February 14, 2019

Mirror Mirror - by Duy Ho Photo + Charity Receipt

I look at the mirror and see who I am today - I see my current state - state of makeup, of skin elasticity, does one see into their own soul when looking in the mirror...? I think sometimes. I have definitely had moments of clarity when making eye contact with my reflection... self awareness can be awkward sometimes, especially when you are living in recovery from alcoholism/ addiction. 

Just a quick bunny trail... I remember when I was in the height of my drinking identity, I was getting "lit" at "the Yard" with my roommates and some of our friends... this was around the time I was blacking out regularly... I just couldn't feel the happy/euphoric feeling alcohol had used to give me when I started drinking... so I drank lots of hard liquor trying to chase... "the dragon" i suppose. Anyway I was pretty smashed and I made eye contact with myself in the mirror after taking a piss... and I felt like I was making eye contact with a dead animal.  I will never forget that look - the size my pupils were, the ruffle of my unwashed hair, the crack in the lower right corner of the bathroom mirror. Anyway, it was at that point I knew I was losing myself. I got sober maybe a month after that, after my initial meeting with my 2nd DUI lawyer. 

Sorry that bunny trail was not so short... I digress...

ANYWAY Now when I look in the mirror, I see myself- my real self, my presence. Sure I have a bit of narcissism, a bit of self doubt, I over think things, I get impostor syndrome too, but the mirror does not lie. 

Enjoy these images by Duy Ho! Starting out wearing Eva Sexy Underwear lingerie ;) 

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***Currently***

Today is Valentines Day ... um who cares... I think Valentines day is stupid anyway, it's all about buying stupid crap I don't really want anyway - cards, teddy bears, candy, it's all pretentiousness. Maybe I am just too "Rebel" to get all hopped up on hallmark traditions... 

So for today, I am getting on a Megabus from NYC to DC, I have a shoot when I arrive at my destination, and I will be in DC until the 17th with many bookings! 

***Charity Receipt***

Thank you so much for your help in making these monthly Donations to the Futures Without Violence organization! You are helping make the world a better place by consuming my nude modeling photos and videos ;) 

Here is this month's monthly donation receipt:


I am so happy to have you with me on this journey, I appreciate you so very much, thank you!

*Peace & Love, 

~Kristy

XoXo

Comments (6)

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Douglas R Davidson · March 1, 2019

The mirror really builds the mood and spirit of this. Ienjoy the chance to see every wonderful inch of you.

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Barry Dowell · February 14, 2019

I love seeing your tiger stripes. I am curious when and how you got them?

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Kristy Jessica · February 15, 2019

They arrived at 14 when I was going through puberty

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Barry Dowell · February 14, 2019

You are so beautiful and having two of you in this photo meant that I was so taken with you that I did not even notice the tattoo removal site until you mentioned it.

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William Cruse · February 14, 2019

I would love to see some pictures of you from your BAD days, Just so I can see how much more ALIVE you look today. Everyone has flaws, but not everyone admits them. It takes ALOT of positive self awareness to remind ones self of the roads not to be traveled.

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Kristy Jessica · February 14, 2019

I’m getting a tattoo removed from my right side, it kindof distracts from the image of that area is displayed dominantly