.Indefinite hiatus

Hey <3 i didn't want to suddenly disappear with no context so I'm gonna try to be as clear as possible.

2 days ago I felt a strong pain in my entire arm, chest, neck and jaw that was so similar to a heart attack the only difference was: I didn't die from it. Stress is eating me alive. There are many things happening in my life right now, things I can't control, deadlines I'm afraid I won't be able to meet and personal projects that need my full attention. I'm not vanishing forever, as I hope to fully come back in late January (maybe). I really hope you guys don't hate me for this, and I hope you won't give up on me because I still need your financial help, as my college bills won't stop coming until December 2026. It sounds unfair to me that I won't work for this money, it sounds unfair that I expect you guys to help me without any compensation, but I have no choice, else I graduated for nothing. It will be over soon and I will be back, but for now I must leave. I hope you understand.

This year was a real rollercoaster from the start to the end. The ups meeting heaven, the downs greeting hell. I graduated psychology after 8 years and I'm pretty sure I found the love of my life. I also gave up a years long project, and almost lost my two best friends, my sisters. I got shadowbanned on here, simfileshare got hacked and I lost every single piece of cc that was in there. Started to work as a therapist, my dream fulfilled. Someone on my boyfriend's immediate family found out they're a terminal patient. I don't think my heart can take so many ups and downs, so I really need to take care of my mental health and be able to focus on immediate stuff.

I think I said everything I needed to say.

If you think it's unfair to keep on supporting me that's fine, I also do. If you still want to help, thank you. It means a lot.

See you soon! 💕