November 3, 2024

[Personal] “I’ll see you later!”

So, very recently, my Nana passed away. I was one of those kids who were more raised by their grandparents than their actual ones, so this is more akin to losing my mother figure in my life. I’m relieved that she didn’t suffer at the very end and won’t feel anymore pain, but I’m hurting. I guess I just wanted to share a quick vent-doodle while I process my feelings and thank you for your patience while I take a little bit of time to grieve while working on the comics and commissions whenever I can. I want to keep busy anyway, so shouldn’t be much of a hiccup.

But yeah. The last thing I told her was that I love her and would see her later. I knew it was goodbye but I didn’t want to… I dunno. Anyway, thanks everyone, talk to you soon ❤️

Comments (50)

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Magnum Wolf · March 7, 2025

I'm so sorry

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Stephen C. · January 21, 2025

Meus sentimentos, Jack, entendo muito bem a sua dor e queria muito poder te dá um abraço apertado, retorne quando puder, amamos você e sua arte❤️

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Karmakat · January 5, 2025

my condolences to you...

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Poppa Tiger · November 6, 2024

Ouch. Right in the feels. Take the time you need to mourn… to remember… to celebrate her life. Sounds like you were a good grandson… and carried what she taught you into your art. A little bit of her shines through in the way your characters care for one another.

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Asher Tail · November 5, 2024

I'm so sorry for your loss. Take all the time you need and we'll be here for you <3

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Red Laurent · November 5, 2024

Many hugs for ya. Been there and it's so rough but also such a blessing to be able to say goodbye. Take time for yourself and to grieve, we'll be here when you're ready.

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DarkWolfe5 · November 5, 2024

Heartfelt sympathies for your loss. The pain never goes away completely, but you do learn how to put it on the shelf. It'll be there, but you don't have to go and feel it every time you see it. ❤️

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Sarah_Mouselton · November 5, 2024

A virtual big hug Jack <3

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Atari Doge · November 5, 2024

Many, many hugs and much love. I’m so so sorry sweetpea. Take the time you need.

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Humphrey Omega · November 5, 2024

I'm sorry for your loss hun

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Luna · November 5, 2024

I’m very sorry for your loss. May she rest in peace. Just know she’ll always be watching over you 🙏🏽🤍

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#1 Columbo Fan · November 4, 2024

Aw, I'm so sorry! I lost my grandfather who was basically my dad, so I know who awful it feels

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Zac · November 4, 2024

❤️😢

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OkamiKage · November 4, 2024

i feel very sorry dude :( take ya time and please dont rush thing just for us. *support huggs*

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Dhalo the Spirit · November 4, 2024

You are a most magnificent being. I can tell, not only because you draw smut: it's in what you write, what you talk about, the life you breath into your creations.... everything says how magnificent you are. And I'm sure I'm not the only one who knows that. I'm sure your grandma knew it too. I'm sure that when she closed her eyes for the last time, she knew deep in her heart that you are a magnificent being and that she could rest well, knowing that she did all she had to do; which is, to raise a most magnificent being. My deepest condolences, Jack. I'm sorry you're going through this.... though, it was bound to happen sooner or later, you know? Things are looking like grim now, and no, I'm not going to pretend, there's going to be this painful streak of gray in your life forever on. But that's how things go... You are a magnificent being, you will overcome this too.

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Afadi Chionesu · November 4, 2024

Jack, I'm so sorry. 😢 I know what it's like to lose my grandmother. Sending my condolences. 💐 Get well soon. 🙏🏽

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Kurry · November 4, 2024

I lost my own grandmother a week or 2 ago, I feel your pain. Hope you feel better soon!!

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sunkawakan · November 4, 2024

I wanted to send a heart emoji, but this wont let me. So, grieve and take the time you need.

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Twitch85 · November 3, 2024

Sorry for your loss

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Zeke Red · November 3, 2024

Thoughts and prayers to you and your family. And big hugs too 🫂

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Pocketsthefox · November 3, 2024

Sorry to hear that Jack. Take your time and my condolences

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Tales98 · November 3, 2024

Condolences and take your time.

