Happy holidays!

Alright, lets get this out of the way first.
Yes, I'm still me. Still overthinking things, still making things harder than they need to be. At least I'm consistent.

Happy holidays!

2026 is going to be the tenth year of this Patreon. Ten years. Which is honestly kind of insane, both in a good way and in a "how the fuck has anyone supported my unhinged brain this long" way. That alone feels worth acknowledging.

If you look back at those ten years, its probably pretty obvious that I've never really walked in a straight line. I've worked on multiple games, only published A New Dawn, Beast Of Our Beginning and Modern Life. I have rewritten plots and scenes more times than I want to admit, explored ideas that went nowhere, and chased a few that probably should have stayed ideas. At one point I seriously explored making an adult MMO. Yes, really. Most of you never even heard about that. But with a few of you I have discussed it and explained how battling another person before sex is a cool idea. Then there was a phase early on in my career where I decided writing novels and not posting them anywhere clearly was the best use of my time.

All of this happened because of your support! You gave me room to experiment, to screw up, to learn, and to slowly build experience. I'm genuinely grateful for that, even if my way of showing it is usually just more content with Victoria being a hu-cow. Or a demi-walrus-vampire or whatever the running joke used to be. I feel like I've lost touch with my old self.

Anyway. These last years has been draining. Felt a bit grindy where my creativity starts feeling heavier than it should. I think I ran into some creative burnout along the way. I've had to step back and recalibrate instead of brute forcing my way through it like I used to.

As for the next update I'm currently working on. I've built a new way to integrate chaos and order directly into the sex scenes mixed with her current mind. This is around the brothel and prostitution content. Instead of the player just picking scenes from a menu, going to the handjob room for example these systems now influence what kind of scenes happen randomly. All rooms will now give a random scene based on her current state and the state of the town. Also Victoria will be allowed to turn down the scene or suggest a new scene, suggesting the new scene will either raise chaos or order depending on what the scene is.

The idea that I want to express is to after shaping the town and Victoria, the sex scenes will follow afterwards. Personally I think this is a cool concept. Victoria has positive mindset towards anal, negative mindset against handjob will give her more anal scenes same if the town is in chaos. Anal is more chaos than a handjob. I'm also rewriting all prostitution, brothel scenes with a rough version which will play if the town is in chaos. And a goblin transformation for Victoria which is still quite diffuse which and when it will take place.

On an ending note.

A complicated game with 700 different scenes is bound to bug at times and this year have been a lot about clearing the list of bugs. Next year isn't just about hitting 10 years. Its about deciding what kind of developer I'm going to be for the next 10. I've got a massive pile of experience at this point. The do's, the dont's, You cant buy that kind of knowledge. I do things way quicker now and less broken. You only get it by doing the work and living with the consequences. Thank you for allowing me to gain that knowledge and bringing it back to you with more polished games, scenarios, intricated systems and paths.

So yeah. Thanks for sticking with me, thanks for the patience, and thanks for making it possible for me to keep building this strange thing in my head and turning it into something real.

Happy holidays.
– WhiteRaven