Jen Manga Ch 2 Pg 3

First, allow me to apologize for the earlier emotional outpouring. You could say that was the stress or the mold spores speaking. Clearly, I wasn’t myself.

But nothing a good 30 minutes on all fours, under the desk, spraying a mold killer mixture of vinegar/peroxide onto the wall in the dark couldn’t fix. I’m back to my old jolly self again!

Secondly, thank you for all the kind words. I know I probably frustrated some of you, but that was never my intention. I try to avoid sharing too much personal stuff when I can, and whenever I do, I almost immediately regret it. I guess I sometimes overdo it when trying to explain delays. Call it guilt. Call it shame. But I do feel a tremendous amount of self-hatred and self-blame whenever I feel like I’m not working hard enough to keep up with my responsibilities.

Clearly, I should rest. Believe me, I’m taking as much rest as humanly possible. Just so happens that this power outage had me at my wits’ end. I should save for a better power station. One that allows me to at least have a light on because working in the dark clearly messed me up mentally.

We have much to do and I look forward to sharing what's about to happen with the other stories. Thank you for your continued support, and please do recommend an effective way of dealing with molds. ✨