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Luke · November 3, 2024

So sorry for you loss, Jack. Take your time and god bless.

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Air · November 3, 2024

Take all the time you need Jack. Let your soul heal first and foremost. My prayers to you and your family.

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Nick The Husky · November 3, 2024

I recently lost my own mother so I feel ya Jack sending the best wishes to ya

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FriskeCrisp's Patreon · November 3, 2024

So sorry for your loss. Sending best wishes to you

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Demonic Fenris Alpha · November 3, 2024

I’m sorry for your lost 💐🕊️

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Sashido Zerako · November 3, 2024

I get this one... Lost my nana way back and it still has left a scar. *Virtual hug* take all the time you need. Much love and balm for your pain

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Jack Atherton · November 3, 2024

I hope the rest of this week treats you with kindness 🤞🏻

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R@nD0m dUd3. · November 3, 2024

Sorry for your loss Jack. We all have one time or another lost a grandparent, but to lose one you were very close to is even harder because they were there for you when no one else was. You just take as much time you need to get through this. We’ll be here sending you love and good vibes.

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Rylee · November 3, 2024

I'm sorry for your loss Jack, take as much time as you need

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AkiDave · November 3, 2024

I’m sorry for your loss Jack

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Devon Wechlser · November 3, 2024

Sorry for your loss

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Paige Hawthorn · November 3, 2024

My deepest condolences, sweetheart. Know that there is so much love waiting for you when you are ready to return. Take the time you need.

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Yang Xiao Long · November 3, 2024

My condolences 😔🙏🏻

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Lurkybot3k · November 3, 2024

So sorry for your loss. Take your time to mourn. It will honor her and help you heal.

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Swiss Syd · November 3, 2024

My condolences and my best wishes to you, Jackaloo.

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Taimaishoo · November 3, 2024

My condolences, Jackaloo. I've lost both my parents, and have been there for friends who have lost theirs. My mother was the referee and my father was the enforcer. But, I can say that I never received any punishment that I didn't deserve and I'm a better man for it. The one thing I wish I could have changed is that I wish I would have told them that I were gay. It was always, no, not today, maybe tomorrow. Time doesn't heal all wounds, like they say, but it does allow you to be able process the pain, and loved ones being gone better, a little more each time. It took me about 2 years before I were able to stop crawling in a whole somewhere to cry. Now, I still cry on occasion, but I'm able to do it in the comfort of my own home and only for brief moments, not hours or days at a time. If there is anything you need, please, let us know. I doubt any of us are professionals, but it truly does help to talk about things, when you are ready. Your artwork has helped me many times and I would like to return the favor. We love you Jackaloo and while we wait with baited breath for each page, we want what is best for your. Take your time and grieve my friend.

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Boris · November 3, 2024

Sorry for your loss. No one truly dies until they are forgotten. Keep her memory alive by remembering the good times.

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jellybones · November 3, 2024

take some time bubba

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Milo Smith · November 3, 2024

I also refer to my maiden grandma as nana, I’m so sorry for your loss Jack but I’m grateful you were able to be there with her 🫂

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marcus perez · November 3, 2024

Sorry for your loss.

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Gary Benedict · November 3, 2024

Take as much time away from this as you need! We will ofc understand! Heal up and rest okay! We love you!

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Derek Dunavent · November 3, 2024

*Hugs*

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Grey Archer · November 3, 2024

Don’t forget that it’ll be ok to hurt for a long while. Take that time to feel that pain and process it. And don’t let anyone tell you different.

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Eric Stafford · November 3, 2024

Take as much time as you need Jackaloo!! Grief is tricky and it can sneak up on us when we least expect it. Be easy with yourself. Sending healing and warm thoughts your way.

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TegirVaru · November 3, 2024

'no more suffering' was a very important solace for me. i was grateful for the time we had, but was happy she got to move on with peace.

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Aaron (BullseyeBronco) · November 3, 2024

Sending my best wishes ❤️

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Furloko · November 3, 2024

Im very very sorry to heart this. Take a break buddy, you deserve it

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blackclaw · November 3, 2024

Condolences