Update

just a little heads up!

I have had a very very busy may- early june x)... and my tmj pain has been slowly getting pretty bad from march to a few days ago. (which makes me very tired and much slower while working, as im just working around with super tight muscles/ jaw 24/7) I however finally got my second dose of botox for pain relief 2 ish days ago, and I am already feeling some relief \o\. its been almost exactly a year since my last dose as I was very unlucky with my second botox injection which was supposed to be covered by the health system. It ended up with my mom cashing out for a private clinic instead x)..

Within the next few days I should be able to get back on track again.

I did however receive some bad news yesterday regarding my ferret. she has been diagnosed with lymphoma cancer, so now she has adrenaline disease and cancer which both will slowly kill her... >_<...

I am very thankfull though for the extra time ive had with her from january up until now. Ill find out on monday how aggressive / fast growing the cancer is. Luckily she does not yet seem in pain due to cancer, and the two lumps she had removed were successfully removed. im hoping its a semi slowish growing cancer, so that she will get to live out summer without pain. The lumps she had removed however grew very fast from early may to end of may, so I am not too hopefull that she will get much more time than that as lymph cancer apparently is fairly fast growing :/