Lost my mom 💔
Life event: my mom passed away the other night (Jan 5). I have tons of content already in queue for you to enjoy for the next week, but i have been absent in replying to messages and comments because I am grieving with my family.
We held her hands through the night and told her how much we love her until her little breaths slowly became softer and softer, and then she was free… I’m sobbing right now as I write this to you.
I know this isn’t the content you signed up for. I know this is not sexy, but when I started this Patreon account I vowed to myself not to let it take over my soul, I created this account to give fans a space where they could connect closer to me, where I share things i won’t post publicly on social media. I personally reply to every message. I had an assistant once and ended up firing them because I wanted to be the one connecting to you, not a middle-man.
Thank you for being here and for supporting me. All the content the next week I had already scheduled the week before my mom passed away. I will update you when her obituary comes out (I am the one writing it, with the help of my two sisters) so that you can have the chance to see a glimpse of the amazing woman who raised me.
This situation is by far the worst and most painful thing I could ever imagine experiencing.
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Love to you and your family. I have lost both my parents and I was there for my mom passing as well. For me it has been many years, but I still remember her laugh and trying to scold me, when it was really funny. Remember her and tell her story, she will be with you.
Thanks Jon. She was monumentally loved by so many, not an exaggeration in the slightest... I feel I could not possibly begin to describe her to anyone who had not met her... she was just.... the best. It's hard to imagine the rest of my life without her in physical form, no ability to call her on the phone...
Still very sad to hear about this - sending love and best wishes to your family
thank you tom <3
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So sorry to hear this Kristy, best wishes for you and your sisters as you get through this.
So sorry for your loss.
Take the time you need. We’re fine.
Please take time for yourself and your family during this grieving. Sending your family peace and love. It seems that so many people loved her
Thinking of you and your family, I am so sorry for your loss. Take the time you need <3
I am very sorry to hear about this.
I’m so terribly sorry, hun. Big big warm hugs to you and your family.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry Kristy. My thoughts are with you and your family. Take the time to grief. I know that in moments like this words often fail. I hope it's a little comfort knowing that we all like you a lot.
My thoughts are with you. Stay strong, and grieve when you need to.
I'm so sorry hun. I know how hard it is, just do what you gotta do and take care of yourself. *Hugs*
Big hugs...do whatever you need to do...we will be here holding you in the light.
I saw your post on IG a few days back. Of course we all knew that her health was failing but I thought she was still "in the fight". No matter how prepared we think we are, when someone we love so much shucks off their mortal coil, we're still devastated. The pain lessens with time but it will never go away. I lost my mother to cancer when she was only 58, some 36 years ago... She continues to walk through my mind and heart every day. (And changing traffic lights to red as I approach. She thinks it's funny.) She and your mother were far too young. Personally, I'm quite happy that you share your life, regardless of the ups and downs... It makes you REAL and I for one encourage such as it makes you even more desirable. Your tears will dry, eventually. It just takes time. You'll always have her, Kristy. You can be assured of that. Peace and prosperity to you and yours. Always...
I'm sorry for your loss. Sending healing and holding space for you and your loved ones ❤️.
So sorry to hear of her passing, I have lost both of my parents and feel your pain. Feel free to take some time to grieve her loss.💐