Todays Work and Self Doubt

I wrote code for 3 new mechanics of the game.
1. A Journal (Quest Log)
2. Dialogue Choice Stat Checks
3. Point Gain Visual Effects

I also added Sound Effects to the Quick Menu, it's buttons and the Phone Buttons.

I also continued working on the Cabin Knock Bug. Haven't figured it out yet but I'm getting there.

A little off topic but every time I lose a Patron I wonder if they just had life problems and needed to save some money, or if they thought I wasn't working fast enough...

I immediately feel like it's my fault, even though I know I shouldn't. I couldn't work on this game any more than I do, even if I tried. I don't even have a day job so I'm at this ALL day every day.
I sometimes think these people expected to just get a bunch of fuck scenes with this hot girl Annika, and when they find out there's a LOT of code that goes into making this work, BEFORE you can make fuck scenes, they decide they don't like waiting... Who knows. I hope it's just that they need to save some money for life. Cuz I'm working as hard as I can.
I don't want to just release another Adult Visual Novel. Just another game people skip through the dialogue to get to the sex scenes. I want to make a game you ENJOY playing. That you ACTUALLY want to play again once you beat it. And I'm trying my hardest.