to be seen drooling.
Just a while ago I wouldn't have felt anything, but now I can't help but find the sight of his languid sleeping face adorable.
I could watch it for minutes and minutes and minutes.
"ー Or so I thought."
I couldn't bear to just watch it anymore.
I lean forward as if driven by an insatiable desire.
I slowly bring my face closer.
My heart is pounding loudly.
I noticed that not only my face but my ears were hot too.
I thought to myself as if it were someone else's problem that I'm sure I have a 'woman's face' that I don't even know about right now.
Slowly.
Slowly.
ー This love is not a lie.
As if to stamp that proof, our lips met――
Hypnotizing Uncle: "Hello"
Alpheria: "Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa♡♡♡"
The guy: "Guh?!"
ー Before that could happen, the hypnotizing uncle appeared.
Instantly captivated by his overwhelming masculinity, I kicked off the weakling who was sleeping next to me and embraced the hypnotizing uncle.
ー A horrible ending.』
"You guys really like this story, don't you?"
A regular chat stream.
This is a scene from that marshmallow reading.
After carefully reading it all the way through, I let out a half-laugh in an exasperated voice.
: lol
: The careful psychological portrayal followed by the hypnotizing uncle ending made me laugh.
: This is exactly what I call trash-mallow
: Alphery's realistic and well-intoned reading really added to the excitement.
: A woman who is too weak to the hypnotizing uncle
: Even in R-18, the hypnotizing uncle is overwhelming.
"That's it! You can do whatever you want with my R-18. That's up to the fans. But what do you mean, I'm seriously in love with a hypnotizing uncle!"
Why have I fallen so hard when he hasn't even used hypnosis, let alone sex!
I totally look like a girl in love!
The same goes for other R-18 content!
For some reason, I ended up being the one attacking the hypnotizing uncle.
Some of them become a pure love story that encourages a corporate slave hypnotizing women and impregnating them!
What's more, the latter are often extremely well-made!
Do you have any idea how complicated my emotions are when I look at them?
"Isn't it strange that works in which I am genuinely hypnotized into pleasure are rare?"
Well, I guess it's my fault too for occasionally bringing it up in casual conversation.
Still, I'd like to say a few words.
: This is hilarious
: Here comes the famous quote
: Alphery, Roar of the Soul
: What is genuine hypnosis?
: What is a proper pleasure fall?
: A new powerful word has been born.
Phew, I'm satisfied I was able to get it all out to some extent.
I think that's enough Mallow reading for today.
"Oh, now that I think about it, I haven't been doing many daytime streams lately, but actually, I started going to school around last month."
That's a lie.
Actually, it started yesterday, but if I'm being honest I might get exposed.
To make it believable, I also stopped weekday daytime broadcasts from last month.
: real?
: Ah, so that's why you've only been streaming at night on weekdays recently.
: Before, you used to do a lot of work streams in the afternoon.
: Congratulations on your school!
: Congratulations on transferring!
: Is it going fine?
"Thank you for the congratulations. Yes, I have no problems. I think I'll be able to do well academically and socially. I've already made some close friends."
: That's great!
: Friends are important
: Yes, school life is completely different depending on whether you have friends or not.
: Friends...?
: Ah (I understand)
: There are also loners here.
: Cheer up, loners.
: You have us here, loners.
: Loners! Loners! Loners!
: Waa... Ah...
: He started crying.
: Hey boysー
"Arara. Well, you can rest assured that we are here for you now. We will be a place for you to return to, Jamaica."
: A- Alphery...!
: It seems odd to say this in a joking manner.
: I understand that she feels embarrassed.
: Sakutan has that kind of side too.
: The way you end your sentences with a joke or make fun of someone else is definitely relatable.
: I understand that you feel embarrassed to say something nice, so you want to get some action going.
: I think it's a remnant of the cynicism she sometimes expresses.
: Is this what you call 'teetee'?
"It's not teetee. It's just a habit."
Damn, it's pretty embarrassing when someone points that out.
Ah, I guess saying 'damn' here is also one of my habits.
The comment that I still have a lingering cynicism really hit me hard.
"So, going back to school, it's been a while since I last ate a bento made by my mom. We had regular school lunches in elementary and middle school, so it's been a lifetime since I last ate one. It was incredibly delicious. Really."
: Huh? An essay?
: Mom's lunch, huh. I haven't had it in over a decade.
: It's the kind of content that you'd be estranged from if you didn't go to school.
: Wow, I'm craving it again now!
: I might cry because I miss it.
"Yeah. Nowadays convenience store bentos are really tasty, but homemade bentos made by a mother are in a class of their own. Students like me should savor the love of our parents while we can."
I am well aware that this is just mostly nostalgia on my end.
It's only natural that it contains frozen foods.
Especially things like meat rolls or fried chicken, there's no way she can make them on a weekday morning.
But there's definitely love there.
It really hits home when you become an adult and realize both the difficulty and the value of it.
: Understood!
: I'm looking forward to tomorrow's lunch now.
: Oh, it's dazzling...
: Come to think of it, I have never said "thank you" to my mom
: After becoming a parent, you understand the hardships of parenthood.
: It's really hard to make lunch every day on weekdays.
: I'm starting to feel like a good son
"That's good. It's important to express your gratitude on a daily basis. You never know what's going to happen in this world. Like being reincarnated into another world after a big car crash."
Then after reincarnated in another world, get reincarnated again in the modern earth.
It is often said that truth is stranger than fiction.
Doesn't that mean what I just said?
: That's right, that was the setting.
: Don't call it setting
: But yeah, I think I'll go back home this summer.
: For now, I sent a chat saying, "Thank you as always!" Now they were worried about my head!
: lol
: Please explain properly before you say anything
I chuckled and then went on to finish up.
"Well then, I guess we'll call it a day."
: Oh, it's that time already?
: Good work~
: Today was fun too
: There is a certain nourishment that can only be obtained through small talk
"Tomorrow is the long-awaited debut stream of Kaguya-senpai and Licia, so everyone please go and watch it."
Yes, starting tomorrow, the two of them will finally join Prisma Ark.
From now on, we will be able to stream, play games, and sing songs together.
When I think about that, I can't help but feel excited and wish tomorrow would come soon.
: Oh, that's right.
: Of course I'll go see it.
: I've already subscribed to their channel!
: Um, why are they both already at a million even though they haven't even started streaming yet...?
: Name value is amazing!
"Well, those two will surely give you something worthwhile in return, so you can look forward to it. Well then, good night."
: Good night~
: Good job~
: Good night~
: Good night~
: Zzz……
I wave my hand and end the stream.
Silence suddenly comes.
A sense of accomplishment for having worked hard again today, and a sense of loneliness that it's over.
But my mouth was in a smile.
It's going to get more and more fun.
Thinking about it, it seemed like I wouldn't be able to rest anytime soon.
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TL note :
Me : Now that I've caught up with the raw, I don't have to upload daily anymore
Author : Aight bet