A Death Within Me

Something within me has died, and I am grateful. Well actually, it died a few years ago and its zombi-fied rotting flesh has parasitically been killing me ever since.

I've had the ability to "pull the tapeworm out of my ass" this whole time, but the fear of doing so has kept me in this decaying stalemate.

It's all over now. The part of me that rushes the hamster wheel to be the fastest rat in the race, has escaped the cage.

What happened? "I can't do this anymore" finally became "I'm only doing it if I'm inspired to do so"

Today, instead of spinning my wheels all over again, I laid down and listened to some music. I found some inspiration. I felt alive. I looked back on past creations (like the image above), reminding myself of what I'm capable of, reminding myself that I've dedicated my life to being a creative person.

I'm not a robot, though many seem to want to use me like a vending machine... not any more though.

TL/DR: I am sick of making content that takes less than 3 brain cells to create, and OnlyF@ns has been a demanding hustle for the last 5 years. I am driving that traffic over to here, getting back to my roots, and preparing to create better content for you! More sensual, higher quality, more intent, more thought. Still lots of nudity, but more authentically me :)

Thank you for listening :)

Peace, Love, & Rock'n'Roll!

*Kristy

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